A Little Piece Of Heaven
Stress Relief
Chapter Thirty-Five:
“He’s coming back on Monday. He’ll be here Monday night.” I repeated. Everyone looked at me like I had grown horns.
“Who’s coming back?” Brian asked through a mouthful of pizza.
“Eric.” I told him. It’s so soon. He made it sound like he’d be gone a lot longer than he was. The heck?
“Wait, so –” Matt started.
“Monday is our last day together for a while.” I interrupted him. He gave me the look. I didn’t say anything else. I’m surprised but at the same time, I shouldn’t be. I wanna cry. “I’m gonna go lay down. I’m beat.” I excused myself. I don’t want to lose it in front of everyone and my body is really starting to ache. I made it to my room and popped some pain killers.
I’ve worked so hard to fight him and for what? I’ve got nothing to show for it. Regardless if I resist he still gets what he wants in the end. He wants sex – he rips off my clothes and takes it from me. He wants me to stay single – he tries to beat me into submission. I just want to be happy.
“Hey, want some company?” Matt asked from the doorway. I looked over and nodded. “Baby, I’m sorry about earlier. When you were talking with Brian it made everything click for me. I’ll back off while he’s around but if you need me or need anything, I’m there. I’m not afraid of him. The only thing that scares me is what he could do to you.” He laid down next to me.
“How do you always know what to say?” I asked him. He shrugged.
“I know you’re tired but you should eat something. I snagged some pizza before Brian scarfed it all. I put it in the fridge for you.” He held me. I nodded.
“I’m not ready to get up yet. I just wanna stay like this for awhile.” I whispered.
“We can do anything you want.” He told me.
“Anything?” I asked. He nodded. I leaned up and captured his lips with mine. As soon as our lips touched I felt that intense need to feel his skin on mine, again. I just need to feel like he’s there. Things quickly escalated into something hotter. I lost my pants and my pajama top, and was left only in a tank top and panties. Matt was left in jeans and his underwear. He let me take control of things. It’s something I’m not used to.
I sucked on his neck and traced his abs with my fingers. He gasped and rolled is hips against me. I moaned. The friction between us felt so good. Matt sat up and started trailing kisses from my collarbone to my ear.
“We don’t have to do this.” He told me.
“I want to.” I breathed. He gripped my hips and squirmed against him. He bucked against me. I gripped his shoulders and looked at him as we moved against each other.
I know I’ve done things but this feels more intimate than anything I’ve ever done before. I feel so close to him. He leaned in and pulled me into a kiss. I molded my face with his. We barely came up for air as our tongues danced.
He moved me onto my back and moved a hand underneath my shirt. He fondled my chest, carefully avoiding my ribs. I gasped.
“Stop me if things go too far.” He whispered.
“I will.” I promised. He moved his hand out of my shirt and slipped it into my panties. I held still. This is Matt. It’s okay. It’s just Matt. He wouldn’t hurt me. I can do this. I want to this. I just want to be normal. God, I want this.
He pulled my underwear down and cupped my heat and watched my reaction. I pulled him down for a kiss. He started rubbing my sensitive nub. I groaned into his mouth. The kiss deepened. His moved a finger to my core and slipped it inside. I gasped. He started moving it softly. Everything feels completely different with him. He makes everything feel like my first time.
He moved his hand faster. I moaned. He used his thumb to massage my clit. I detached my face from his for air. I felt the pressure start to build and I clutched Matt’s back. My back arched and I couldn’t breathe. My moved his mouth to mine to muffle my sounds. My eyes slammed shut and I held onto him as I rode out my high.
He didn’t move his hand until I finished and lay spent underneath of him. He kissed me softly and smiled.
“How are you feeling?” He asked me.
“Pretty good – thank you.” I told him.
“Did we go too fast?”
“No, I wanted it. I was ready. I’m not really ready for much else. I’m sorry.” I looked away from him, apologizing.
“Don’t be sorry about that. When you are ready, I’ll be here.” He promised. I nodded. I wrapped a blanket around myself and walked to the bathroom to clean myself up. I threw my hair in a ponytail and grabbed clean undergarments before meeting Matt in the bedroom. He got cleaned up and laid next to me.
“Do you need… anything?” I asked him.
“I’m good.” He told me.
“I’m sorry I can’t… Ya know… for you.” I told him, gesturing to his manhood. He chuckled.
“Don’t. I didn’t expect anything. It’s okay.” He assured me. “Let’s get you something to eat before they get suspicious.” He helped me up. I was definitely feeling loopy now. The pills have kicked in. “And if you’re still feeling helpful later, you can always kiss me while I help myself.” He winked. I chuckled, rolling my eyes.
“We’ll see.”
“No pressure.”
“He’s coming back on Monday. He’ll be here Monday night.” I repeated. Everyone looked at me like I had grown horns.
“Who’s coming back?” Brian asked through a mouthful of pizza.
“Eric.” I told him. It’s so soon. He made it sound like he’d be gone a lot longer than he was. The heck?
“Wait, so –” Matt started.
“Monday is our last day together for a while.” I interrupted him. He gave me the look. I didn’t say anything else. I’m surprised but at the same time, I shouldn’t be. I wanna cry. “I’m gonna go lay down. I’m beat.” I excused myself. I don’t want to lose it in front of everyone and my body is really starting to ache. I made it to my room and popped some pain killers.
I’ve worked so hard to fight him and for what? I’ve got nothing to show for it. Regardless if I resist he still gets what he wants in the end. He wants sex – he rips off my clothes and takes it from me. He wants me to stay single – he tries to beat me into submission. I just want to be happy.
“Hey, want some company?” Matt asked from the doorway. I looked over and nodded. “Baby, I’m sorry about earlier. When you were talking with Brian it made everything click for me. I’ll back off while he’s around but if you need me or need anything, I’m there. I’m not afraid of him. The only thing that scares me is what he could do to you.” He laid down next to me.
“How do you always know what to say?” I asked him. He shrugged.
“I know you’re tired but you should eat something. I snagged some pizza before Brian scarfed it all. I put it in the fridge for you.” He held me. I nodded.
“I’m not ready to get up yet. I just wanna stay like this for awhile.” I whispered.
“We can do anything you want.” He told me.
“Anything?” I asked. He nodded. I leaned up and captured his lips with mine. As soon as our lips touched I felt that intense need to feel his skin on mine, again. I just need to feel like he’s there. Things quickly escalated into something hotter. I lost my pants and my pajama top, and was left only in a tank top and panties. Matt was left in jeans and his underwear. He let me take control of things. It’s something I’m not used to.
I sucked on his neck and traced his abs with my fingers. He gasped and rolled is hips against me. I moaned. The friction between us felt so good. Matt sat up and started trailing kisses from my collarbone to my ear.
“We don’t have to do this.” He told me.
“I want to.” I breathed. He gripped my hips and squirmed against him. He bucked against me. I gripped his shoulders and looked at him as we moved against each other.
I know I’ve done things but this feels more intimate than anything I’ve ever done before. I feel so close to him. He leaned in and pulled me into a kiss. I molded my face with his. We barely came up for air as our tongues danced.
He moved me onto my back and moved a hand underneath my shirt. He fondled my chest, carefully avoiding my ribs. I gasped.
“Stop me if things go too far.” He whispered.
“I will.” I promised. He moved his hand out of my shirt and slipped it into my panties. I held still. This is Matt. It’s okay. It’s just Matt. He wouldn’t hurt me. I can do this. I want to this. I just want to be normal. God, I want this.
He pulled my underwear down and cupped my heat and watched my reaction. I pulled him down for a kiss. He started rubbing my sensitive nub. I groaned into his mouth. The kiss deepened. His moved a finger to my core and slipped it inside. I gasped. He started moving it softly. Everything feels completely different with him. He makes everything feel like my first time.
He moved his hand faster. I moaned. He used his thumb to massage my clit. I detached my face from his for air. I felt the pressure start to build and I clutched Matt’s back. My back arched and I couldn’t breathe. My moved his mouth to mine to muffle my sounds. My eyes slammed shut and I held onto him as I rode out my high.
He didn’t move his hand until I finished and lay spent underneath of him. He kissed me softly and smiled.
“How are you feeling?” He asked me.
“Pretty good – thank you.” I told him.
“Did we go too fast?”
“No, I wanted it. I was ready. I’m not really ready for much else. I’m sorry.” I looked away from him, apologizing.
“Don’t be sorry about that. When you are ready, I’ll be here.” He promised. I nodded. I wrapped a blanket around myself and walked to the bathroom to clean myself up. I threw my hair in a ponytail and grabbed clean undergarments before meeting Matt in the bedroom. He got cleaned up and laid next to me.
“Do you need… anything?” I asked him.
“I’m good.” He told me.
“I’m sorry I can’t… Ya know… for you.” I told him, gesturing to his manhood. He chuckled.
“Don’t. I didn’t expect anything. It’s okay.” He assured me. “Let’s get you something to eat before they get suspicious.” He helped me up. I was definitely feeling loopy now. The pills have kicked in. “And if you’re still feeling helpful later, you can always kiss me while I help myself.” He winked. I chuckled, rolling my eyes.
“We’ll see.”
“No pressure.”
This is an amazing story. Some chapters were hard to read but I was hooked. Thank you for sharing it.
2/16/18