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A Little Piece Of Heaven

Confessions

Chapter Six:

“We should watch Zombieland first.” Jace threw the movie to me. I shook my head.

“No way. We should 28 Days Later first. We should watch Zombieland last. Funny movies last equals no nightmares for me.” I put my choice in the DVD player and jumped back onto the bed. I landed on his stomach. He groaned. “Oh my God! I’m so sorry!” I told him. He doubled over. I lifted his shirt and looked at his abdomen. He doesn’t have any bruising – so, that’s a good sign.

“I’m fuckin’ with you. I’m fine.” He laughed. I punched his arm. “Ow.”

“You deserve it… Ass.” I told him. He smiled.

“I’m an ass?”

“Yup.” I told him. He smirked and started tickling my sides. I thrashed against him. He didn’t stop. I started hiccupping because I was laughing so hard. My knee got him right in the balls. He stopped what he was doing. “And that’s your karma.” I got comfortable and played the movie. I’m not going to hear the end of this for awhile.

~*.*~

I woke up warmer and later than usual. I felt an arm tighten around my waist. I started to panic. I pulled on the arm and tried to move it. It just got tighter.

“Get off!” I murmured. “Get off.” I scratched and clawed until I was released. Flashbacks flooded my mind. I couldn’t see anyone else. I felt like I was being sucked into a black-hole and trapped with Eric all over again. I can’t defend myself. I felt tears pool down my face. I sat up and rocked myself back and forth.

“Gel, Gel!” Jace’s voice broke through my delusion. I couldn’t focus on him. I felt his hands grab my face. It took a few minutes but I finally saw him. I grabbed onto him and held him to me.

“Don’t let me go. I don’t wanna be alone.” I whispered, my tears wetting his skin. He quieted me and rubbed my back.

“I’m never gonna leave you. You’re my girl. You’re my girl.” He repeated. I didn’t say anything. I concentrated on his heartbeat. I started to relax. I don’t know what exactly triggered it. Normally I’m okay when he’s here. It’s when I’m alone that things get really bad. When I’m alone there’s nothing to stop my mind from wandering. I hate it.

I pulled away from him and just looked at him for a minute. He looks at me in a way that no one has in a very long time. I see what I wanted to see from my mother in his eyes – love. He loves me. I know that he does. We’re basically family. He looks out for me. I do my best to look out for him.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” I apologize. He shook his head.

“It’s okay. I’m not mad or anything. I’m just… worried about you.” He kissed my temple. I closed my eyes and relished in the feeling. “I have a feeling that you’re not telling me everything.” He whispered. “I want you to know that you can trust me and that I’ll do everything in my power to abide by your wishes. I understand your reasons for not wanting anyone else involved, but I need you to be straight with me. Can you do that?” He asked. I looked into his eyes and nodded.

“You’re not going to love me anymore.” The words were out of my mouth before I could stop them. I realize how childish I sound, but I can’t help thinking that. Why would he? I’ve had sex with my stepfather. Who would care about me after that? I’ll lose the one good thing in my life – him. I can’t.

“That will never happen. You’re my girl.” He shook his head. “I love you for who you are. Nothing, nothing, can change that. Do you hear me?” He asked. I nodded. Shit, he’s gonna make me cry, again.

“He’s done a lot more that hit me.” I whispered. He sighed.

“What else has happened?”

“It didn’t—it didn’t start off this bad. It was just… touching at first and it—it escaladed from there. He…”
I trailed out.

“That bastard,” he growled.

“He forced me to…” I couldn’t bring myself to say it out-loud. Something about me saying it makes it real. I just can’t. “It hasn’t been often with that, but I can never forget it. It feels like I break a little bit more every time.” I told him. He lifted my chin so he could look into my eyes.

“He’ll never break you.”

Notes

Alright, so... The date didn't make this chapter, BUT the next chapter is already in the works. I'll have it up tomorrow. Let me know what you think.:)

Comments

This is an amazing story. Some chapters were hard to read but I was hooked. Thank you for sharing it.

OMG! Freaking amazing story! I started reading at about 11:30pm and only just finished (05:40am) in some aspects this story reflects my life, think that is why I was hooked! I read the first chapters of 'almost easy' then found this one

Crimson day Crimson day
2/15/17

@Amy Summers
Thank you, doll!:)

I really love this story. Well done!

Amy Summers Amy Summers
4/18/14

@Deathbat_foREVer

Awesome! :) I hope you enjoy it! It's still in progress and is turning out to be longer than this one was. Stay excellent! <3