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Shake The Ground (re-upload)

The Truth Is In Your Eyes

Things had gotten worse and my life was beginning to swirl into a downwards spiral. I grabbed my clothes from the floor of my boyfriend's apartment and jumped in the shower. I quickly washed off, dried my hair and headed home. Dad was sitting on the couch with Zack watching television.
"WHERE WERE YOU," Dad bellowed.
"out," I mumbled, walking off to my room. How was I going to tell him the news I had received.
"did you stay with Jase last night?"
"Yes," I answered his calmer male counterpart.
Jase was the guy who had attacked me, he had gotten a hold of me and succeeded in his first attempt. We were "together" but more or less we were just in a toxic relationship. I couldn't believe the thing I had been told and I didn't know how to tell them.
Dad finally backed off and let me go to my room. Our band had released the album and started touring, we had already covered half of the States and some of Canada, we were hitting Australia and Germany in the summer. We had done interview after interview and I just wanted a good sleep and good food before we finished touring.
Nausea fled to my stomach and I ran in the bathroom, emptying last night's dinner. Dad ran up and Zack held my hair back and rubbed my shoulders while dad paced and looked for some nausea medicine.
"Dad, I can't take that,"
"Why not,"
Tears stung my eyes, "I'm pregnant,"
"How could you be so stupid, Julia!"
"I'm sorry, it wasn't my fault," and shit, I let it slip.
"How is it not your fault?" Zack looked upon me with pleading eyes.
"You're both smart, you know what I mean,"
"Who did this and what are you planning to do,"
"I don't know, I really don't want anyone finding out until I decide."
"Okay, may I go lay down?"
The older men nodded and assisted me to my room, making sure I was comfortable and satisfied. Later, I could hear my father crying on Michelle and asking what he could've done to stop it or help me. The tears pricked my eyes listening to my father's heart shatter like the windshield of my mom's car when she died. I had lost everyone, I had nobody, all I did was hurt people or they hurt me. Laying my head on the pillow, I gave into the feeling of my eyelids becoming droopy and fell asleep.


Notes

This is so short and that makes me mad, I will try to improve and make the next chapter WAY longer to help. Thanks!

Comments

I hope her and Zacky become bffs and stuff

iateurdino iateurdino
1/29/15

Can i cry?? Oh boy. She must know that she isn't alone..

DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
1/6/15

Lovin this story :) it looks like out of all the guys, that it's gonna be Zacky she gets closer to since Jimmy isn't around.

wilda73 wilda73
12/22/14

Loving this... Zacky to make things better.. will he keep her secret to himself or will he tell her dad or the guys?? more please

DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
12/21/14