I spent most of my time talking with Opie, and catching up with him. I didn't realize how much I actually missed him until now. He told me that the kids are doing well, and they are getting bigger and Donas death seems to be getting easier on them. He told me that him and Lyla are getting married soon and he would really like me to be there. I told him I wouldn't miss it for the world.

I was able to catch up with pretty much everyone. Juice spent time with me too as much as possible. I enjoyed his company but it slowly made me miss what it was like to actually be an 'Old Lady' so to speak.

After gathering up Happy and Jess, and saying my long good-bye to Juice, we made our way back to the tour bus, where everyone was waiting for us, so that we could take our long drive to our next destination.

Everyone was having fun doing their own thing, and Jimmy and Johnny were fighting over something stupid. I had to laugh to myself. Jess and Happy said they were going to bed, but I so knew what they were going to do, and I made a note to not go into my room just yet. Matt, was sitting alone in the table booth beside the window so I slide in across from him.

He smiles his dimpled smile that makes me drool everytime. "Hey."

"Hi." I reply. "What's got you so upset?"

"Nothing." He says and looks down at his phone.

"Really? You are going to lie to me? What's really wrong?" He sighs then looks up at me.

"Fucking Val, and her cheating bullshit. I hate going on tour and she's at home whoring around while I pay for everything she fucking does."

I don't mind when he complains but to be honest I really am starting to get sick of it. Like really. He needs to see that I am more then willing to be his everything that he needs and not cheat on him. I already have my own fame and fortune, I don't need his too.

As I continue to listen to him complain and his hand gestures going all over the place like they normally do when he talks to express his feelings. I can't help but loose my cool and flip on him.

"Shut up!! Matt, I swear to God that I am so sick of hearing how much you hate the shit that Val does to you! Well dump her ass after all the shit she does to you!! Jesus fucking christ! When will you see what the fuck is in front of your face?!"

I stand and storm back to my room, Happy and Jess just getting out of the shower. I sit on my bed and stare out the window.

I hear Jess whisper to Happy, and the door slowly open and close. My bed dips down. When I look over, Jess is sitting beside me.

"What happened?"

"I am so sick of listening to Matt bitch about Val, yet he's still fucking with her."

"Soo.."

"I yelled at him and told him to realize what the fuck is in front of his face."

"I see." She crosses her legs on the bed and looks at me.

"I wish I knew what to say to you girlie, but I really don't I just don't see why you and Juice still aren't together. He loves you still...I know you have to know that."

"Yea...I know... I just don't love him the same way any longer...I love Matt."

She nods her head. She knows that I love Matt, and that it hurts to see him with Val. But Maybe now things will change.

I atleast hope. He needs to open up his fucking eyes and realize, That I MaciDane Baker, is in love with him.

Notes

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