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Banned in a book

Lost in memories

Brian’s POV

“One more time” Zacky said to Matt who stood in the studio cabin to sing his next part, while we relaxed on the couch being done for the day.
“Why the fuck now? I thought that was perfect!”
“A little flat at the ending” I joined in to Zack’s correcting and Matt threw me an annoyed look.
“Are you fucking with me?” Matt asked his eyes narrowed.
“We would never do that!” Zack and I said parallel and Matt sighed.

“It was perfect, and yes they are fucking with you” Jimmy said walking into the room setting a huge Pizza in front of us that my mouth was already watering.
“Ah you are the fucking best Jimmy” I sighed inhaling the delicious smell into my nose.
“I knew you would say that Gates” Jimmy plopped down in the chair next to me and Zack and Johnny came from the other room as if he smelled the pizza as well.

“You guys are fucking annoying!” Matt said when he approachend now being officially done with this vocals for today.
“Come on, you let us play our parts like a million fucking times” Zack complained and Matt shook his head “That’s because you suck, you don’t have to let me sing again when it’s already pure perfection.” He grinned while saying that full of cockiness.

“I think that girlfriend of yours is not doing you any good, it’s getting to your head, your ego is about to explode!” I chuckled but knew Selena didn’t let anything get out of hand, Matt was more eating out of her hand then the other way around.

“Jealous much?” Matt shot back and I rolled my eyes, grabbing the first slice of Pizza and relinquishing the first bite.

Soon the Pizza was gone and we all had a beer in hand celebrating the finished day for our album.
“Will you now finally tell us how the last talk went down between you and Sam?” Jimmy asked into the silence.
“Yeah, you ass have been avoiding that the entire time” Johnny complained drinking his second beer.
“Spill it, Gates!” Zack lifted his eyebrow and I looked over to Matt, he must know already what happened.
“Selena hasn’t told me…” Matt shrugged “So put a good spin on it and tell us” He added and Jimmy rounded it up with “Or I’ll call Sam myself, I bet she will tell me…”

I slowly put my bottle of beer to my lips letting them wait a little longer and saw them already rolling their eyes then Zack threw a pilliow at me that I could barely dodge.

“Fine.. alright… Let me tell you what happened.” I sighed remembering the day I finally made my way back to Sam, which was now about 4 weeks ago, I believe.

Selena opened the door and let us both into Sam’s home, she was afraid that Sam wouldn’t be too pleased to see me, but after I told her what I now knew, she was also confident that Sam would at least listen to me, and hopefully believe me and everything would go back to how it was during the pervious month.

The first thing I noticed was Sam leaning over her couch, I couldn’t see why she was doing that, only when I took a step closer I noticed the big form sleeping there silently, Ethan.
That fucker didn’t… did he?
Had Sam moved on?

My eyes wandered to the table, two wine glasses… a movie playing on the screen, Ethan cuddled into the couch, a blanket over him.
This better not be what it seemed to be!

“Don’t tell me you moved on, Sam… Don’t break my heart again” I could only whisper because my throat was too dry, my heart pounding too hard, I thought when I showed up here, Sam was alone, I could tell her exactly what happened and kiss her and hug her, make her believe that we just had to forget the past weeks and move right back to where we were.

Ethan woke and made it pretty clear he wouldn’t accept the plan I made, but thank god, Selena was taking the action right now, because I rather punched Ethan just for the fun of it, and for the thought that he made the moves on my girl! MY GIRL!

Finally the door closed behind the two and Sam and I were alone, she stood still near the couch and I stood in the doorway, my feet wanted to bring me right to her, my hands ready to grab her but I had to know what she was feeling, what this was about? Would she push me away, had she moved on and didn’t even want to hear what I had to say?

“Brian, what are you doing here? I don’t think it’s a good idea that you are here” Sam looked around confused and when her eyes settled on me just for a moment, I saw hurt and longing.

“I had to see you, and I should have come earlier, but I am an idiot, a stubborn idiot.” I took a few steps forward, now in grabbing distance to Sam and she didn’t move away from me, hopefully a good sign.

“What is that between you and Ethan? I need to know” I asked the question which was burning on my tongue.
“Nothing… we are friends, that’s all, but why would that be any of your business?” She asked but her eyes were down on the floor not able to meet mine.

“It’s my business or I couldn’t do this” I bridged the last distance and grabbed her shoulders and crashed my lips down on hers, when she gasped in surprise I let my tongue slip into her mouth, her body melted to mine, my arms wrapped around her, right where they belonged, and just from this kiss I knew, that’s exactly where she belonged and that I wouldn’t let her go, not ever.



Sam’s POV

“Wait Brian, what is this about?” I stopped him with my hand to his chest, I felt his strong heartbeat and my lips still tingled from the kiss we just shared.

“I know why you said what you said to me on the beach… I know you lied, I had a dream… She appreared there and showed me the blackness, the one you shared with her, when she told you the only way to set me free is to let me go.” Brian stared into my eyes, his brown ones full of love and emotions that I had to avoid my eyes, looking past him not to cry right away.

“What if this is just some game, again? I can’t-” I started but Brian silenced me with another kiss.
“Don’t question it, just tell me if you still have some feelings for me… feelings you never told me, are they still there? Is there still something buried deep inside of you? Because my feelings never changed, I wanted to drive to you a million times, I had your number pressed a hundredths of times not knowing what to say, not able to go through with it, until I finally found out, you broke my heart to save me…” Brian said and I couldn’t believe it, was it true? Could I trust this now?

“Trust me, babe. I love you, I never stopped… I regret not being here when you got hurt. I should have been by your side… God, Sam… I’m so sorry” Brian’s eyes were full of regret and I couldn’t stand it anymore.

“It’s not your fault, I’m okay now… and I’m sorry for hurting you. I wanted to make it right for you, you meant so much to me that I rather have you hate me then let you go back to that book, you and your friends needed to be back together and if I had a price to pay, that was okay… but I never stopped to think about you, Brian. You were in my every thought, you are my every thought” Just when I wanted to finally tell him those three little words, he just grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder and lifted me up and carried me all the way to my bedroom.

He was about to undress me when I stopped him “Wait, it’s important”
“What’s more important then me making love to you, Sam?” He asked and looked really confused.
“I love you, Brian. I have from the first moment you appeared in my home and never stopped even when you were gone and hating me…”
“God, Sam” His hands moved to my cheeks pulling me into another hot kiss and all the emotions I tried to bury were now on full bloom again, for him… for us.

Brian licked my bottom lip, and I granted him entrance right away, he sucked on my tongue, as soon as he entered my mouth, he caressed, and played with me and I felt like I could do this forever, had missed him so bad these past weeks.

I grabbed the hem of his shirt and quickly pulled it over his head, my hands began to roam over his shoulders, and chest, slowly wandering down and Brian moaned when my fingers tried to caress him everywhere.
He pulled away and grabbed my shirt, he let it fall to the floor and then unhooked my bra. I began to unbutton his pants, feeling that I needed to be as close to him, as fast as possible.
When I opened his pants completely and shoved them down his legs, his straining erection sprang free and Brian in return pulled my pants and panties down.

I kissed him again, and he let his body slowly move down on top of me, he pushed my thighs a little further apart, to make enough space for him.
Brian began to nibble on my throat and then bit my earlobe, all while he told me how much he missed me and that he loved me.

I never felt so connected to someone, so in love like with Brian right now.

“Please” the single word that escaped me was all he needed, I lifted my hips and Brian positioned his erection at my entrance, trailing more and more small kisses all over me, driving me wild.


He slowly entered me, and took his time, he began to move in a slow rhythm in and out, when I couldn’t suppress my moans anymore he began to increase his pace and felt my orgasm coming closer.


My fingers dug into Brian’s back, leaving marks and then suddenly he pushed me over the egde, his lips crashed down on my when I was about to scream his name, it took just a couple more movements to send him over the edge too and I felt his seed spurt into me as he groaned those three little words again… just for me.

“Earth to Sammy? Don’t tell me you are thinking about that day again” Selena’s voice roused me from my thoughts.
“What?” A blush crept into my cheeks.
“I knew you would be still in that dream state, but we gotta pick the guys up, or don’t you want to be moving tomorrow?” Selena asked and I smiled.
“Of course I want to, finally.” I sighed, tomorrow I would officially move out of my house and move in with Brian.

He had asked me a couple of times before, but now I had finally said yes, and I had more or less lived with him since the day he showed up at my home, he insisted I wouldn’t leave his side again, not after what we have been through.

About 30 minutes later we stopped at the recording studio, we went inside and I heard just the last sentence that Brian said.

“And that was it, how I finally found the way back to the woman I love, the one who saved me and brought me back to my friends and family… and back to life in general.” Brian finished and my heart swelled and nothing could stop me now from running into his arms and kissing him, the man I loved and who made me happier then I have ever been.

Notes

So, here it is the final chapter...
Ahhh it's sad to see this story go...

I hope you guys enjoyed this story as much as I did writing it!
Thanks for all your amazing comments and for staying with me :)

<3

Comments

@Buggaloo
Thank you for checking out my stories! Glad that u like them and even reread! :)

MeRi MeRi
10/19/18

Such a good story. I read this a few years ago, and reread it again recently. Yep. Still love it.

Buggaloo Buggaloo
10/19/18

So I'm reading the summary and it says Brian treats his woman not worth his time. But how does he treat them? Anyways going to start this. Let's see how this goes. Maybe it'll he explained in the story?

mrsmshadz mrsmshadz
4/1/16

Oh my god! The ending was perfect.
I really loved it:)

DaphneG DaphneG
7/12/15

Babe! I know I´m a little late, sorry for that...

The end has been marvellous, the band scene (you are soooo good at them, you know it!) and then the perfect smut, the get together of Brian and Sam, her hearing the sweet words... As I said A-MA-ZING!

This story has been great from minute one, you took a different path and you rocked it! On a site with so many fan stories, so many the same fan stories, you found a plot that had never been done before and completely nailed it.

I loved every chapter, every paragraph, every sentence, every word! But hey, I might be a little biassed, seeing I just love your writing!

Please do another story soon! I know you, there must be an idea swimming around in that pretty little head of yours! Or if not... maybe it will come to you over the weekend, when you visit my country ;-)

Luv you babe! <3

Kimmie Kimmie
6/30/15