Hush, be careful of what you say

Brenda POV

What the hell?! Wait…what just happened?!
HOLY SHIT BRIAN KISSED ME! SYNYSTER GATES HAD JUST FUCKING KISSED ME!!! HOLY SHIT HE HAD JUST….
Okay, I need to calm myself and not make a great deal about it.
Oh fuck who am I kidding? How can I not make a big deal about it?! My favourite guitarist just kissed me right now….he came here out of the blues, apparently to kiss me!
But I cannot let the fan-girl side take over me in front of Brian, I can’t! I have been this girl who is always avoiding him, I can’t ruin everything!
I process all of this in my head in a matter of seconds, as right now Brian is in front of me, staring at me and still holding my face in his masculine hands.

“Brenda?” he asks me softly.
“Yeah?!” I ask him. I didn’t hear what he had asked me before, I was process everything out, so apparently I was staring at him.
“Are you okay?” he asks me again.
“Uhmm, yeah, yeah sure” I tell him as I grabbed his hands and took them off to get loose from his touch. I walk a bit forward to the door, closing my eyes while doing so because right now I’m regretting what I just did.
“Are you sure?” he asks me with a hint of sarcasm in his voice, which makes me turn around to face him.
“Perfectly fine! Now can you please come out so that I can bring down the shutter?” I tell him, changing the subject.
He comes out and pulls up his hands to bring the shutter down himself.
“What are you doing?” I ask him.
“Closing the bar, what else?” he says, his hands still up, towering over me.
“Move. I don’t need your help. I am a grown woman, I can fend for myself don’t worry” I tell him as I push him to the side and bring the shutter down until finally I lock it.

I turn around and find my face to his chest, as he had moved forward. Cunning man.
“I like when you talk like that” he tells me with a smirk on his face. Brenda, don’t fall for him, don’t get weak!
“So, where are your friends?” I say as I walk past him.
“Seriously, you want to talk about my friends instead of what just happened a couple of minutes ago in the bar?” he asks me with a huge grin on his face.
He’s sure liking it. I was actually praying he won’t mention it, but who am I kidding, obviously he would!
“There’s nothing to talk about” I tell him, hating the way it sounded.
“Well, well. Someone seems not so convinced about that” he tells me as he steps towards me. “Just admit that you were surprised but liked it!”
“How can I judge your kissing skills if you just gave me a peck?” I instantly bark at him.
Oh shit! I need to learn how to control my mouth, especially in such circumstances!
At that remark, Brian grabbed my face and crashed his lips with mine. This time, he didn’t let my face go, far from it. His tongue starts caressing my lips, trying to access my mouth. And he won.
Soon after he was kissing me quite sensually, and fuck, I cannot hold back any longer. Slowly I raise my hand and grab his hair, to tug his hair a little bit. I feel him moving until he pushes me against the wall, not breaking from our kiss. In the middle of the kiss, he bites my lower lip, as I let a soft quiet moan to escape my mouth. But it was enough for Brian as once he heard it, he looked at me with a smirk and let me go.
Seriously?! He leaves me hanging like that?!

“How about now?” he asks me again, out of breath.
“It was alright” I reply while trying to catch my breath.
“Alright? Just alright?” he tells me with a disappointed look.
“Yepp, see ya” I tell him as I start walking home.
I can’t stay with him any longer or I will completely fall for him. He already got me hot and bothered, and out of breath. Shit, his kiss was more than alright, it was perfect. Better than I have ever imagined! The boy got some serious skills! But now I need to get home and away from him!
“I don’t get you Brenda” he says, as I see him standing beside me once more.
“What are you doing?”
“Walk you home” he replies, as he tries to catch with my pace. I’m actually almost running, that’s how much I want to get back home!
“And what you don’t get?” I ask him, trying not to make this walk awkward.
“It’s like you contrast yourself. I expect you to answer one way, but you don’t! You’re full of surprises! That is something I really like about you, you’re so unexpected!” he tells me with honesty, his hands in his pockets, still walking by my side.
Fucking perfect! Curse my attitude!
“What made you think that way?”
“Everything that you do, literally everything!”

Soon after we arrive in front of my home. We kept talking, but not like last time. Today it was different, I wasn’t talking that much. How could I?! I was still lost on that hot, steamy kiss!
“And we arrived” Brian says.
“We?” I ask him with a cocked look on my face.
“Well, the both of us were walking and right now both of us are standing in front of your home, no?” he explains himself as I narrow my eyes at him. “God, do I have to explain everything to you huh?”
“Nope you don’t. Well, thanks for the walk home. Although you shouldn’t have. Good night!” I turn around and as I am about to go up the stairs I feel his arm on my hand and turns me around to face him.
“You’re going to leave me like that? No nothing?” he asks me with pleading eyes.
“Puppy eyes? Really Brian? Now it’s you who have surprised me, not the other way round!” I tell him with a chuckle.
“Okay then let me surprise you one last time for tonight” and he pulls me towards his body, as he kisses me for the third time tonight. It isn’t steamy as the previous kiss, but it is sensual. I feel like I am going to faint right here in his arms, until finally he releases me and looks at me with a smirk look.
“Good night beautiful, don’t think that much about this tonight” he says as he brushes my lower lip with his thumb and leaves me.

I find myself still standing in front of my house, still staring at him as he is walking away from me. Before he vanishes around the corner, he looks back with a grin on his face and continues walking until he’s gone.
Slowly I walk up the stairs, open the door of my house and head to my room.
I do the usual, open the same tabs on the internet: facebook, twitter, tumblr, and Avenged Sevenfold.
I keep staring at some of Brian’s pictures that I have found online.
I look around at the Avenged Sevenfold’s posters that I have in my room and stare at Brian.
“I made out with Synyster fucking Gates today. Not once, not twice, but three times” I admit to myself, still astonished at what just happened.
I go and lay on my bed, facing upwards.
This is like ecstasy.


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I am peacefully taking a smoke, relaxing on a pavement, waiting.
It’s been a while since I have been here, but it doesn’t bother me. I am willing to spend the rest of the night and wait over here.
I am wearing dark clothes, and a hoodie. A hoodie is the most important piece of clothing for me lately, not to let myself getting recognized.

I hear a door being opened, it seems like inside the house there’s a party going on. Slowly I turn my head around to see a young man on his phone.
“Brian, where the hell have you been? Where? Holy shit….you couldn’t stay away from her huh?! She got you under her spell Haner, not the other way round hahaha! Okay, okay I will quit it, Jesus! Yeah, I will soon head home, I’m knackered! But totally worth it if you ask me. One word mate: threesome! I’m not fucking joking! Will explain tomorrow, at the studio. Yeah, we’re meeting there to continue with the recording. Yeah see ya dude!”

I continue puffing on my cigarette as I hear footsteps approaching from behind me.
“Excuse me?” he asks me. Slowly I turn around to face him. Oh it’s Zacky, I can tell from those green eyes and snake bites piercings.
“Yeah?” I tell him softly.
“Are you okay? You need help or something?” he asks me with sympathy. Sucker!
“Oh no don’t worry! I’m waiting for a cab to arrive! But thanks for the concern” I smile at him.
“No worries” he tells me with a smile, as he gets up and goes inside the house.

Oh you will start to worry Zacky, sooner rather than later! Mark my words.

Notes

Well, Brenda DID like the kiss ;) What do you think is going to happen between her and Brian?
And the hacker...s/he's following them and has his/her eyes on them, at every moment! :O

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