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A Little Piece Of Heaven

Consequences

This chapter gets pretty graphic. Just a head's up for everyone.

Chapter Thirty-Seven:

I woke up before Jace and got a head-start getting ready. I took my time in the shower and even more time getting ready. I placed foundation carefully on my face, trying to cover up my pink, puffy eyes. I don’t want Matt to know how much he hurt me. I’m giving him the satisfaction in knowing.

I put on my favorite pair of jeans with hot pink Vans and a black undershirt under a hot pink tank top with a giant skull printed on the front. I kept my make-up simple but played up the eyes. I left my hair down. I grabbed my school things and went downstairs.

Gwen was waiting for me. She was eating yogurt when she looked up at me. She gestured to the seat next to her with untouched breakfast in front of it. I took the seat and picked up a spoon.

“How ya doin’, baby?” She asked. I shrugged.

“I’ve been better. I’ve been worse.” I shoveled a mouthful of yogurt into my mouth.

“I know. And I also know you’re close with my son, and you care about him, but don’t let him pressure you into something you’re not sure about. I know how he is. He hasn’t kept it a secret that he’s infatuated with you.” She revealed. I nodded.

“I just don’t know much of anything right now. I’m just trying to make it through the day, to be honest.” I leveled with her.

“Don’t let him push you into anything you don’t want.” She repeated.

“Okay. I won’t.” I told her. Jeez. It’s going to be a long day. Jace came down the stairs and eyed us eating. He smiled and bee-lined for me. He kissed my cheek before stealing my bowl and finishing my food.

“Jace, really?” Gwen scolded. He just chuckled.

“Oh, come on. Gel doesn’t mind. Do you?” He asked.

“No, I was finished anyway. I don’t have much of an appetite.” I told her. She looks sad. “I’ll try and stop by tomorrow.” I promised.

“At least call us and let us know that you’re alright. Jace’ll pick you up tomorrow morning for school, since you can’t drive. Just keep us posted. I worry about you, Angela.” She hugged me.

“I know. I’ll be careful. I always am.” I told her. “Let’s go, Jay.” I hit his arm with my good one. We headed out. I took one last look around the house. I’ve got a bad feeling that it’s the last time that I’ll see it for awhile. I have an awful feeling about tonight and an even worse feeling about what Eric is going to do with me.

We didn’t talk at all on the way to school. It was an uncomfortable silence. I was too distraught to really focus on much of anything. I just really hope that Jared and Gwen come through with the lawyers. I know their hands are tied until something else happens. I’ve never reported him. That’s probably part of the problem. If Jared could keep me safe after I went to the police, I’d do it in a heartbeat. I’ll have to call him and let him know during lunch.

“Are you ready?” Jace asked me as he parked the car. I nodded. I got out of the car and shut the door behind me. He offered me his hand. “Moral support?” He suggested.

“Why not?” I shrugged. I accepted his hand and we braved the halls together. We got a few stares but I tried my best to ignore him. We made it to my locker without incident. I was almost to first period when I saw him. Matt was talking with Brian. When he saw me, his face fell. He stopped in front of me. He looked from me to Jace and then our hands. I kept my poker face on.

“You didn’t waste any time.” He said to both of us.

“We’re not together. He’s just being there for me. He’s being a good friend and if it turns into something else, it’s not your problem. Not anymore.” I clarified. Matt nodded.

“You’re right. You’re not my problem anymore. You can do whatever with whomever.” He told me.

“Don’t act like you care. Don’t have somewhere to be? Some other ex-girlfriend to terrorize? I can’t deal with this today. I can’t deal with you. I have enough assholes in my life as it is.” I looked him in the eye. He kept his poker face on, too.

“Then I won’t waste anymore of your time. I don’t want any prudes in mine.” He smirked and walked away. Brian hung back.

“I’ll keep her company, bro. Don’t want you to be late.” Brian offered.

“Thanks man.” Jace hugged me and tilted my face up to his. “I’ll see you at lunch. Text me if you need anything.”

“Okay.” I agreed. He smiled and gave me a quick kiss. I still don’t know how I feel about that.

“Stop that.” I told him. He smiled.

“That’s the last time.” He swore, walking away. I sighed.

“How are you holding up?” Brian asked me.

“Are you asking as my friend or Matt’s?” I asked him.

“Yours.” He told me, leading the way into our classroom.

“I’ve been better. I feel blindsided. I feel pissed off and let down. Mostly, I feel like crap. And tonight is wigging me out.” I confessed.

“I know you have a guy friend already, but I’m a good listener. And I dig your writing. If you ever want to write with company or just sit in the same room as someone, I’m around.” He told me. I smiled.

“Thanks. You’re a doll.” I told him. He chuckled.

“A manly doll,” he chirped.

“Of course.”

-.-

Once I got to my lunch table I pulled out my phone. I dialed Jared’s number.

“Hey baby girl, what’s up?” He answered.

“How far along are you with your lawyers?” I asked him.

“I think they’re finally on to something.” I told me.

“Eric comes home tonight, Jared.”

“I thought you had another week.”

“It’s tonight.” I tried to keep my voice from cracking. I’m freaking out.

“Relax baby, relax.”

“Could you protect me if I reported him after he assaulted me?” I asked him.

“If he touches you and there is physical damage and you’re willing to go to the police, I will be there. I will do everything in my power to keep you safe, baby. But, I don’t have custody of you. He’s your legal guardian. With physical evidence that he hurt you, it may be enough to persuade a judge to grant me temporary custody, at least. Right now, it’s looking like our best shot. I’ll be in town tonight with some back-up. If he hurts you, I will be there. You just have to call. If I don’t hear from you by tomorrow morning, I’m going to the police.”

“Okay. Okay. Yeah. I can do that. I’m willing to do that. It means a lot that you’ll be there. I’ve got to go. It’s lunch and I’m gonna try and eat something. I’ll call you later if I can. Just, stay close?”

“I will, baby girl. See you soon.”

“Bye.” I hung up. I pulled out my notebook. I started to write. The emotions came and went and everything got put onto paper. I just need to get it out.

“Don’t you ever eat?” Cody asked, coming up from behind me. I shrugged.

“Of course I eat. What kind of a question is that?”

“Every time I see you at lunch you’re either drawing or writing something.” He pointed out.

“I eat lunch sometimes. Normally, it’s just breakfast and dinner.” I told him. I guess it’s something I’ve never noticed before.

“Weird. You look good, though. You look more than good, actually.” He smiled. I shut my notebook.

“Thanks, but what do you want? I’m still not interested.” I told him.

“I heard you have an opening for a man in your life.”

“I don’t need a man in my life, Cody.” I told him. He smirked.

“I can change your mind.” He smiled.

“I doubt that. It’s nothing against you, but I’m not looking for anything right now.”

“Oh, I get it. You’re a lesbian.” His smirk grew.

“I’m not a lesbian. And even if I were, I still wouldn’t be into you.”

“At least I could watch.”

“In your dreams.”

“Not over Matt? I heard Shadows did a real number on you.” He put an arm around my shoulder.

“He wasn’t what I was looking for. He did me a favor.”

“Maybe you should consider other options, like me.” He suggested.

“Not today, Cody.” I told him.

“Aren’t you tired of trying to get everyone’s leftover’s Anderson?” Matt asked Cody. He shrugged. I looked over at Matt.

“Not when the leftovers are as fine as yours are. You’re a fool to break up with her.” Cody said, looking me over.

“I’m right here and I can speak for myself. I don’t need your help.” I told Matt. He didn’t budge just glared at me.

“Back off, Cody.” He told him.

“Or what?” Cody asked, getting in Matt’s face.

“Or I’ll make you.” Matt told him, pushing him backwards. I sighed and got up.

“Screw this. Too much testosterone.” I left the eating area and headed to the library. So far, today’s been anything but smooth. I don’t understand why Matt rushed to my defense. It’s not like he cares. He’s made that perfectly clear.

-.-

Jace dropped me off at Eric’s house right at 8. Eric’s car is in the driveway. He must already be home. I took a deep breath and hurried inside. No reason to prolong anything. I opened the front door and saw him sitting on the couch. He smiled and stood up.

Angel, you’re right on time. Where’s your lover?” He asked me.

“I know you wanted me to bring him. I’m sorry. He broke up with me yesterday. I didn’t think you’d still want him here.”

“Smart kid. Did he say why?” He asked me.

“I’m too much drama. He doesn’t want a girl who won’t put out.” I told him.

“He talked to you that way?” Eric’s nostrils flared.

“It’s not a big deal. He’s not a part of my life anymore. He’s not worth it.” I lied on the last part, but Eric didn’t seem to notice.

“You’re all mine.” He grinned. He came over to hug me. He squeezed too tightly. I whimpered. “Did I hurt you?” He asked. I nodded. “You’ll learn to like it.”

“Not likely.” I told him.

“I brought you something. I think you’ll like it better than your last gift.” He took my hand and led me to his bedroom. He handed me a box. “Open it.” He’s so excited. I lifted the lid and pulled out a long, beautiful, white, lace nightgown. “Put it on.” He beamed. I hesitated. “Unless you want me to do it for you?” He offered.

“I can do it.” I told him. I struggled out of my clothes but finally got them off. I slipped on the nightgown and turned around to face him.

“You look just as beautiful as I imagined. You look so pure and innocent. You look like an angel.” He pulled me to him, in front of his bedroom mirror. It’s a sleeveless nightgown. His arms are around me. If we were anyone else, we’d look like a couple. He almost looks loving. “It’s so fitting that you’re in white for my homecoming. We reminisce the day I took your virginity.” He whispered. I didn’t say anything. “I can make it enjoyable for you.” He promised.

“I don’t want that.”

“You don’t want to enjoy it?”

“I don’t want to have sex with you. I don’t want you to hurt me. I’m tired of being afraid every day. I don’t want to be afraid to live my life.” I told him. His smile slid from my face.

“Are you denying me?” He asked.

“Yes, I am. I’m not yours.” I reminded him. He smirked.

“There’s that fight I crave.” He smirked. He took off his jacket and his tie. He held his tie tightly in his hand. He unbuttoned the first few buttons on his shirt. I gulped. He whipped his hand back and popped me across the face. I didn’t even have time to brace for it. I never saw it coming. He grabbed a fistful of my hair and yanked. I cried out. “You bring out the beast in me, Angela. Do you know that?”

“I think you bring that out in yourself.” I told him. He chuckled.

“How far did you get with that boy before he dumped you?” He growled.

“Not far.” I told him.

“Don’t lie to me.” He hissed.

“I’m not lying.”

“Where did you let him touch you?” He asked. His hands slid down my sides and up to my crotch. “Did you let him touch you here?” He asked. I kept my mouth closed. “Answer me!” He roared. He spun me around and punched me in my gut. I started coughing. Oh, God. I can’t breathe. “Where did he touch you?!” He yelled.

“He touched me there.” I whimpered. He let me go and I fell to my knees. My injured arm broke my fall. I hit it the wrong way.

“With what? His mouth? His hands? Did you let him fuck you? Did you whore yourself out to him?!” He screamed.

“His fingers. That’s it. I swear.” I told him.

“Why should I believe a lying bitch like you? Don’t you know that you’re supposed to be faithful to your man?” He grabbed my arm and pulled me to my feet. “Put your arms around me.” He commanded.

“No. And you’re not my man.” I refused.

“Do it!” He yelled in my face. I put my hands on his shoulders. He smiled. “It’s nice to feel you against my skin.” He murmured. He pressed his nose into my hair, smelling me. “Wouldn’t be something, though? Can’t you see us married on day? I can picture it. You could be a stay-at home wife. We could have a couple of kids. We wouldn’t need anyone else.” He smiled down at me. I feel claustrophobic and nauseous.

“That’s never going to happen.” I told him.

“Because you want Matt? Because you’d rather have anyone else touch you?” He asked.

“Yes.”

“That can be arranged. Be careful what you wish for, little girl.” He growled. I dropped my hands and tried to move away, but he was too fast. He picked me up and threw me to the bed. My head hit the wall, hard. I tried to sit up, but was too dizzy. I can see blood where my face broke my fall. I rolled off of the bed. He was already taking his belt off and unbuttoning his pants.

He used his foot to keep me on the ground. I hit him behind the knee and he fell forward. His knee hit me in the face. I didn’t let the pain slow me down. I crawled away from him and almost made it to the door. He grabbed my ankle and flipped me on my back. He yanked my nightgown up and ripped off my panties.

I started hitting whatever I could reach. He grunted but didn’t slow down. He shoved himself inside of me. I screamed. He wrestled my arms down and secured my wrists in one hand. He put his free hand on my throat and squeezed.

“Cooperate, or I will kill you.” He growled.

“If I died, it’d still be a better life than this.” I hissed. I spat in his face. He only squeezed harder.

“Tell me, Angela, if you get pregnant with my child, will you leave me then?” He asked. I screamed as much as I could with my throat closing up. He moved faster and faster. I know he’s getting close. He froze and I felt his manhood spasm inside of me. I sobbed.

“No.” I cried. “No.” I shook my head. He finally released his vise-grip.

“Yes.” He growled. I jumped on top of him and started pounding my fists into his body. He growled and tried to get me on my back. “You will submit to me!” He screamed.

“No!” I yelled. “I’m done submitting to you.” He managed to get the advantage and picked me up by my throat. He held me against the wall.

“You don’t want my child?” He asked.

“Hell no.” I gasped.

“Then you won’t have any children.” He decided. My eyes widened. What does he mean by that? “But first, more fun.” He grinned.

He moved me to the bed and tied my arms to the bed frame. I’m not really sure how he managed it with my cast, but he did. I was on my stomach. I can hear him squirt something onto his hands. He started rubbing my ass. My nightmares are coming true. Please, God, no.

My dreams were kinder. He thrust his length into me. I screamed. Sobs shook my body. It hurts so much more than anything else. He only got angrier.

“Say my name.” He growled.

“Eric.” I choked.

“Tell me you’re mine.” He commanded.

“I’ll never be yours.”

“Say it!”

“No!” I sobbed. He didn’t slow down, only sped up. What felt like an eternity later, he finally finished. He pulled out and untied me.

“Baby, it’s okay. Don’t cry.” He tried to sooth me. “Have you changed your mind on having my children?” He asked. “Would it be so awful to marry me?”

“I can’t think of anything worse.” I told him. I’m too tired to pretend. I’m too tired to let him walk all over me.

“Alright.” He smiled. He pulled me to my feet and let me go. I fell. It hurts to stand, let alone walk. He pulled me back up and covered my eyes. He cut off my cast and put handcuffs on me. He hung me back onto his hook contraption and let me hang there. I heard him leave the room.

I felt him grab my legs. I felt something cold run along the inside of my thigh. I shuddered and tried to move away from him. What is he doing?

“You don’t want to have my children, so you won’t have anyone else’s.” He whispered.

“What are you doing?” I asked him. He chuckled.

“Exactly what you think I am.”

I felt the cold before I felt the pain. It went right through my stomach. I screamed. It’s blinding pain. I stayed there, bleeding out. After awhile, I felt it again. He sliced into me again. I begged him to stop, but it was pointless. When I thought I couldn’t take anymore, he raised my legs higher and brought the weapon to my womanhood. He put it inside of me. The outside isn’t sharp, just the tip. Is it a screwdriver? And ice pick?

He kept moving it higher and higher. He was careful not to knick me. He hurried his pace and thrust it as hard as he could. I screamed. He took it out of me and took me off of the hook. He carried me somewhere and let me drop to the floor. I can’t see anything and I can’t stop shaking. I don’t know if I’m going to make it this time. I’m so cold.

Notes

Alright, so, this is more graphic then I thought it would be. I'm not sure how much longer this story is going to be, but it's probably coming to its end soon. Reviews are more than welcome. I'll try and have a follow-up chapter up tomorrow.

Comments

This is an amazing story. Some chapters were hard to read but I was hooked. Thank you for sharing it.

OMG! Freaking amazing story! I started reading at about 11:30pm and only just finished (05:40am) in some aspects this story reflects my life, think that is why I was hooked! I read the first chapters of 'almost easy' then found this one

Crimson day Crimson day
2/15/17

@Amy Summers
Thank you, doll!:)

I really love this story. Well done!

Amy Summers Amy Summers
4/18/14

@Deathbat_foREVer

Awesome! :) I hope you enjoy it! It's still in progress and is turning out to be longer than this one was. Stay excellent! <3