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Say You'll Haunt Me *ON HOLD*

You Can Say Anything You Wanna Say

So far today was going well. I was the first to wake up, making a huge breakfast of pancakes, bacon, eggs and hash browns. The girls came out of their caves not long after I start cooking. Good for them, saved me from having to go upstairs with a pot and fry pan to wake their lazy asses up. After breakfast we decided to head to the beach for a while, soak up some sun and catch some waves, well Veronika and I did. The other girls weren’t into surfing as much as the two of us were but they still enjoyed themselves.

“Let’s get some lunch?” I asked, slamming the end of my surfboard into the sand.

“Ugh, yes. I’m fucking starved! Let’s go!” Selena replied, jumping up from the ground.

We threw our clothes back on and decided to take our stuff back to the car. Like fuck I was carrying around a fucking surfboard. That shit was heavy as fuck. “Where do we want to go?” I asked, closing the trunk of Zara’s SUV. “How about some pizza? Fuck I’m craving something cheesy and fucking greasy.”

“You have a way with words Tash,” I replied with a laugh. “Pizza it is. Let’s go girls. We have enough time to get some lunch, go home and chill out for a bit before we have to get ready to go to dinner.”

Even though we spoke about having a band practice today, none of us could be bothered. We just didn’t feel like doing shit today. After a hectic week at work, god knows we deserved a break, even if it was only for 24 hours. Luckily my last shift was next Friday and man I really keen for that day to get here. I loved the people I worked with but I hated the job.

“So are you girls excited for tonight?” Nika asked as we made ourselves in a corner booth.

We all nodded in response and dropped into a conversation about who the possible second band that we were touring with could be.

“I vote it being Escape the Fate. I’d fuck TJ Bell in a heartbeat,” Zara spoke, her voice muffled from the large bite of pizza she had just shoved down her throat.

“You do know that he has a girlfriend right?” Evie asked, her eyebrows raised high.

Zara shrugged. “I’m sure I can talk her into giving him a hall pass for the night.”

Shaking my head, I nibbled on my pizza thinking of who the band could be. Good Charlotte? Avenged Sevenfold? Motionless in White? Asking Alexandria? It could be any band I didn’t care. I just hoped that they were someone we could get along with nicely because if not, then this tour was destined to go wrong.

“What’s got you in deep thought Em?” Tash asked, giving me a nudge.

“Huh? What? Oh I was just thinking of who the band could be. To be honest I don’t care who it is, just as long as we get along nicely with them. This is our first tour; we don’t need anything to go wrong.”

The girls nodded in agreement, knowing that I was right. We needed this tour to go in our favour. It’s not every day you go on tour with a couple of mega popular bands. “What if the fans don’t like our music?” Selena asked, suddenly looking worried.

“I’m not sure that’ll be a problem. I mean we already have a pretty decent size fan base. I mean for newbies that is b-.”

“Emilia, we’re going on tour with a couple well known bands that have fan bases 5X bigger than ours. We’ve never performed in crowds bigger than 100 people. I’m freaking out about this. Like my anxiety is slowly about to go through the roof right now,” Selena replied, starting to freak out.

Nika and Tash hugged her tightly. “Selena, breathe honey,” Tash spoke, rubbing her back softly. “Have you been taking your anxiety medication?” She added.

Selena shook her head. “No, I haven’t needed it. I’ve been feeling really good.”

Tash let out a soft sigh and looked at her carefully. “Selena, you know what the doctor said.”

Selena hung her head in shame and nodded weakly. “I know but something changed a couple weeks ago and I’ve been thinking great but now thinking about performing in front of thousands of people scares the fuck out of me.”

“It’s okay Selena. You’ll be okay. Just please, take your medication.”

She nodded and smiled. Selena and Tash were the closest out of us girls. Tash treated Selena like she was her little sister, always looked out for her, made sure she was okay, always made sure she took her medication for her anxiety and pretty much acted like her therapist. Tash owned her own home and became Selena’s parental guardian after her parents passed away. She looked after her and Selena was extremely appreciative of that fact. Tash was the eldest of us all; she was our mother figure so naturally, she was the one to take care of us.

Soon enough lunch was over and we decided to head back to the house. I was pretty worn out after our surfing expedition and I could do with a nap before tonight, otherwise, I was going to crabby and not a nice person to be around. Once I climbed into my bed, I closed my eyes but it seemed like 5 minutes had only passed before I had Evie running into my room and waking my sorry ass up.

I climbed out and dragged my feet into my bathroom, stripping myself if my clothes and jumping in the shower. For some reason, I had a good feeling about tonight but I wasn’t getting my hopes up because it seemed everything would go to shit if I did.



“Wow, you’re on time for once,” Jeremy verbalized with a smirk as the girls and I made our way into the back room. I flipped him off, giving hugs and kisses to the rest of the 5FDP guys. “Hi daddy,” I said with a smile, pressing a kiss to his cheek.

“Hi honey, how are you?”

“I’m good,” I answered, nodding my head.

“I’m sorry I didn’t come over and tell you the news myself yesterday.”

“It’s fine daddy. You were busy. It happens.”

“I know sweetie but I still felt like shit. I wanted to see your response when I told you that you were going on tour with us and actually performing this time. That’s been your lifelong dream since you were younger.”

I smiled at him brightly. “Daddy, I understand. I’m not mad but you’ll still get to see me be on stage. That’ll make up for it but for now, let’s enjoy a nice meal and meet this other band we’re supposed to touring with.”

“What…didn’t Jeremy tell you?” He asked with a confused look.

I shook my head. “Nope, he just said that we were meeting the band here for dinner.”

“I wanted it to be a surprise, Jason. Lord knows Lia and the rest of the girls will probably either shit themselves or die of a heart attack when they see who the band is,” Jeremy piped up, a sinister smirk on his lips.

I looked at him carefully and frowned, not understanding why he would think I’d act like that. I shook my head, not bothering to reply and took a sip from my water before scanning over the menu.

“Ah and here they are,” Ivan said with a grin. “Hey guys, welcome.”

Looking up, I watched 6 guys walk into the room. I knew who they were as soon as I looked at their faces. The band we were going on tour with was Avenged Sevenfold…nice. I smiled, knowing that the girls – especially Veronika and Selena – would silently be freaking out. Adverting my gaze to look at my friends around the table, I giggled when I saw their expressions. Well, what do you know...I was right. "Roni, close your mouth before you get a fly stuck in your throat."

She quickly snapped out of her star struck moment and glared at me, flipping me off in the process. I laughed and blew a kiss her way before looking at the person who called my name. "Yes dad?" I asked, smiling up at him.

"Honey, obviously you know who they are, of course, but I just wanted to introduce you to them. Guys, this is my daughter Emilia and her band Black Widow. Girls, why don’t you introduce yourselves?"

"Emilia, lead guitar and unclean vocals."

"Zara, clean and lead vocals."

"Evie, rhythm guitar."

"Selena, bass."

"Natasha, keyboard, violin and tour manager."

"Veronika, drums."

"Nope, this is not happening. We didn’t agree to this. We’re not having an all-female band on this tour!" Johnny Christ declared, holding his hands up and shaking his head.

I arched an eyebrow and looked at him, getting from my seat.

"Look we’re not here to make you fucking happy. We’re here to do what we have dreamed of doing and if you have a problem with us, write it down on a piece of a paper, bend over and shove it up your ass,” Evie snapped, standing up from her chair, glaring a Johnny.

“Hey, no need to act like a bitch!” M. Shadows retorted.

“Are you fucking serious right now?” I sneered, clenching my fists. “Not even 5 minutes and you come in here and start complaining that they’re going on tour with a bunch of girls. I’ll have you know Matthew that we could rock circles around your goddamn selfish asses!”

“Honey, don’t start something you can’t finish. We all know it wouldn’t end well,” Synyster Gates grumbled, watching me with a uninterested expression.

I watched him with dark eyes and pushed two fingers against his hard chest. “I would love to insult you…but that would be beyond the level of your intelligence.”

“Emilia, let’s go. This isn’t worth our time or energy. Thanks for the offer to go on tour Ivan, but we’re going to pass,” Zara spoke, hugging my father and uncles.

The girls started to walk out of the room but stopped and waited for me near the entrance. “Es triste darse cuenta de que la banda pasé casi toda mi vida buscando hasta, llegar a ser un montón de pendejos,” I said before stepping to the side and leaving the back room.


Notes

Chapter title credit: You're A Lie - Slash & Myles Kennedy (Feat) The Conspirators

"Es triste darse cuenta de que la banda pasé casi toda mi vida buscando hasta, llegar a ser un montón de pendejos." = "It's sad to realize that the band I spent pretty much my whole life looking up to, turn out to be a bunch of assholes"

So I'm really sorry I haven't uploaded for the last week. I was on a spur-of-the-moment road trip across country with my dad to go pick up our new family boat since we have a huge fishing competition this weekend and we sold our old boat, thinking we'd get the new boat in time, which obviously wasn't the case. Anyways, I'm back home now and I was meant to post this chapter before I left last week but didn't have a chance to so I have decided that I'm gonna try and do a double upload so the next chapter should be up in a couple hours. I promise to upload something and if the second chapter is short, I'll make it up to you in the next one. Also, I'm gonna start changing up the POVs too :)

I'm sorry I made Brian, Johnny, and Matt out to be huge cockheads but the reason will be revealed in the next chapter, I promise. Also, I've decided to throw a bit of Spanish into the story since my character "Emilia" is part Spanish and I'm using Google Translator so please forgive me if the Spanish in the story isn't 100% correct.

I'm really glad you guys are enjoying the story, I'm having so much fun writing it. Alright, well until next time guys, I love you xxx

PS: What do you guys think of Avenged Sevenfold's new single? Not even 1 minute into the song, I feel in love with it, the opening guitar riff and the drumming like HOLY FUCKING SHIT! Plus I feel like Matt's vocals sound different but a good different. I like it. Did anyone else notice his vocals sounding different or was it just me?

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~HarleyQuinzel1001

Comments

@Red-Lips-Like-Razors
STRAYA!

I just spent the past two days reading this and I really hope you'll be able to get back on track with it sometime soon, because it's fantastic. Hope you're doing well.
- Sincerely, a fellow Australian Deathbat xx

Hope you are doing well! I miss this story! :)

KWally2 KWally2
3/12/17

It's perfectly fine! We're not going anywhere;)

Hey, it's totally cool. Take your time, we can wait :)

Holly Holly
1/17/17