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After All That We've Been Through

Trying Not To Feel

Kady's POV

Well, I had done it. I had dropped to a new all time low. I slept with the devil himself: Synyster Fucking Gates, the man I promised myself that I would never have any contact with again. But here I am, like some freaking idiot cuddled up in his arms. The bastard was snoring softly in my ear and I cringed at the noise. God, even his snoring pissed me off. Really, after one go grandpa Haner needs to take a fucking nap? I didn't know my room was the new geriatric center, my bad.

I scoffed as I scooted away from him but I instantly regretted my movements. My whole body ached from the hardcore fuck I just endured and I can feel the bruises forming on my thighs. Fuck this, I think as I let out a sigh. I would never admit it to myself, but I really enjoyed the sex and I missed the way his arms felt around me. I chanced a glance back at him and felt a small smile pull over my face. Damn he's fucking hot, even with his mouth hanging open. Shit, Kad, get your act together! You can't fall for this crap again!

Taking in a shaky breath, I forced myself to move away from Brian. We've played this game before and I was the one who always got burned. I pulled out of his arms and sat up on the bed as he snored even louder. Shut up dude, god! Don't make me puncture my own ear drums so I don't have to be reminded of what an idiot I am. I sighed and put my head in my hands as I sat at the edge of the bed. My body and my heart longed for me to cuddle back up to Brian in bed while mind told me to run for my life.

"How the hell do I keep getting mixed up with shit like this?" I mutter to myself, pulling my matted red locks.

Ever since I could remember I had been running from one man or another. First it was my dead beat father, then Caleb, Marley, and finally Gates. I really thought Brian was different but I guess he was a runner too. And sure, Marley and I were back to being best friends but there was definitely something different between us; his fucking dick. Now I hadn't slept with Marley but I did notice the fucking boner that poked his jeans ever time I got to close. I was ignoring it for now, though I had multiple urges to rip him a new asshole about it. But asking a man to control his dick was like herding cats.

Suddenly I feel two strong arms wrap around my waist."Come here," Brain said as he pulled me be back towards him. I smiled at his actions, momentarily forgetting my wall of hatred I'd built up towards him. "What are you doing all the way over there?" He asked, kissing up my shoulder in between each word.
My body shivered in response to his lips as I forced myself to engage my defense mechanism. No, no, no! I don't want to be closer to you so that you can make me forget what a dick you are! My body tensed up and I pulled out of his embrace, standing to face him in all my naked glory. I couldn't help but let my eyes wander down toward his large fully erect cock, my mouth watering at the sight.

"Babe, what are you doing?" Brian asked, a sexy smirk pulling at his lips as he reached for me again.

Babe? Seriously? Brian you can't be stupid enough to think I'm going to take you back after one amazing fuck. "I'm not your fucking babe," I spit, crossing my arms and my eyes narrowing at him. "You lost that privilege, now get the fuck out."

Brian threw his head back and laughed until his eyes met mine again. "You can't be serious," he said with an incredulous look.

"Oh, I'm serious, buddy," I shoot back with a smirk of my own. Brian's face fell and he let out a scoff. "What, did you really think you could just fuck my brains out and everything would be sunshine and rainbows?" I laughed, watching his brow knit together. "This," I said motioning up and down my body. "Was a one time deal and you can kiss whatever little fantasies you had goodbye."

"Won't you just let me explain?" Brian rages, his hands running over his face.

"Explain that you're an asshole who made his bed and now has to lay in it? No thank you," I said in the most bitterly sweet tone possible. "Now leave, I've got plans." Like drinking the entire bottle of Jameson by myself to forget that you exist and how charming you can be...

"Kad, please..." His amazing chocolate brown eyes meet me with a pleading look. "I'm sorry...I was an idiot and I realize that now..."

I rip my eyes away from him and grab his clothes off the floor. "Yeah, you and me both. Don't plan on me bowing down at your feet now..." I said, feeling my eyes starting to water. Damn it, why did I have to have feelings for this bastard and why was he trying to apologize. I know guys like him, they will just go back to their one trick pony show. I was a phase and nothing more. My heart and my music didn't need that kind torture, I have had enough of that in my life.

"Kad--"

"Just go!" I rage, pointing toward the door as I felt a tear on the verge if falling. I would be damned if I would give him the satisfaction of knowing he hurt me so much when he left me in my time of need. You'd think I'd be used to it by now with how many times I'd been left or let down in my life.

Without another look towards Brian, I rushed into the bathroom and slammed the door. It was then that the tears started to fall again. God damn it, why was it so easy to love him? I wanted to hate him with every ounce of my being but I couldn't. Part of me knew that we belonged together, wether that be a good or bad thing. I knew that I couldn't put myself through that hurt, torment, and secrecy that went along with our relationship. Brian Haner Jr. would not break my heart again.

Brian's POV

How could she send me out of the room like this? I just rocked her world AND told her I was sorry! I never tell anyone that I'm fucking sorry! What more did I need to do to get it through her thick scull that I was sorry? Did I need to write it in the fucking sky? Tell everyone that I'm falling in love with Kadence Parker? Wait, was I really falling for her? Fuck, god knows she's the one thing I'm thinking about 12 times out of ten.

I scoffed as I put on my pants after Kady ran into the bathroom. This is why I don't fall for girls, I fuck them and leave them. That way I'm not the one getting the shaft. I was beyond pissed at Kady for telling me off. Where did she get off? When did she become fucking perfect! Fuck, if she didn't want anything to do with me then she can go to hell. I was done playing this game and getting bitch slapped each time.

I grabbed my shirt and headed for the door, stopping momentarily to hear the sound of sobs from the bathroom. I hung my head and let out a sigh. Fuck...she really does hate me. Pinching the bridge of my nose, I opened the door only to find myself face to face with Caleb Parker.

He looks me up and down with his narrow blue eyes before snapping, "What the fuck are you doing here?"

I smirk and shake me head, not believing my luck. How the hell did I draw the short stick today? Both of the Parkers had a temper like a firecracker and I managed to trigger both in one day...lucky me.

"I was checking in to see if she wanted to go down to the pool with me and the guys," I lied, not knowing where the guys were right now. "Would you like to join us?" I added, hoping he would buy my story. I didn't need another fight tonight. Kady was a handful enough.

"Fuck no, dickwad," Caleb grunted, looking me up and down. After finding no reason to question me further, he pushed past me, knocking my shoulder in the process. I tightened my jaw and shook my head, fighting the urge to punch him square in the face. "And stay the fuck away from my sister."

Since when was he her babysitter? I was fucking sick of him controlling everyone and walking all over them, Kady in particular. "You know she is more than capable of making her own decision," I said, glaring back at him. "She doesn't need a cock block, she does that well enough on her own."

A smirk pulled at my lips as he turn back around to face me, the vein in his neck throbbing. Oh, did I hit a nerve?

"What did you just say?" He growled, stepping up into my face.

"I said, let your sister live her own damn life and stop trying to control her. She's not a fucking puppet!" I hissed back, watching as his eyes grew wide. "She can fuck who ever she wants, dude....Marley, any groupie she damn well pleases, and me!"

"You better take a step back, Gates," I heard his knuckles crack as he tightened his fists. Oh please hit me, it has to feel better than what Kady just did to me.

"Or you'll what? Hit me?" I laughed. "That's not gonna stop me from fucking your sister! So back the fuck off!"

It was then that Caleb shoved me back into the wall and put his hand around my neck. "What's the mater, Axel, did I hit a nerve?" I asked with a smirk, causing him to tighten his grip. "You afraid to lose what little control you have left over Kady? Guess what, she's a fucking adult! Let her make her own damn choices!"
"You don't know shit about her, so keep your pretty boy mouth shut!" Caleb screamed at me. "She's my sister and I'm going to make sure scum like you don't get anywhere near her!"

"To late, Cal," I laughed. "I've already had her...and guess what? I fucking dated her and want to date her again!"

"You little piece of shit--"

"What the fuck are you two doing?!"

Caleb and I turned around to see Kady standing behind us wrapped in nothing but a towel. She looked beautiful and beyond furious at the same time. Caleb slowly removed his hand from my neck and turned to look at his sister.

"Who the hell do you two think you are? This is my fucking life and I am going to live it the way I want to! Neither of you assholes are going to have a say in what I think or do!" She screamed, glaring daggers at both of us. "I fucking hate both of you and stay the fuck out of my life!" With that, she turned around and went back into her room, slamming the door.

"Well, I think some had a temper tantrum..." I said in a height pitched before turning and walking down the hall, leaving Caleb gaping at the door. I needed a drink...many drinks.

Notes

So what is Caleb going to do now?

Is Brian going to come up with a master plan to get Kady back?

Will she come around?

Comments

I can't wait to find out what the other two presents are! Maybe something else with a diamond in it ;)

SynysterRyn SynysterRyn
4/6/15

AHHHHH THE NIPPLE SAGA JUMPED INTO THIS FIC!!!! Lmao :'D

SynysterRyn SynysterRyn
3/18/15

Oh poor Johnny! I don't believe that he has a carrot dick ;)

SynysterRyn SynysterRyn
2/2/15

I really don't know if there's anything left to say about this story that I haven't said already. I love it, I'm blown away, I want more, the usual basic stuff I write here in the comment section. Nothing had changed, I still have undying love for this piece of art, so...
And Matt's POV would be wonderful!

Devil Price Devil Price
2/2/15

Thank you, thank you, thank you for keeping Fatal Facade unharmed! That was one of my biggest fear to see them kinda just break up. Finally we see the human side of Caleb, turns out he's not such big of an asshole. Who would've thought, right?

Devil Price Devil Price
2/1/15