After All That We've Been Through

Brian's POV

"NOOOOOO!"

"Take that you fucking asshole!"

"Ugh..." I groaned and pulled my pillow over my head. It was five in the morning and my asshole band mates are still playing COD. I left them at two with way too much alcohol and drugs in my system and I was pretty sure they would have passed out by now. I pinched my eyes shut, wiling my head to stop spinning from the hangover that I was going to endure.

"Wait we need more amo!"

"Fuck they are coming in strong. DIE MOTHERFUCKERS!!"

I heard the obnoxiously loud sound of bullets flying from the TV and my head started to pound. Fuck, I didn't want to get to the hangover state. I'd been working on keeping a steady stream of intoxication and high for the past five days so that I wouldn't have to deal with any of the drama occurring on the bus behind us. I didn't want to think about Kady Parker and her band mates, though I had to admit that it was mostly the fault of my temper...

I walked down the street away from the bus, looking for a place to have a moment of piece for myself. We had just finished our concert in Montreal and I needed to clear my mind after kissing Kady. What the hell was I thinking? We had promised to be just friends and I was taking advantage of the situation. Against my better judgement, I told her to give Marley a chance though I knew better. Now I kicked myself in the ass for letting her go.

I sat down on a damp picnic table on the outskirts of the park and took out my pack of cigarets. I placed it between my lips, lit up, and inhaled. With I sigh, I let out a cloud of smoke and laid back on the table, surrounded by the refreshing scent if Marlboro. Why couldn't life be as simple as smoking? Specially women?

It wasn't long before I heard a loud clunk from the road. Lazily propping myself up on my elbow, I watched as a shadow came through the park and started crying. What the hell was this? I couldn't ever have a damn moment of piece to myself.

"Why does this shit always happen to me?" An all too familiar voice cried.

I squinted through the darkness to see the familiar features of Kady Parker, just the person I was trying to get off my mind. I watched as she collapsed to the ground in tears. Shit...now what am I supposed to do? I take another drag of my coffin nail before I heard her call hello.

"Now I think you're the one stalking me," I chuckled, knowing I couldn't stay hidden and watch her cry. I always hated when women cried.

"Gates? What the hell are you doing here?" Kady's voice shook and I could tell that she was whipping away tears. I patted the spot next to me on the table with a half smirk.

"Same thing as you?" I guessed, figuring that she was looking for an escape too.

Kady scoffed as she joined me at the picnic table, pulling out her own cigaret. "Yeah, I bet you didn't get in a fight with your band..."

I sighed and put my arm around her and kissed the top of her head. "I'm sorry. I know touring brings out the worst in people." She shrugs and pulls away as I fight the emotions raging inside of me.

"And it's mostly your fault!" She hissed, suddenly turning on me with fire in her blue eyes. Well this isn't where I was hoped this conversation go...

"Kady what are you talking about?"

"You told me to go along with Marley and see if I had any feelings. Well guess what, he definitely does and I still want to be friends. I told him tonight and now new and Caleb both fucking hate me and I'm sure I'm getting kicked out of my band. It's all because I listened to you! It's all your fault!" She raged, standing up and pointing her finger in my face.

I scoffed and took out another cigaret. "Oh please, don't blame your relationship problems on me!" I hiss, narrowing my eyes at the furious redhead. "You asked for my advice and I gave it. Not my fault it didn't work!"

"It's your fucking mind tricks and leading me on! If you would have just fucking manned up and told me how you felt about me then none of this would have happened! You don't just go up and kiss someone multiple times to just be friends," she snapped. "You're a fucking pussy!"

Whoa, whoa, whoa who said anything about fucking feelings? I wasn't ready to admit I had feelings for anyone, not even to myself. Who the hell does she think she is telling me what I feel! My blood started to boil as she screamed in my face. Since when were all her fucking problems my fault? And no one called Synyster Gates a pussy? I was so pissed that I couldn't think straight and I spit out angry word vomit.
"Oh don't flatter yourself, Kady," I yelled, standing up now. "I don't have feelings for you...you were a one time fuck that just keeps showing back up!" I hissed, knowing that my words were a lie.

"Bullshit! You kissed me! You caused all of this with your fucking mind games!" She growled, her face inches from me.

"I DONT FUCKING LIKE YOU! GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK SCULL! You were a one time good fuck just like the rest!" I screamed before Kady slapped me hard across the face. I gapped at her as I watched her run back toward the bus. What the hell just happened?

As I watched her run away, I instantly regretted every word I said. To bad it was too late to go after her...

"Ahhhh fuck you Shads!"

"Eat meat short shit!"

I slowly pulled myself out of my bunk and stumbled back down toward the living area to see Johnny, Matt, and Zacky all standing in front of the tv with Jimmy passed out on the floor.

"Can you guys keep it down?" I asked, grabbing a shot glass and scotch from the cabinet. "We-we've got a show in 8 hours....right?" I downed the shot quickly and the throbbing in my head subsided slightly.

"Nah, it's a two day drive to our next gig but we have a radio interview with FF," Zacky slurred, obviously enjoying the booze too. "It's going to be me and you, Kady and Gunnar."

Fuck...I'm going to need more to drink before I can face her again. I grab the bottle of scotch and stumble back to my bunk and pull the curtain. Good bye emotions....

Notes

Well we now know what happens two hot head get together? Did they overreact? How are they going to act when they see each other ?