Another week, no answer. Hope is lost and i don't think i can go on. Tonight us the last night i will stay. I don't even really remember what i look like at the moment. Fuck i miss him, i miss all of them. What am i supposed to do about school? It's not like i'm going to have a future after tonight anyways. I'm sorry Jimmy, Matt, Zacky, Johnny, Brian. I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry. I'm sorry i didn't wait for you to find me, i couldn't. Just please forgive me one day........

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Matt's P.O.V.

"I'm sorry, but there's no sign of her. No reports, no nothing. Even the police said we should just give up. You're not going to get anything from that area." Brian said to me softly.
"Shut up. We will find her!"
"I don't want to give up either, i want to find her, but she's not a local they don't care about us. There were tons of other girls up on the wall that disappeared at the same place and they were never found. No one is even looking for them anymore. Liv isn't important to them like she is to us."
"Why don't we get the fans to help? I know we tell them to keeps their eyes out at our shows but maybe they could do some advertising for us like they did for our band."
"We can try but no one knows where she is. We are miles away she could be anywhere."
"FUCK! I just want my fucking sister! She doesn't deserve this. She's the good kid, pure-heart, always takes care of everyone. She has a bright future, why did they have to take her."
"Because that's what they wanted. The person who took her observed her. They knew exactly who she was."
"She was my sister, that's why they took her. God, can we just cancel the tour? I can't go on knowing that she's out there tied in some man's closet."
"I can't go on either, but this tour can help us spread the word out about her, so they can look too and we have out of state watchmen."
"......How many more shows?"
"Halfway there."
"Fuck." I mumble. That's like 1-2 months. Anything could happen in that period of time.
"I know, but think of it as a state-wide search. Maybe something will turn up?" He tried to smile but i could see pain in his eyes as well. I wasn't the only one that lost a sister. This Christmas felt like one from Hell. We didn't even get to celebrate with her, i couldn't celebrate as a family. Now we're starting the New Years without her and everyday has felt like shit. Our shows were good but they could be better. All the boys have been gloomy lately especially Jimmy. We all felt like it was our job to watch and protect her, but we failed. She's gone. I won't give up Liv, I will find you even if i have to wait years, just please still be alive.

Notes

Sorry i've been MIA recently. Been getting into the wrong crowd of people...but anyways i got my nose pierced :)