Never too late

We arrived at his house at evening. He opened the carand the front door in front of me. I smiled at him,and stepped inside. It was a fucking huge,beautiful house.

" This means you like it? "
" I love it! "
" Come,I show your room. " he said and grabbed my stuffs.

I folloed him upstairs. I can't see any other kid,so that means I'm his only child? He stopped in front of a brown door. I looked at him with big eyes.

" Go. " he said smiling.

I entered and fuck! I haven't seen a room like this in my whole life. The wall was full with posters,there was a drum set and a few guitars. I looked at my dad and his smile was bigger.

" 3...2...1... launch! " he shouted and grabbed me bye my waist and pulled me with him.

We landed on the bed. This bed was huge,soft and fragrant.

" So,do you like your new home? "
" I love it. Thanks... dad. "

He hugged me,and laid next to me. I turned my head so I could see his face. He was in his thoughts so I just smiled and stood up.

" Where are you goin'? "
" Bathroom. "
" Okay,tomorrow I'll take you to the studio. G'night Liz. "
" Night dad. "

I went to the bathroom and checked my arms and tights. I started this about a year ago. I know I need help,but sometimes people are... don't understand. They don't understand how much this shit hurt. I know,I have to move on,and live my life... but she was... like my unborn sister. I loved her soo much and now... she is gone. I never trusted somebody before like her... and now... Yeah I said this. But Jim... Maybe I can give him a chance. I wonder why are we going,or why have to be me the one who go. I hate people. I took a quick shower and brushed my teeth. Then I grabbed my pajama and laid on my bed.

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