Unwritten

"Jimmy?"
"Shh. Just let me do this."

*Bad Diary Milk by Pedro the Lion starts to play in my mind*

He brought his lips to mine and kissed me gently. I stayed still shocked, when he saw my expression he just smiled. "I love that face, i love all of your faces." He leaned in again for another kiss, this time he moved his hands to my waist, which pulled my shirt up a little. It took me a couple seconds to realize what was going on. Jimmy was kind, cute, and he's just a wonderful person but how can i tell that this isn't a mistake. Fuck it! We're both drunk that's a good enough reason. I put my arms around his back and brushed my fingers through his hair and kissed back. His hands moved down to my butt, then he picked me up and moved me so i was sitting on the counter and could reach his height. I smiled and tugged on his lip while i was kissing him. Then he returned to his original position as i wrapped my legs around him. Kissing led to making out and making out leads to...French kissing. I've never french kissed someone before. He suddenly disconnected our lips, keeping his hands still on my waist.
"What's wrong?"
"I think we should stop here." I was kind of relieved that he wanted to stop, but i was also scared. Did i do something wrong? "I know that you haven't done anything with guys yet and i don't want to be that one asshole guy that you totally regret." He knew!
"Thank you. To be honest i'm afraid of going any further. Sorry." He smiled at me, accepting my answer.
"Don't be sorry, i'm happy for your decision. That's how it should be. You should only do things when you feel comfortable and not forced."
"Thank you for understanding." I hugged him from my sitting position on the counter. "So do you still want your keys or are you crashing here?"
"I'll do both." I really didn't want him driving when he drank double the amount i did. He held his hand out to help me off of the counter and walked to the couch to get his keys. Then we went upstairs to my room and just laid on my bed. Neither of us went to sleep, instead we spent the whole night talking about life, cracking jokes, and sharing memories. This is a memory i will definitely keep. I know Zacky kissed me, but i feel like it didn't mean anything. But Jimmy...damn why do they have to be Matt's friends!?

Notes

Listen to Bad Diary Days while reading this chapter. The song is just really good and gives a cool groove.