Carpe Noctem

*~*Harper Iris Wesson*~*

The day after the Avenged Sevenfold album release, I felt instant regret. At the time, I had this badass thing going for me but now...I just feel like a total slut bag. Sure, I've always had the mega hots for Brian Haner Jr., Synyster Gates but...I never wanted to go that far with him cause he's just some rockstar that gets exactly what he wants, all the fucking time.

Too bad he isn't like that. I got to get to know him over a few months and he's actually a quality guy. It's a damn shame. A part of me wishes he was like every other scumbag out there.

Then there's Matthew...Fuck me running. When Zack said that he had a thing for me, that's when I really had no idea what to do. He's hot, sweet, funny and just has a wonderful personality all around. Both these guys, I've dreamed of being sandwiched between them but now that it could be a real possibility, I just wanna pack my bags and run. However, an easier solution is just not answering my phone.

When I left the event, of course I was the last out of the build"Didn't we already cover that?" I giggled.ing. I had to make sure everyone had a great time and to make sure to pick up an album on their way out. I got home around six in the morning and crashed fucking hard.

Four hours later, here I am, cold chilling trying to sort out my life. My dog was snuggled on the couch with me and my mind just kept going back to Matt and Brian. Damn it...

I was watching Deadpool on a loop when I got a couple texts. One from Matt and one from Brian. I groaned as I saw their names populate.

Harper! Thank you again for such an amazing night! Would you like to grab dinner with me tonight? -Shadows

I can't stop thinking about you.....-Gates

I sighed as I looked at the two totally opposite text messages and decided to table it for the time being. I decided to go ahead and just get ready for the day depending on what I decided to do. I got in the shower and washed up then did my hair pin straight with minimal make up, a simple line of top liner and small wings outward and mascara with a coral lip gloss. I pulled on, after undergarments of course, a grey t-shirt and in black writing it read "I taught Christian Grey all that shit." and a pair of faded, ripped up short denim shorts with my black moccasins.

I went back to my phone and decided to send Matt and Brian and invite over to my place, telling them I would love to make dinner for them. I took a deep breath and started to sort through the kitchen deciding on a meal to create from scratch.

Within the hour, a knock sounded on the door and Brian was waiting at the door. I blew out raspberries then flung the door open with a bright smile.

Brian's eyes trailed down to my shirt and he burst into laughter, "After last night, I believe it." He winked.

I let a blush come to my cheeks, ignoring what he said then invited him in. Irish came hustling after him and surprised me when she didn't jump up on him like a crazy asshole.

"Sorry about that...I came at you way too hard and it was extremely unprofessional...." I looked at him and bent over petting my baby girl's back.

"Harp, I...fuck...I've liked you since I laid eyes on you and then come to find out you actually have a personality? Jesus woman, sit the fuck down." He chuckled.

I cocked my eyebrow then sat down on the couch, Irish jumping up on the couch and sitting next to me.

"I'm sitting now...." I looked at him still confused.

Brian palmed his forehead and shook it, "It's an expression.... Anyway, what I mean is I like you, a fucking lot. I wasn't expecting a blowie when I haven't even taken you on a date but, it was kind of fucking awesome." He chuckled.

"Kind of fucking being a Miss Slutty McSlutski if you ask my opinion." I sighed and went to the sliding glass door letting my pup out.

"Just because you sucked my dick during the album release party doesn't make you a slut." Brian chuckled.

"That phrase alone makes me a total hoe bag. Look, I never intended on sleeping with any of you, no matter how bad I want you and Matt. It just shouldn't hap--"

"Wait, you have the hots for Matt too?" The lead asked as if I had just completely wrecked his ego and ripped his cock off his body.

"Oh come on, you think you're the only hot dude in Avenged Sevenfold, shut your face hole Brian." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest.

"Well, I thought I was special." He gave a pout and approached me.

"You are but so is Matt." I snorted and gave a roll of my eyes.

"To you..." He added.

"Look, I shouldn't even be getting involved with you guys in the first place. What does my preference matter in this...matter? It's not like either of you are single." I stated.

"So I am your preference. I'm single and so is Matt." Brian grinned with a waggle to his eyebrows.

As I was about to say something, another knock sounded and I held up my finger, letting Brian know that this conversation isn't close to being over. I flung my front door open and there stood Matt.

I have to admit, both men looked absolutely delicious. Brian came in with his hair not high styled but just deep side parted, a white v-neck and a pair of black board shorts with flippy flops. Matt had his mohawk spiked up and a grey t-shirt with a pair of camo shorts and flip flops as well. He pulled down his aviators and I about lost my fucking mind. His eyes just burn into your soul.

"Hey there gorgeous, successful girl! How's it going?" Matt smiled brightly and waiting patiently for me to let him in.

"Pretty good. Thanks for coming. I've decided to make a sweet Sriracha chicken with jasmine rice, Saki on the side of course." I grinned.

"Well, I'd love to be your souse chef if you'll let me in." He chuckled and I stepped to the side to let him in. We walked to the kitchen and both men looked shocked to see one another.

"I'm sorry, did you two not know the other was coming? I figured that you two would've handled that." I shrugged, totally ignoring the tension in the room then got to cooking dinner but grabbing both men a brew before starting.

"Thanks." Both smiled and went back to glaring at each other.

"Problem gentlemen? I invited you both because I wanted to have dinner with both of you so either stop glaring at one another or get out." I cocked an eyebrow and crossed my arms under my chest, basically using my arms as a tit shelf.

"Does your shirt say what I think it does?" Matt furrowed his brows and started to smile, nudging Brian with his elbow.

"Indeed it does." I smiled and got going.

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"Jesus, that was fucking delicious baby girl." Brian patted his stomach then downing another shot of Saki.

"Agreed doll face." Matt grinned and collected the plates then rinsing them in the sinking. He popped them in the dishwasher and I was honestly shocked.

"Thank you guys and Matt, thank you for doing the dishes. You didn't have to do that." I smiled at the singer then looked over at Brian who looked like he was thinking fucking hard.

"It's all good beautiful." He stated without turning around.

I kept my gaze on Brian as his hand slipped into my lap and up between my legs. I furrowed my brows at him and he cocked his in response, slipping his fingers in my shorts. He ran his fingers the length of my lips and smirked as he did so.

"Can I ask you guys a question?" I looked at both of them with an almost whimpering tone as Brian moved his fingers slightly.

"You just did." The guitarist laughed and I rolled my eyes.

"What's up?" Matt chuckled while eyeing me up and down like he wanted to see me naked. These men are entirely too much right now.

"Are you drunk?" I giggled and scooted closer to Brian.

"Maybe a bit tipsy from all the Saki." Brian chuckled and Matt nodded in agreement.

"One more question...." I started and felt a nervous lump in my throat.

"Go for it." They stated in unison.

"Have you ever had a threesome?" I looked between them and waited patiently for an answer.

"Like together?" Brian asked with a laugh.

I nodded and looked to the singer.

"No, believe it or not. But Brian pissed on someone." Matt laughed and damn...it made me even more wet than I already was.

"I've read," I snorted and looked around the table for a minuted before looking up at both men and letting out a deep breath, "Want to?"

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