Where Do We Go From Here ?

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE?!?!

that voice sounds similar to Brian I let go of Marc's warming embrace and returned to washing dishes and placing them inside of the cabinet Marc and I were satisfied with the dirty deed we have just committed I saw a smirk spread across Marc's face we both turned our attention to a fuming Brian I could see the steam pratically coming up from his head.

"Brian I can-" I stammered out.


"You can save your sympathic speech for your husband." Brian said harshly.

"Promise me you won't tell Matt." I pleaded.

"Okay I won't tell if you do me a favor." Brian smirked

"What do you need? " I asked

"Come to my house around 4:00 tomorrow." Brian grabbed his jacket a headed for the front door.

"I'll be there tomorrow" I said.

I turned to Marc he still had my bright red lipstick on the side of his lips he hugged me tightly and he kissed my lips one last time before gathering his jacket and heading to his car.

"Do you need a ride beautiful?" Marc asked getting into his car.

"Of course just let me grab my purse." I ran back inside and grabbed my purse off of the couch which smelled like cigarettes and booze I might add.

I got into the passenger side of Marc's 1962 impala he was a true gentleman I wish I can say the same for Matt he kept his hazel eyes on me.

"You should be focusing on the road." I laughed

"You're causing a little bit of a distraction for me." Marc laughed

"Just so you know I'm not wearing any panties so you have all the free access you can get." I slurred.

"Um... " Marc stammered out.

"Stop the car." I whispered in his ear.

"I have to get you home to your husband." Marc continued driving.

"We can continue this later handsome." I slurred again.

"It's a date then." Marc smirked

I stumbled through my front door around 3:00am Matt stood there with anger in his hazel eyes I was in trouble and an apology wasn't going to make up for it this time.



"Where.. The.. Fuck... Were You?" Matt asked seething with anger.

"I decided to help Marc clean up after you left." I said


"What else happened? " Matt asked

"Nothing." I lied

"Are you lying to me? "Matt asked

"No I'm telling you the truth." I replied

"So you didn't kiss Marc after I left? "Matt asked as he gripped the granite countertop.

"How do you know about that? " I asked clearly embrassed.

"SO YOU DID KISS HIM!" Matt roared

"Can you keep your voice down your going to wake up River." I said harshly

"We will continue this conversation tomorrow morning." Matt turned around and headed upstairs to our bedroom... Nice going Valary Renee Sanders.

I retreated to the kitchen to grab a glass of water before going to bed I angered Matt in a huge way I can't believe what I have to done to the man I supposedly love I know what you're thinking by now I'm the bad guy for kissing another man and betraying my husband I need to sort this out right now before things get any worse.


~4:00pm~

I had a lot on my agenda for today so I wanted to get my "talk" with Brian over with after what he witnessed after the party I feel so guilty for kissing Marc so I'm kicking Myself for all of my rational decisions I've made over the past week as I'm driving to Brian's house I find myself wondering what if I have fallen another man?

I pulled into Brian's driveway claiming myself down before the storm over flows on me I took a deep breath before walking into an interrogation between myself and Brain.

"I see you made it just in time for an ass chewing of a lifetime." Brian with a half smile.


"I've made a huge mistake I love Matt." I said.


"It didn't seem like it to me." Brian said coldly.


"What did it seem like to you then? " I asked


"It looked like a wife being unfaithful to her husband."Brian replied

I hung my head down I feel so ashamed of myself Brian couldn't be wrong about any of this he has every right to lecture me about this I had nowhere else to turn I had to find a way to get myself out of my own grave before the hole is full.

"So is this interagation over ?' I asked getting up frome the couch and grabbing my purse.


"Not just yet. " Brian said.


"There's more ?" I questioned


"No I just wanted to fuck with you." Brian chuckled.


"Asshole." I laughed.


"But I'm everybody's favorite asshole" Brian said.

As I drove home I felt so much better now I need to get things with Matt I pulled into my driveway and I saw River playing outside with Claire Michelle and Dan must be here telling by the red and black mustang sitting in my driveway I walked inside to find my sister and Dan in the middle of a make out session which seemed to be getting hot and heavy by the second plus it was starting to gross me out.


"Get a room!" I said walking in the living room.

"Oh I didn't see you walk in" Michelle said

"It's alright just keep the rating G because you don't want Claire walking in on you two fucking like bears on my couch." I said

"Where are you coming from anyway ? Michelle asked pulling away from Dan's lips.


"I had to go see Brian " I replied


"About what ?" Michelle asked


"I'll explain later" I retreated upstairs

I know I shouldn't be keeping this from my sister she deserves to know the truth as well as the rest of the group I need to get my thoughts together if I'm going to explain my actions to everyone... This is going to either make things better or worse.

Notes

Here's an update! MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS I GOT A NEW LAPTOP FOR CHRISTMAS SO NOW UPDATES WILL BE MORE FREQUENT!!!! Chapter 14 will be in Michelle's perspective