Jimmy's POV

We've plastered missing signs everywhere for here and offered rewards. They tried to get anything they possibly could about her whereabouts. Matt was absolutely crushed, he would curse at himself for not taking better care of her and his mom had people looking for her out of the city. It even affected our playing, we'd always keep an extra eye out for someone at our shows who looks suspicious or if she was there. We had to leave this area soon but we don't care if we have to cancel our other shows, we can't go on without her. When i showed Matt the note, we had to move him to an open space just so he wouldn't break anything, then he cried for a while and took her lock of hair. He keeps it in his wallet and brings it everywhere. Val and Michelle feel responsible for not watching her and bringing her along even though it's not their fault. Everyone needs each other more than ever but instead we've seen less of each other since everyone just kept thinking about things they've could have done. I have been trying to conduct my own search but i'm SOL (Shit out of luck). The only thing left was that note. I should have never brought her to the show, i should have never been with her then she wouldn't be here. I should have noticed the missing girl signs plastered all over the bar. Right after she disappeared i checked them out and saw that they all went missing in that bar but within a month of each other. This has got to be a coincidence. If someone knows about one of these girl then maybe we can find her. God i missed her so much. Her kisses, her smile, i need her back. I never even got to give her my gift on Christmas, now it just stays in my bed. Her bag is still how she left it, kind of scattered everywhere from getting ready. I think about her everyday, more than when she was with me. I should have treated her like a Goddess, i should have never cheated on her, i've been a terrible fucking boyfriend. But worst of all, i should have been with her, that's why she's gone. I take a bottle for my sorrows. I can't give up, but i don't really have any hope left.

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"Matt!" I hear a little girl's voice yelling from inside. She walks out with her hair in messy pigtails, a shirt that was way too big for her that was probably Matt's since it said Metallica on it, and bright eyes.
"What do you want Olivia!?" He yells back at her, uh oh sibling problems.
"Stop leaving the toilet seat up! I fell in it AGAIN! Mom already told you not to do it and you still do!" She whined.
"Shut up, I'm the only guy in the house so i do what i want."
"I'm telling mom that."
"No you freaking wont." He quickly flashed her a death glare.
"No bad words Matthew!"
"Don't call me that you little-"
"MOM!" She yells in her high pitched voice and Matt quickly grabs her and shushes her.
"You call mom and you can say hello to the toilet bowl again but this time it'll be your head. Now go away....you're such a pain in the ass." She gulped and started crying as she ran away, but not towards the house.
"Dude, where is she going?" I asked in a hushed tone. He's normally not this mean to his sister. He can be a jerk to her but he treats her like a little princess.
"Who cares?" He looks back over at his sister running away and falling, "Oh Shit!" He yells and jumps out of his seat towards her.
"I.....just.....want to run........away..." She says in between tears as she tries to get up, but the Matt comes from beside her and pulls her to him.
"Olivia! Watch where you're running you idiot! You could have fallen in the street and then what? You'd be dead."
"So, you hate me. I don't want to be in a place where you hate me." His eyes soften at her words.
"I don't hate you, i could never hate you. I'm sorry i was just really pissed off okay? I should have never been that mean to you."
"Why Matt? You're never that mean to me and you scared me. I thought you really hated me. Why are you so mean?" Her tears came balling out of her eyes again.
"I'm sorry Liv. I love you so much you are my little princess. "
"Prove it." She smirked with tears.
"....Ice cream and hot fudge brownies?"
"I've got the best brother in the world!" She yells and gets on his back.
"Just remind mom that."
When did they become distant?

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I wake up with a smile that quickly fades once i realized that it was no more. Things have changed, we grew up, started a band, became distant with Liv, and now we lost her for what could be forever. I would give anything to get her back not just for me but for Matt. He's killing himself on the inside and the outside shows it. She was his little princess, one of the people that he cared most about and now she's gone.

Notes

So Matt's around 14 here in the flashback and Liv is like 9-10