Brian’s POV

“Good because we are good together, Em. You can’t deny it…not now, not ever,” I breathed, pulling away to look at Em as I slowly moved inside her. I didn’t know what came over me, but this wasn’t just sex, it had been so much more. I had to make her see what this was about, that she was mine, as long as she was here. I leaned back down and captured her lips again in a hungry kiss. A couple deep thrusts and she moaned against my mouth as I couldn’t help myself better than to bite down on her lower lip.

After that earth shattering orgasm, I felt like I couldn’t move my body anymore. My mind felt like floating but my limbs were so heavy that I didn’t wanna move again for the next days… or ever.
But I knew I had to, or I would probably squeeze of Emery’s air supply.

I let everything replay I my mind, I wanted Emery to beg, I wanted her to see that I was the only one she could rely on, I was the one person she should trust, she should fucking desire, no one else, just me!

I didn’t know why, but these strong emotions had been playing inside my head for way too long, and now that I had her pressed into my side, her luscious body naked so inviting yet so sated beside me. Damn, just thinking of the sounds she just made, her voice screaming my name, her walls wising down on my cock, made me want her again.

“What are you smiling about?” Em asked, and I popped my eyes open, not realizing that she had been watching me apparently.
“I just thought how good it sounded when you were moaning my name” I winked at her playfully and she pulled on my hair while sticking her tongue out.

“Hmm… yeah I could imagine that tongue doing something wickedly sexy as well” I shot right back and Emery giggled lightly “Is everything with you about sex?” She asked her tone more serious and I rolled my head off of her chest, while moving up next to her.

I pulled Emery close, her body melting to mine immediately, and why the hell did that feel so fucking good, like it was meant to be there?!
“Not everything, but why not brag with the goods?” I asked chuckling “And don’t deny it, you didn’t have such an intense orgasm before in your life” I said confidently and damn that woman if she denied me, because I was sure I didn’t have that intense feeling with any one night stand before.

Em avoided my eye contact giving me enough answer that way, she didn’t want to admit but couldn’t deny either. “I knew it, you do like it rough from time to time, right? My little princess loves just the same kink that I like to dish out” I grinned and then realized what I just said, while Emery’s cheeks heated up but her eyes finally met mine again, sparks erupting between us and I let my lips move over hers, wanting another taste, she opened up immediately and I sucked and licked at her lips, fuck she tasted so good, I didn’t want to let go, wanted just more.

“Hmm…” Em pushed at my chest and I backed off finally “What not ready for another round yet?” I teased and Em shook her head a smile on her swollen kissable lips “Let me get over this first lager-than-life orgasm and let my small fragile body recover, okay?” Emery answered with a giggle and I rolled my eyes at her sarcasm.

I laid back down, resting my head on the pillow, while my eyes never left her. Many thoughts and questions were swirling around in my head, but I was cautious on making a move about the topics I really wanted to know about, cause I didn’t want to ruin what we just had.

I liked spending time with her like this, not only just after sex… I meant alone with her not having anyone disturb us or interrupt while I had my quality time with her.
What would happen when Emery would be going back?

Would she want to go back? I frowned, turning my head away, staring at the ceiling, was there any option for me to see her again, after the deal was done?
Would I want to see her again, never had I felt the need to be with anyone longer, why was I wondering now what would happen to her when she was out of the compound?

And even if I would be able to sneak my way past everyone to meet with her again, would she be willing to see me? I mean, its not like I want a relationship or anything, I wasn’t that kind a guy.
What I wanted was more casual fun, she was like a drug, I had to have at a certain time, or maybe even more often, but then I needed my time away from her… even though the need to have her was getting stronger and stronger…

“What would you be doing at home now?” The question escaped my lips before I was able to snatch it back. Why would I be asking something like that? I didn’t care! Not really.
“Hm…” Em sighed, her soft little fingers running up and down my stomach, making my want for her ignite again.

“Do you mean, what I would like to do, or what I would be able or even forced to do?” Em asked and she sounded like deep in thoughts. I frowned, it was meant as an easy question, though right now it seemed like she didn’t like the answer of anything yet.

“Answer all of it” I said and looked down on her blonde mane, my hand brushing through the strands while she struggled for an answer as it seemed.

“I would love to go out, have fun with Jo… or used to… right now I… anyway… I would like to go out on my own, shopping, the beach, have an ice… just do something normal girls at my age do.” She said and her voice was filled with longing, and the part about her sister made me frown, what did she mean, used to?! Something must have happened, and I really had to find out what this was about!

“What I would be doing is probably, heading out on the backyard with Chris, that being my only chance of feeling a little freedom” I narrowed my eyes hearing the name of the guard I had met at Pagano’s. I was still hoping for him to have lied to me, not being the personal guard of her, or not being as close to her as he said he was, but apparently, that had been true. Anger began rising inside of me and I had to restrain myself in not pulling her hair too hard.

How dare she talk about that other guy, while lying in bed here with me!
And where the hell came that thought from?! And what did that mean?! I wasn’t jealous, right? Jealous meant I would feel something… which I didn’t, nothing beside lust, this was ridiculous.

“So you and that guy? What’s his name again?” I asked trying to shield the wave of – it was definitely not jealous- frustration I felt and asked again, knowing exactly what his name was, because it was on the top three with three positions of my shit list right now.

“Chris?” Em asked with a little frown. I nodded, not trusting my voice right now.
“What with him?” Em asked and looked at me curiously. I shielded my features, not giving her any hint on my emotions inside.

“You were close to him, huh? Is he… someone you trust?” I asked, when I really wanted to tell her not to see that asshole again, and that I would freaking strangle him if he ever touched what was mine.

Where the hell had that again come from?!
“Yeah… well.. he was one of the only ones I could trust… beside Jolie… Chris and Jeremy both were” Em trailed off, a faraway look in her eyes, did she think about him now? Missing him? And who the fuck is Jeremy?
“Who is Jeremy?” I said and sighed right away, why the hell did I even want to know that?! God, what was wrong with me?!

“Jeremy? Oh that’s Jo’s personal guard, he had a crush on her since he started working for our dad, he was the only way for me and Jo to get a chance at fun, because Jo could wrap him around her little finger… well and Chris…” She trailed off again and I counted slowly until ten in my head. One-two-three-four-five-six-seven-eight-nine-TEN

“You want to get back - to him, huh?” I said and heard the sharp undertone in my voice, dripping with venom. Fucking hell, Gates!
Emery looked me straight in the eyes, not blinking, no emotion there, when they normally sparked with fire, with longing, with lust, with love…

“Do I have a choice?” She asked me and her voice was emotionless as well.
The anger I felt was still inside of me but not burning as hot as before “You wish to go back… because of something or someone?” I asked in another way, but Emery just shrugged.

“I will go back, yes… It’s my home, the only real thing I know.” She sounded so sure, I would have loved to tell that I was the one deciding where she would be going or not, but in the end… I wasn’t… at least not yet.

She had muttered something under her breath that I couldn’t really make out, it could have been anything, but she had looked at me while saying it, so I was wondering what it was, but she didn’t repeat it, so I dropped that part.

“So you don’t wanna be somewhere else? I thought you felt like in a prison?” I couldn’t understand how she would want to go back?!
Em laughed but without humor, her hand going back to stroking me, her soft touch letting my skin burn for more, want more…

“I didn’t say that, did I?” She brushed off my question and I sighed, probably not getting more out of her at the moment, even though the thought of her so easily saying she will be going back, gave me some things to think about.

I heard and saw for myself how she and her sister were handled at her fathers, why did she so willingly want to go back… not even think of the possibility of going somewhere else, staying somewhere… and what if, I wanted her to –
No, just no! It wasn’t even possible, and I couldn’t-
Something was really wrong with me today! Thank god, Emery interrupted my thoughts with the last part of my previous question.

“Back to the original question, what I would be ’forced’ to do back home? You really want to know that? Well, that is easy… I would probably sit together with Jolie in one of our bathrooms, get dolled up for one of my father’s famous parties, which really is just one big show off of me and Jolie… ending with the highest bidder…” Em shuddered and buried her face further into my chest, her hands stopped the movement and my anger subsided immediately, I haven’t seen her like this before… not even while she was angry with me, or when we first took her and her sister… what did she mean, big show off? And the highest bidder?

“What’s that’s supposed to mean?” I asked, while I pulled her further up to me, until she rested completely on my body.
Em sighed “Let’s not talk about that right now, okay?” She looked away, not meeting my eyes “I’ll get back to that soon enough” She whispered and I tightened my grip around her, what did she mean with that again, why was she so fucking confusing!

“Wait… what do you mean with all that? Come on, princess tell me” I coaxed and let my arms run over her, massaging her until she was relaxed and moaned.
“I mean it as I said it. My father is out to giving me away to the highest bidder… apparently the interest was higher in me than my sister… and then off I go, getting given to the man with the most money, or influence, or whatever else my father things will help him business wise.” Em stiffened and I really had to keep my strength in check because everything I heard was hard on my control right now.

“He will fucking sell you off? To some douche with money?” I almost yelled not believing a word, not wanting to believe a word she said.
“Yes…” Em’s eyes met mine and they looked sad, heartbroken really, had she already given up?!
“Why the fuck would he do that? He can’t sell of his own daughters!” I raged when an alarm on my phone beeped.

“This topic is not done!” I pointed a finger at Emery, knowing she was the least person I should be angry at, but being angry for exactly that, because she was the one making me feel like this!
Now I would never get the thought of Em and some rich guy out of my head, her being given away like some toy, not like the person she was… but wasn’t that exactly what we were doing as well?!

I pulled my pants and a shirt on and grabbed my phone “Fuck.. the meeting” I mumbled and Em turned to me.

“You have a meeting? Is Jo around? And that.. Shadows guy?” She asked and I frowned, why would she be interested in Shads?

“Yeah, it’s a meeting for all of us, so hurry and get dressed.” I told her and frowned “Why would you ask that anyway?” I turned back to her and saw how she pulled her clothes back on and I groaned, hiding that luscious body was a shame… and I wanted her again, but I guess I made it pretty clear to her, that there was no way she would be getting away from me in the future, we were good together, if I wanted her I would get her!

“Because that Shads guy and I have something to discuss!” She said and now her fire was back as well as anger and I frowned but also had to chuckle lightly “What the hell do you have to discuss with Shads?” I asked and her stormy eyes met mine.

“What I have to discuss with him?! Maybe the fact that he is brainwashing my sister? The fact that he is touching and doing god knows what with her! Making her his freaking slave?!” She yelled at me, while taking a menacing step forward, towards me, her finger pointed at my chest.

“Whoa whoa, princess… Calm down, if you act like that towards him, you see your ass faster back in the lock up room then I can even help to prevent it. And how do you even come to such a weird accusation?” I could almost laugh at that, I mean… Shads and Jolie?

Well, wait a second…

“How I come to think that? Maybe because I heard it myself! Because everyone seems to know! And now I want answers and I want my sister to realize what is really happening with her! She is innocent in all this and that guy is taking advantage of her!” Emery went on and on, and all I could think of were the rules Shads gave us… US… not him apparently!

Was it true what Emery was saying?! Did Shads snatch the little brunette for himself and played us all?!

Jo’s POV

This guy was surely confusing me, in a good and in a bad way. I mean, what should I think about him, one moment he was the most attentive lover of them all, making me feel like I am floating and then he pulled a stunt like going to a meeting with my father without even telling me.

And he better not think that that story is done! Even though he was being so sweet right now…
“Is there any books I could get you?” How thoughtful of him… and then.. he did come to that thought probably because he had been in my room, hadn’t he?!

“Yeah, I could make you a list. Though you wouldn’t have to get all of them since I’m supposed to be helping you in the office,” I wanted to get him to talk to me about our future time, did he want to exclude me or include me in his work and life… but he was making this really hard on me, robbing me of my train of thoughts when I moaned as Matt moved down to take my nipple in his mouth. “That is if you still want me there…” I finally got out the rest of the sentence.
“I want you wherever I am, babe,” Matt said against my skin, my hands pulling at his hair. “I want you to know everything…no secrets. I promise you.”

I jolted up, and pulled Matt up to me, I had to look in his eyes, see the truth of his words there. “Do you really mean that?” Was he really being honest with me, did he really regret not telling me that he went to meet with my father and not tell me about it?!

“Of course, Jo. I love you and I am not letting you go. We are together in this,” Matt vowed, slowly pushing me back down on the mattress. “So I know you said you’ve never had a real boyfriend, but have you ever been in love before?”

I couldn’t concentrate with him being so close, and why was he asking these questions, about me and other guys?! What was he trying to find out?! “Love? No… You’d be the first,” I blushed after admitting that. I mean, I had boyfriends, but not a serious one really, I did have as I was able to with my father being the hawk eye friends but not really the one, the important one as I felt with Matt, still I admitted “But a crush yes.”

“And there is another favor, beautiful.” Oh god, all rational thought left me, when Matt’s fingers wandered over my skin, to my clit, rubbing in circles making me crazy with lust.

“So did this crush live close by?” Matt asked while moving over me, his erection now moving at my entrance. I squirmed beneath him, couldn’t wait to have him inside me, what was all this question about… and why right now?!

“No…he was a boy Emery introduced me to across town…you met him at the mall,” I moaned and moved my hip higher, so he would finally enter and then he finally did and all other thoughts were completely gone.

“MATT! YES! YESS!” I had to yell and pull away from the kiss. My body had been nearing orgasm since Matt had started his game… but now that he had finally entered, it was spiraling out of control.

I moaned loudly, my inner walls squeezing him and my eyes rolled back in my head when I was finally pushed over the edge, while Matt groaned next to me and then his body landed on top of mine, slowly rolling to the side to take his weight off of me.

Not more than thirty seconds later someone started banging on the door yelling for Matt. “Shads! Shads are you up yet?” Johnny called as he rapped on the door. “I’ve got those tapes pulled up and…well, there is something very interesting on here…”

“Fuck, I’ll be out in a few minutes,” Matt yelled, giving me an apologetic smile. “God damn it!” He moved out of the bed, cursing under his breath and I sighed.

It was really sad that we never had a quiet moment, just for us, not giving a damn what someone thought of us, it would be so much easier if the others knew, so they would leave us the hell alone, but apparently, that wasn’t working out.

“It’s okay… but what did he mean with something interesting?” I frowned and my eyes met his, Matt looked like he was debating to tell me or not.
“Johnny checked the footage of us in the restaurant, on our date… I guess he saw… us… together” He said and moved back to me “I didn’t have any way around it, Jo… We have to give your father something, I will explain everything to you later, I promise…” He kissed the top of my head and I sighed.

It would be so much easier if we were normal people, not Jolie Pagano and M. Shadows, but it was as it was, and I wanted him, and no one else. “Okay, I trust you to do the right thing.” I said and Matt beamed at me, like I said the most important thing in the world to him.

“God, I fucking love you” He kissed me again and then moved to the door “Wait here, I’ll quickly check on the footage, explain the situation to Christ, and then come back for you… we can do that office working you talked about, with you wearing that cute little skirt I saw in your wardrobe” He grinned at me giving me those adorable dimples while he moved to the door and pulled his shirt over his head.

I pulled the blanket away and greeted him with my complete nakedness, just to tease him and give him something to think about while he was away.

“Fuck… Jo” He groaned while trying to fit his pants over his now growing erection and I chuckled “Now go and concentrate, babe” I laughed and Matt swallowed thickly his hand moving in slow motion to the doorknob, then his head turning away and taking a step forward but then he stopped so abruptly, his head shooting back to me, a panicked expression on his face making me wonder, what thought had popped into his head.

He opened his mouth, closed it and opened it again, making it even weirder. What was going on?! He looked pale and shook his head, opening his mouth again, but still no sound emerged.
“Matt? Are you okay?” I asked finally and he shook his head frowning.

“Jo… I… fuck… I-I I can’t believe I haven’t thought about it before… I mean, we… did… and never…” He stuttered and I frowned, pulling one of his shirts over my head, he was making me nervous with his behavior.

I got out of bed and moved towards him, he stared at me, his eyes roaming over me still not getting more words out.
“Matt? Will you tell me what’s wrong? Why are you acting this way all of a sudden? Is something wrong?” I asked again and looked him over, was something with his wound?
“Jo.. I just realized… that we…” He licked his lips, searching for the words “Damn it, What?! What did we do?” I asked and stood up to him, demanding answers now!
“We didn’t use fucking protection! Not a single time we had sex” Matt finally burst out and I frowned. That was what this was about?!

If he was afraid of pregnancy, well… there was nothing to be afraid off, or was he concerned because of illness?!
“Matt, I am healthy, and didn’t have unprotected sex… before you… I’m regularly tested, by my father’s demands” I stated and Matt looked even more confused.
“I’m as well… but that’s not what I meant.. I mean also, but-” The knock at the door interrupted him.

“Shads! The tapes, we really have to talk about something here… and afterwards we have the meeting scheduled… what the hell is taking you so long?!” The voice from earlier yelled again and I sighed.

“Fucking hell, I’m coming” Matt snapped at the door and some muttering sounded and then silence.
“Jo… I meant pregnancy… we didn’t use protection… what if… what…” Matt looked down to my stomach and my eyes grew wide.

“OH! No… don’t worry…” I shook my head and sighed in relief while Matt looked even more panicked. More knocks sounded at the door and Matt looked between me and the door back and forth. I gave him a light push towards the door and kissed his cheek.

“Don’t worry, babe. We can talk about it later… now go have your meeting, afterwards we can do some more talking, alright?” I said and Matt stood still frozen for a moment, before the door was unlocked from the outside and Johnny stood there, tapping his foot, he nodded when he saw me but looked straight at Matt, a weird expression on his face, which I couldn’t really define what it meant.

“Fuck Christ! I said I’m coming!” Matt stared at me a final time before moving out the door and beginning to curse Johnny but leaving nonetheless.

I moved back to the bed and sat down, pulling the rest of clothes on that lay around, and exchanged Matt’s shirt for one of my summer dresses, Matt said something about short skirt, but I didn’t find one so quick, so a dress would have to do the trick.

I paced around the room and waited for Matt to come back, wondering how he would manage to get out of the situation with Johnny, then my thoughts went to Emery.
I sighed loudly and my pacing became quicker, our last meeting wasn’t going well, and I still had the feeling she knew something, what if she really guessed that me and Matt were a couple?! How would she react?

Would she be mad at me for not telling her? Would she even understand? Would she try to talk me out of it? Or even worse, think that it wasn’t real? When this relationship with Matt was the only real thing I ever felt in my life?! She surely would understand, right? I mean she was my sister… she must see how happy Matt was making me, once she really saw us together!

Wishful thinking on my part, probably, but still I hoped she wouldn’t go ballistic when I saw her the next time…

Maybe it wasn’t as bad as I thought… maybe Johnny had seen something different and Matt could guide him away from the topic… and maybe Emery wasn’t even getting on our track and I had just misunderstood her… right?!

I looked at myself in the mirror, combed my hair and put on some light make up, because I didn’t really have anything else to do… so I waited… and waited for Matt to finally come back.
How would he react if I told him what was behind the birth control part? Would he be happy about it? Or think it’s weird?

A few minutes later the door opened and Zack stood in the opening “Hey beauty, wanna come out and spend some time outside of the room?” He asked with a charming smile and I nodded while he held the door open for me.

“Sure thanks” I gave him a smile and walked past him, he guided me to the living room where Jimmy stood with Matt, Johnny just hurrying away, and just as I arrived, Matt turned to me, the moment our eyes met a smile spread over his face, but I could also still see concern?! But why?!

Then suddenly Jimmy’s voice sounded “I can’t fucking believe, I was so blind and did not see it before! There right there! The look on your face! Of course you were the first to break the rules! Fuck! Shads, you fucked Pagano’s daughter!” My eyes widened and Jimmy slapped a hand over his mouth as soon as the words escaped him, and from a different entrance I saw that Emery and Gates had just emerged, just as Johnny had walked back into the room, and I knew, now all hell would break loose!

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