Save Me

It only seemed to take seconds for Matt and Jimmy to burst threw the door. I saw Brian and Zacky staring at them in awe as my front door was barely held up by the hinges. I gazed, wide eyed at the two teens. Matt's face was red in anger, Jimmy just looked depressed as ever.

"Sarah, what did you do?" Matt ponders, walking closer to me.

I was not fond of the way his voice was. It was dangerously low which sounded even more threatening. His eyes were ignited with fire, I could tell this was not going to end well. He placed his right palm on my left shoulder, squeezing tightly, I'm going to kill Brian for this.

I burned holes through Brian while I caught the sight of my cousins muscles tightening, and teeth clenching. Everyone could feel the tension in the room which just made it worse. In my peripheral vision, I caught my mom peeking in from the kitchen.

"Are you guys okay in here? Oh, hi Matthew, does your mom know you're here?" She ponders aloud.

I watch Matt's body relax slightly, and I let out breath I never knew I was holding in. I knew he couldn't seem angry in front of my mom, she wouldn't think he was a perfect angel if she found out. She would also kill me.

"Were fine Aunt Mary, thanks though. Can I go into Sarah's room real quick with her?" He says, flashing a dimple filled smile.

He was such the mom charmer. I could barely convince my mom to let me hang out with friends besides my cousin. I roll my eyes as my mom gives him a smile. Calling him sweet heart and of course you can made it super ironic. He was more of a party-er than I was.

Following my cousin up my carpet stairs was like a horror movie. Most sounds of creaking were muffled by the carpet and that wasn't made it even scarier. I trudged slowly up the stairs only to be given a slight push. I glare back to see Brian pushing my lower back higher towards the stairs.

"You're going to slow." He protests.

"Go fuck yourself." I retort.

He only smirks like the asshat he is before I focus my stare back towards the stained carpet. Reaching the end of the staircase was too quick for my liking. I'd rather walk up a continuous stair case rather than arguing with my cousin. He was a great guy but could be extremely stubborn and had some anger issues.

He reaches my bed room door, carefully opening the door before getting me inside with a little push. He seemed too calm right now, I knew it wouldn't last. I slump down by the headboard of my bed while the rest of them filed in.

"Why do those two have to be in here?" I ask, signalling to Brian and Zacky.

"Because if it weren't for their asses we would have never knew about what you were doing to yourself." Matt hisses.

I was taking a back by the way he spoke. His words were like venom, and he spit them out dangerously. I was ready to hit something or someone, most likely Brian. If it weren't for him I'd never be in this situation, at all. Should I tell my cousin about my departure from Cali now? Maybe it wasn't even moving that far, how was I supposed to know? Maybe even in a different country? However far it would never be far enough away for my cousin to come and kidnap me.

"How long has this been happening?" Matt asks, disturbing my thoughts.

"None of your fucking business." I snap suddenly.

I could tell all the guys were surprised by the way I suddenly talked back to him. It was my turn to fucking let everyone know it's my life and I'll be damned if I can't ever talk about it. I loved my cousin, but right now I needed to think for myself.

"You don't fucking care anyways. Half of you are only here for the fucking show. Those two are the main part of it anyways! Don't you see how they are all popular and make fun of people like me. Matt face it, I'm not meant to hang around you I'm a fucking nobody." I spill out a little piece of my feelings to let him realize, I'm not meant to be here with him.

"Sarah that's not true and you know it." Matt protests but I hold up my hand.

"Save it Sanders, I'm nothing, get over it." I growl before walking out of my room, leaving them all speechless.

Notes

Sorry for not updating!

Thanks @Synerella for reminding me to update XD this chapter is for you