Where Do We Go From Here ?

After my little mishap with Emma, I walked into the bathroom trust me I look like complete shit and I need to get myself together Hollie was still asleep which surprised me I looked over at the alarm clock it was 9:00 I yawned out and made my way to the bathroom without making a sound I didn't have any clear intentions to have sex with Brian's fiance but what can I say she provoked me and my dick was thinking otherwise so I seized the opportunity and fucked her right there I was shocked when Brian, Zack, and Brandon walked in my first reaction was to keep my mouth shut and not a word but the biggest surprise was Hollie and Val walking in at just the right moment... I'm fucked now I thought to myself.

The morning went by so quickly the sun had begun to set I haven't heard anything from Emma after our sexual tension had come to a head deep down I felt like I had betrayed my wife by sleeping with the town slut but I didn't have a clear picture of what was going on so I didn't think straight I know Brian wants to rip me apart I could see the fire in his eyes Hollie and Val were just mortified by actions that caused this merry go round of emotions and feelings but from my point of view I saw nothing wrong with taking Emma up against that wall I could see it in her eyes she wanted me just as much as I wanted her. I knocked on the bedroom door I could hear Hollie on the phone with Brian! I couldn't believe she would betray me like this she needed someone to talk to so she came to Brian without thinking I burst through the door.

"So who were you talking to?"

"Why does that matter?" Hollie scoffed

"Because I need to know!" I yelled

"Well I'm not going to tell you." Hollie ran back upstairs she slammed the door and she didn't come out for the remainder of the day I sat down and thought about that moment that Emma and I had for that brief moment before getting caught.

For the rest of the night I grabbed a beer from the fridge and decided to mope on and go to sleep on the couch I knew I had fucked up royally but honestly I don't regret having a sexy encounter with the woman of my dreams but I still felt like shit I heard a knock at my door I saw a blonde woman standing on my porch I could tell that it was Val because of the red lipstick and short hair... Now what does she want? I thought to myself.

I opened the door she had brought by dinner and cigarettes for me even though I never asked for them she knew me too well we sat on the porch chatting the night away I felt like I have been exiled from everyone for what I have done she has been in my position so she knows what it feels like to be the black sheep.

"So what brings you here?" I asked

"I just wanted to bring dinner by for Hollie and you." Val replied

"That's nice of you but-" I cut her off.

"Don't beat yourself up over this." Val hugged me and had gotten up to leave.

"I won't." I smiled.

As I watched Val walk to her car, I saw Brian pulling up in my driveway this is just want I need right now I had gotten myself prepared for a true ass chewing but all he handed me was a letter that Emma had written I sat down and began to read the letter I was prepared for the worst the letter read as follows:

Dear Brian and Abel,

I know I screwed up but I'm sorry for what I did I truly regret it but Brian I still want to marry you and put this behind us and move on as a family I'm going to be upstate for a while my friend has a cabin up there I will be back sooner than you think the mistake with Alex was a spur of the moment thing and I'd rather not be here I just need to get away from things I feel like I'm leaving you alone for now but my "mommy duties" will resume as soon as I return I hope things don't change between us I love You both.

Love Emma Haner xoxo

P. S.
Abel has a playdate with River tomorrow afternoon so don't be late.

I folded the letter up and placed it in my pocket and headed back inside I sat down on the couch I can't believe she left she didn't want want me that hurt a lot I sunk my head down because I thought Emma and I had something special I guess I was wrong about that.. So wrong.

I had to face my truth and wrap my head around the fact that Emma and Brian were still going to be married and I couldn't do anything about it she loved him and I wanted her all to myself but Brian was standing in my way I had no plan to get her back into my good graces but I would do anything to have her in my arms again.

THIS WAS GOING TO BE A LONG NIGHT.

Notes

Here's an update c: Chapter 18 will be in Brian's presepctive.