*Carry On*

***Brian's POV***

After another amazing round of sex, I find myself face-to-face with the most beautiful creature on the planet. I smile while my calloused fingers graze her cheeks and her dark brown eyes stare back at me. Damn Kaylyn is beautiful...

"So are you excited to go back on tour?" Kaylyn asks and I can't help but laugh. After those amazing rounds of sex, she wants to talk about me? Is she serious? Well this is a first! I guess there is a first time for everything because in my experience girls don't ask about me....I smile as I roll us both over so that we are on our sides.

" Honestly...yeah!" I say with a smile. I picture me and the guys on stage having a great time, making music, and dicking around. Oh that shit is the best! "I can't wait to focus on my music again and forget all the stupid relationship drama that's plagued me for months," I sigh.

Suddenly there is another thunderous knock at the door and Kaylyn squeaks in surprise. I can't help but chuckle lightly as I put my hand on hers.

"Haner you better not be in there!" a voice calls from the the other side of the door. Shit...busted. Fuck me for promising not to need the anti-relationship contract, I think, kicking myself now. Not like the contract would stop me from doing what I want. I'm a grow man!

"Fuck," I mutter, looking at Kaylyn with panic in my eyes. We both know that we are in deep shit if the guys find us here. "We've got to do something," I whisper, quickly getting up and grabbing my clothes from the floor. "Zack will fire both of us if he knows..."

Kaylyn frowns before a smirk comes over her face. "Quick, go hide in the spare room closet!" She whispers just as another thunderous knock sounds at the door.

"Rizzo! Open up! We know Haner is in there!"

I quickly peck Kaylyn's lips before dashing into the closet and burying myself behind the plastic garment bags. A few seconds later the door opens and I hear footsteps enter the main room.

"Where is he?" Zacky's voice thunders. I bit my lip knowing that we are fucked. Damn it why did this alway happen to me? Well...I don't mean hiding in closets to avoid getting you new girl...I mean friend fired. I mean the shit hitting the fan on my every action.

I hear Kaylyn yawn before she responds. "Where is who? It's just me," she says in a tired tone. Damn right she better be tired after the fuck we just had....I'm getting hard again thinking about it. I'm bound to get blue balls...fuck.

The room is silent for a few moments before I hear a loud sigh. "Well were the fuck is Haner then?"

"I already told you, I saw him leave with some blond..." Is that Jimmy?

"Did you see him after dinner, Rizzo?" Zack asks. Just by his tone I can tell that he his pinching the bridge of his nose. Take a chill pill Baker! I'm not your problem tonight. What he needs is to get laid!

"Just at the bar as he was leaving with a blond, like Jimmy said. He said he would be back in the morning." Kaylyn's voice sounds so professional and my dick twinges with excitement. It would be so fucking hot to take her on a desk in an office....focus Haner! "Don't worry I warned him that this was his last one night stand before tour...this morning we talked about how it's bad publicity to be a womanizer."

Womanizer? Is that what Kaylyn really thinks of me? That may be my Synyster Gates image, but that's not Brian Haner. I hope she knows that... A frown pulls over my lips. But why do I care what she thinks? She's just a fun new play thing...right? She can't be anything more she can't be my...girl friend. I swallow thickly, a small rush of panic flooding my veins. I-I can't have feelings for her. I refuse! We can only be friends and nothing else!

"Brian?" Kaylyn calls, pulling me from my panicked thoughts. "You can come out now, they are gone."
I slowly climb out of the closet, trying to calm myself back down. I would be an asshole for bringing up the whole friendship talk so I would have to wait until morning. Once standing back up, Kaylyn jumps up into my arms.

"I can't believe they bought it!" She giggled, as I wrap my arms around her. It's hard to put my wall back up when she makes me feel so comfortable.

"Yeah, you were great," I say distantly.

Kaylyn instantly looks up at me with questions in her eyes and all I can do is look away. "Talk to me, Brian," she says softly as she pulls me back towards the bed in the dark.

I purse my lips as I think about the right words to say, knowing that she might not understand either way. I look away again but her small hands pull my face back towards her. "Listen Brian, I know..." She sighs before continuing. "I know that you're not looking for a relationship but I like you and I'm here to help you...you can tell me anything...."

Kaylyn's eyes look so pure and so truthful that I almost throw all caution to the wind and tell her that I like her too, even though I'm not even ready to admit that to myself yet. I clench my teeth, pronouncing my bottom jaw, and take in a sharp breath. Now is as good a time as ever I guess...

"Aubrey really crushed me," I say softly, rolling over on my back and looking up at the ceiling. "When I asked her to marry me and she said yes, everything seemed so perfect...we had talk about having kids, going on vacation, and even buying a bigger house..."

"A bigger house?" Kaylyn suddenly laughs. "Oops...sorry. I'm listening. I just didn't know your house wasn't big enough..."

I smile and glance at her out of the corner of my eye. "Well not for Aubrey it wasn't. Anyway, we were so excited about getting married and starting a family that we decided to elope here in Vegas. She asked for my bank card so that she could buy the perfect dress, and who was I to stop her From having her dream wedding? At that point, I would have went to the moon and back for that girl."

I sigh and pinch the bridge of my nose before I continue, realizing how stupid I was.

"Anyway so Jimmy and I left for Vegas and we showed up at the chapel we had arranged only to wait forever for her not to show up. I knew she wasn't coming when the bank called and told me that half of my account had been emptied in a day," I almost laugh. "I felt like such an idiot because then I realized that she had been using me for three years. I only found out that she had been cheating on me with some asshole named Damon when I looked over my receipts and the security footage at my house....I was devastated. She took everything and left me..."

"Brian," Kaylyn's voice said softly, her lips kissing my shoulder.

"Please don't pity me too..I get enough of that from Jimmy. I know I was an idiot and I refuse to make that mistake again. I'm never going to be I a relationship again...so if you're looking for a 'friend' I can handle that....but don't ask me to be..."

Before I could mutter the evil word 'boyfriend', Kaylyn's phone rings from the table. Who the hell is calling at two I the morning?

Notes

Well Brian finally opened up about Aubrey, but pulled out the friend card on Kaylyn. How will she respond? Will she answer her phone?