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So, it’s been like four months and Jimmy and I were still together with no one knowing and I was still with what’s her face, Anna, that’s her name. I was definitely over it if you couldn’t tell, she was extremely clingy and always wanted to know what I was doing.

It was really really annoying so I was going to break up with her after school today, which was in about 20 minutes. I just wanted my Jimmy, I was really starting to fall in love with him and I think he was getting a little jealous because he had to share me but I'm done with that now.

Anywho, I was wearing light wash jeans with some holes and a vengeance university shirt from my dad’s line, it was one of my favorite shirts. Anyway, the bell rang so I packed up my back then headed out to my car, when I got there Anna was leaning on it.

She hugged me when I got there but I didn’t hug back ‘what’s wrong?’ she said and I sighed a little as I pulled my keys out of my pocket and unlocked my car to put my bag in the passenger seat.

‘Look, Anna, I can't do this anymore’ I said and she tilted her head some ‘what do you mean?’ ‘I'm sorry but I can't go out with you anymore’ ‘but why! I loved you!’ she yelled making people look at us, I just rose an eyebrow

‘it was just a fling, you can't love someone after four months’ ‘I did!’ she yelled again ‘stop yelling’ ‘no!’ ‘Bye Anna’ ‘wait! Why are you breaking up with me?’ ‘Because you're to clingy and I have a boyfriend who doesn’t like to share’ I said then got in my car and took off.

I felt kinda bad to leave it that way but I didn’t have a choice, she was making a scene and I wasn’t about that life. I just wanted to go home and see my Jimmy.

When I got home I didn’t hear anything so I'm guessing the guys weren’t here, I just went up to my room and did my work then I decided to get something to eat so I headed downstairs

‘hey daddy, I didn’t hear you come home’ I said when I walked into the kitchen, he looked mad as hell and I didn’t know why ‘what’s wrong?’ I asked a little timidly ‘I’m going to ask you this once and only once, you better tell me the fucking truth’ he said darkly and I nodded a little frightened, I didn’t know what he was talking about but I had an idea.

‘Are you fucking Jimmy?’ he asked and I didn’t say anything ‘ARE YOU!?’ he screamed right in my face after grabbing my upper arms tightly ‘I love him’ I whispered, it was too late to lie now so it was going to have to come out.

‘ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? YOU CAN'T LOVE HIM! I FORBID THIS TO HAPPEN!’

‘YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO I'M 16!’ I screamed and that made him angrier, if it were possible, he back handed me hard making me turn my head, he grabbed my chin and made me look him in the eye

‘YOU GET OVER THIS RIGHT NOW! YOU ARE NOT TO BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS HIM ALONE, YOU'RE NOT GOING OUT AND YOU'RE DEFINATLY NOT FUCKING! GO TO YOUR FUCKING ROOM AND DON’T COME OUT!’ he screamed,

I just nodded with tears streaming down my face, I ran upstairs as fast as I could, slammed my door, threw myself on my bed and balled my eyes out until I passed out from exhaustion.

When I woke up the next morning I thought everything was just a dream but when I looked in the mirror and saw that I was a hot mess I knew it wasn’t. I got in the hot shower and started balling again, I don’t know how long I was in there but the water was ice cold when I finally got out.

I got dressed in sweatpants and a tank top with nothing under them since I'm probably not even allowed to leave the house, I went downstairs and walked into the kitchen to get some coffee even though I heard talking.

I didn’t want to go in there but I wanted coffee, when I walked in everyone went quiet and I glanced over to Jimmy and saw that he had a black eye, I got my coffee then grabbed the creamer and stirred it, when I walked out of the kitchen I finally let my tears fall.

I walked outside and sat down and started smoking a cigarette. When I finished I walked back up to my room and just laid on my bed. I didn’t watch tv, I didn’t get on the computer, didn’t read, just laid there.

When I woke up again it was dark and I looked to see that it was almost 6 pm so I got up and used the bathroom then headed back downstairs. There were voices in the living room so I walked into the kitchen to grab some water, when I turned around Jimmy was standing behind me with an empty plate, I just looked up at him

‘Cat’ he whispered sadly and I bit my lip ‘I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I did this’ I whispered as tears fell down my face ‘I didn’t want to get you into any trouble’ I sobbed, he just came over and hugged me and I balled into his chest

‘it’s ok baby, one day’ he whispered as he rubbed my back gently. Someone cleared their throat behind him and we looked to see my dad, I just ran away sobbing because I didn’t know what else to do.

After I got up to my room I heard yelling downstairs and the front door slammed then I heard running up the steps and my door was flown open. I jumped and cowered in the corner of my room by my bed

‘what did I tell you about being alone with him’ ‘I'm sorry daddy’ I whispered and he shook his head then grabbed my arm, pulled me down then steps and outside literally throwing me to the ground

‘go live with your fucking cunt mother’ he said darkly, I just looked at him in disbelief as he turned and walked back inside.

I had nothing with me, no shoes, no bra, no nothing. I just got up and started walking, I walked until I was in my mother’s neighborhood. I got to her house and knocked on her door, when she answered she rushed me inside and I told her what happened and she just held me.

I didn’t have a bad relationship with her, I would go over when the guys were on tour and stay with her, she and dad just didn’t get along and she cheated on him and I never forgave her for it but it’s in the past.

Right now, though it looked like I was going to be staying here until I turned 18 at least. She said I could anyway, I just hope everything works out in the end but my father didn’t get over things easily.

Notes

Cat's Outfit - https://www.pinterest.com/WinterDeath5355/cat/chapter-eight/

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