Tension

**Alexis's POV**

I push Brian flat on his bunk and run my fingers across his belt and slowly hook them inside the waistband of his jeans. He let's out a sexy low growl and even though I'm incredibly nervous to have sex with him, part of me wants to prove that I'm adult enough to do whatever I want to.

I try to unbuckle his pants but he places his hand over mine and stops me. I let out and exaggerated huff and crawl off him and pulls my knees to my chest, "Please tell me that my age isn't what's making you uncomfortable, or is it?" I say sadly and rest my forehead against my knees in defeat.

Brian cups my face and forces me to look at him, "No...I don't think of you as a little kid Lexi, but I want to know your reasons for wanting to sleep with me before we actually do it. I care a lot about you so if you think that you have to do this just to keep my interest, I assure you...you don't." he admits honestly and I can't help but let tears stream down my face.

"I love you Brian...I always had a crush on you but when you stood up for me at my graduation I knew that I had fallen for you" I sob and take a deep breath, "I guess I wanted to -" I say but he interjects.

"You wanted to what? Thank me?" he asks in a semi-hurt tone and I nod my head slightly. "Aw Lex, don't...I would stand up for you, in front of you, or beside you any day and I don't need sexual favors to make me do it. I love you too and I hope that we can take this relationship to the next level first" he say and I raise an eyebrow at him.

"You love me?" I ask and he nods his head yes and I can't help but grin widely. "Wait, but you said you didn't want to have sex with me" I pout and he chuckles and pulls me on top of his lap.

"I never said that!" he exclaims loudly and my cheeks burn in embarrassment. "I said I would to take our relationship to the next level first" he explains and I give him a puzzled look. "Alexis Little, will you be my official girlfriend?" he asks with hopeful eyes.

I tap my chin like I'm actually pondering my options and watch his expression turn to worry before I glance up at him with a huge grin on my face, "Oh God....I can't believe you actually were worried I might say no! Of course I'll be your girlfriend...I would be more if you asked me to" I slip out absentmindedly and quickly cover my mouth when I realize what I said.

Brian gives me a sexy wink, "That's good to know" he whispers before tugging my lips towards his and kissing me passionately.

The tour bus lurches forward and Brian tumbles backwards and pulls me down with him. I break the kiss and smile down at his perfect face, "So now that we are officially dating, how about we celebrate?" I offer and he flips us over so that I'm pinned beneath him.

"Hmmmm....I say that sounds like an amazing idea" he whispers out and lifts my shirt off and trails kisses all over my exposed flesh. He pauses with his lips inches from the top of my jeans and looks up at me, "You have to be quiet, got it? I don't need Jimmy coming in and tearing me off of you" he says and I roll my eyes and nod my head in agreement.

He slowly unbuttons my jeans and shimmies them down my legs and takes my panties down with them. I slight wave of panic consumes me and I try to shy away from the perfect man hovering over me. What if he sees my flaws? What if he thinks I'm a terrible lover? What if? What if? WHAT IF?!?

Brian senses my discomfort and crawl back up next to me, "I'm so sorry....I want to but I'm afraid that I will disappoint you or that you will be totally grossed out by me" I whisper sadly and he nuzzles my nose with his.

"Ok first off, we don't have to do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable but don't think that I'm saying that because I actually believe what you're saying is true. I think you would be an incredible lover and here..." he says and grabs my hand and places it over his large erection to prove his next point, "...you most definitely DON'T gross me out!"

I run my fingers back and forth over his crotch and he bites his lips trying not to moan. "Can I be honest with you?" I ask and he nods his head but keep his eyes closed in pleasure, "I've never done this before" I admit and his eyes shoot open.

"You're a virgin?!" he hisses out quietly and I nod my head yes and tug the blanket up over my nearly naked body in shame. "Oh shit, I'm sorry Lexi...I didn't mean it in a bad way. I just thought-" he says and I let out a half hearted laugh.

"Trust me Brian, the guys weren't exactly lining up to get with me...most of them knew they could do better than me" I admit sadly and he scoffs.

"The guys are you're school were fucking idiots and if you let me I will prove it..." he says and I swallow harshly.

Am I really ready to give up my innocence...especially to the guy I always dreamed would take it?!

Notes

Uh oh....Alexis is a virgin!

Will she allow Brian to be her first or will she be too self-conscious to let him be?!

I hope that this makes my amazing friend Iida feel better since she's in bed sick with the flu....I updated again just for you!!!