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A Little Piece Of Heaven

Sharing Secrets

Chapter Thirty-Three:

Matt’s POV

Fuck. What did I just do? I can’t lose control like that. She’s so different than anyone I’ve ever been with. I’ve never gone this slow with anyone. She turns me on without even trying. I wanted her so badly. I shouldn’t have let things get that far.

I looked for Gwen. Her car’s in the driveway. Where is she?

“Gwen!” I yelled. She came running into the living room.

“Matt, what’s wrong?” She asked.

“Angela, I-I didn’t mean to. I don’t know what to do. I don’t think she wants to be touched right now.” I tried to explain it.

“What did you do?” She went into protective mode instantly.

“We made out and she took off my shirt. I took off hers and I unbuttoned her jeans. I swear, that’s all that happened. She just stopped and pulled away. She keeps apologizing. She’s rocking on her bed, crying. What do I do? I didn’t mean to.” I apologized. She looked panicked.

“It’s not your fault. She can’t move at the same pace other women can. She’s been through a lot.” She told me.

“I know. I fucked up.” I told her. “How do I fix it?” I asked her.

“Let me go talk to her. You may want to invite Brian inside. Don’t make him sit out in the car forever. It’s bad manners.” She lectured. I nodded and watched her go upstairs. I waited by the foot of the stairs until Gwen came out of Angela’s room. It felt like I stood there for hours. “She’s okay. She’s going to take some medicine and I’m going to help her shower. Why don’t you and Brian help yourself to something from the kitchen? Jace’ll be here soon. He can keep you company for a little while.” She told me. I nodded.

“Okay. Thank you.” I forced my legs to move. I went outside and got Jace. “Hey, Gwen wants us to hang out here a bit.” I told him. He nodded. “She said we could raid the kitchen.” I told him. His face lit up. As soon as I closed to the front door he beckoned me into the kitchen.

“Tell me what’s going on with Angela.” He demanded.

“I can’t, bro.”

“Bullshit. Something’s going on with her. Everyone in the band can see it. Jimmy said something yesterday. Don’t lie to me, Matt.” He pushed. I shook my head.

“It’s not my secret to tell.”

“Just tell me that I’m wrong. There’s no way all of that is from a fall. I know you. You’re my brother. You wouldn’t put hands on her. Jace is my boy. I see how he is with her. He would kill anyone who hurt her. It’s her stepdad, isn’t it?” He asked. I didn’t say anything. “That’s what I thought. We won’t look at her any differently because of it.” He told me.

“It’s not about me. It’s not my life to tell you about, Brian. If you want to know something, maybe you should ask her.” I told him.

“I’m asking you.”

“Maybe you should ask me.” Jace told him, coming into the kitchen. “Where’s Angela?” He asked.

“Upstairs with your mom.” I told him.

“If you hurt her, I don’t care how she feels about you, you’re dead. Do you understand? You’re not going to pressure her into anything she’s not ready for.” Jace got in my face. I deserve it but that doesn’t mean I’m going to take it laying down. I pushed him away from me.

“I would never hurt her.” I told him. He smirked.

“So she did that to herself?” He asked.

“I didn’t know.” I told him.

“Then maybe you should find out how to treat her.” He spat, running upstairs.

“Man, tell me what’s going on.” Brian asked, again.

“I’ll tell you what you want to know if she’s okay with it.” I told him. He nodded.

-.-
Angela’s POV

I finally felt warm in the shower. Gwen was half in the shower with me, helping me stand up. I sighed. The anti-depressants and the anxiety medicine are helping me calm down. Matt must think I’m a giant head-case. He deserves someone normal.

I turned off the water and accepted the towel from Gwen. I wrapped it around my body and pulled on my robe. Jace busted through the door.

“Are you okay? What did he do?” He demanded.

“I’m fine. It wasn’t his fault. Calm down.” I told him. He clamped his mouth shut.

“The boy made an honest mistake, Jace.” Gwen told him. He sighed.

“But you’re okay?” He asked. I nodded. “Good.” He kissed my forehead and left the room.

“Are you okay?” Gwen asked me. I nodded.

“I wanted it. I mean, I know I did. He didn’t pressure me into anything. But, it’s like my mind sabotages me. I just kept picturing…” I tried to tell her.

“I know, baby. It’s okay.” She told me, hugging me. “Let’s get you dressed.” She told me. I followed her out of the bathroom and threw on some loose pajamas and left my hair down. We went downstairs together. Time to face to music.

“Hey,” Matt came over to me and hugged me, softly.

“Hey, yourself. Sorry about earlier.” I told him. He shook his head.

“I’m the one who should be apologizing.” He countered.

“It’s okay, Matt.” I promised him.

“I’m ordering pizza.” Gwen announced, leaving the room. Brian followed her making food requests.

“Does Brian know?” I asked him.

“He pretty much guessed what was going on but I didn’t tell him anything.” He told me.

“It’s okay. He probably would have found out sometime. Just, don’t tell anyone else.” I told him.

“You’re okay with him knowing?” He asked. I shrugged.

“Well, it’s not like he can un-know something. It’s fine.”

“You’re beautiful.” He kissed my cheek. I rolled my eyes.

“Not.”

“You are. I think you should go talk to Jace. I can wait.” He told me.

“You’re telling me to talk to him?”

“I trust you.”

“Good.”

Notes

I may post a follow-up chapter if I'm feeling ambitious.

Comments

This is an amazing story. Some chapters were hard to read but I was hooked. Thank you for sharing it.

OMG! Freaking amazing story! I started reading at about 11:30pm and only just finished (05:40am) in some aspects this story reflects my life, think that is why I was hooked! I read the first chapters of 'almost easy' then found this one

Crimson day Crimson day
2/15/17

@Amy Summers
Thank you, doll!:)

I really love this story. Well done!

Amy Summers Amy Summers
4/18/14

@Deathbat_foREVer

Awesome! :) I hope you enjoy it! It's still in progress and is turning out to be longer than this one was. Stay excellent! <3