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He's Forbidden, as am I

Summary

Two girls with two very different broken homes, find comfort and strength with each other.
One living in fear....
One living in despair....
Both needing to be saved....

Maybe they can find what they need in two unlikely people

Warning: This story is rated NC-17 for a reason. This is going to be an emotional roller coaster ride. There will be scenes of abuse and sexual assault, along with strong language, and smut. Don't like it, don't read it...
If you're looking for something that starts out with smut, and has a lot in it, keep looking cause you won't find it here. There will be a long build up to it....

As usual I do not own anyone from or associated with Avenged Sevenfold. Nor do I own any of the pictures used. This story is a work of fiction. The plot and original characters are mine. Please don't steal...
Thanks again Kimmie for being in my story :) Hope everyone likes it, and don't be shy. I love hearing from all my readers.


One of these days I'm going to write a story where they're actually in a band :D
This will be entirely in third person POV





Characters

Aaron Ward

Aaron Ward

Jock, Grace's boyfriend

Coach Matt Sanders

Coach Matt Sanders

High School Gym teacher and Basketball Coach

Dr. Jonathan Seward

Dr. Jonathan Seward

Psychiatrist

Jimmy Sullivan

Jimmy Sullivan

Advanced Science teacher....Don't call him Mr. Sullivan

Kimberly Murphy

Kimberly Murphy

Lost and Lonely. Constantly questioning her worth. Convinced it's her fault her father left. Tries her hardest to take care of her alcoholic mother, but is slowly creeping to her breaking point. Tammy's rock.

Mr. Brian Haner Jr.

Mr. Brian Haner Jr.

High School Literature teacher

Nathan Ross

Nathan Ross

Tammy's Stepfather. Cardiologist (heart doctor). A dangerous man with an unhealthy obsession. Legally adopted Tammy a year after he married her mother. Hiding a dark secret. Physically/sexually abusive.

Officer Zack Baker

Officer Zack Baker

cop, obviously :)

Scarlette and Grace

Scarlette and Grace

The Bitches :D

Tammy Ross

Tammy Ross

Teetering on the edge of suicide ever since her mother died. Vain, desperate attemts to escape her hell. Disgusted with herself, and her stepfather. Kimmie's rock.

Victoria Murphy

Victoria Murphy

Kimmie's mother. Slipped deep into depression after her husband left. Alcoholic that tries to find comfort in any man that will have her. Blames Kim for her husband leaving because she doesn't want to see her own flaws. Neglectful and verbally/phyically abusive

Chapters

  1. Our Personal Hell

  2. Gym Class

  3. Literature 101

  4. Movies and Flashbacks

    Kind of long

  5. Late Night Swinging

    Another long one

  6. Surprises and a Little Tension

    Even Longer :)

  7. The Guys

    I'm just going to start telling you when the chapters get shorter :)

  8. Debauchery!

    I'm back :)

  9. I'll Stay if You Want

    A little shorter than the last ones have been

  10. You Got Lucky

    And I'm back to the long ones again

  11. Inappropriate Thoughts

    My attempts to get away from the long chapters is proving unsuccessful

  12. The Start of a Suspicion?

  13. Someone He Can Trust

    Longest chapter thus far :)

  14. His Biggest Fears

  15. We Need to Talk

  16. This isn't Real

  17. It's Over

  18. So it begins

  19. Never be His

  20. Karma's A Bitch

    Final Warning: Disturbing information inside. The mini flash back will be in Tammy's POV

  21. I Promise

    And we are back on!! :)

  22. Instant Karma

    Kimmie's statement, Mini flashback in her POV

  23. Goodbye

  24. Can She Do It?

    Extra, spur of the moment chapter :)

  25. The First Day of the Rest of Her Life

  26. A Solution to the Problem

  27. Dr. Seward

  28. The Waiting Game

  29. Oh My God, an Update!

    And it only took me three months to write....not even joking

  30. Home Sweet Home

    Yay, update

  31. A New Friend

    omg guys this chapter is over 5200 words :o

  32. Is That an Update?

    Oh my God, I think it is.

  33. Baby Time!

    I basically wrote this in a day :)

  34. We All Fall Down

  35. Is This Okay?

    kind of short

  36. NOT AN UPDATE!!!

  37. Suddenly you are alone

  38. Papa Gates

    No you're not dreaming. After a year, this really an update

  39. What are Friends for

    Told you it wouldn't take a year

  40. Back to School

Comments

@Kimmie
This totally made up for the wait :)

First Brian. He's just not use to having to hide something like this like Tammy has. She's had her crush for awhile and is use to hiding secrets and actions. Some of what he does is completely innocent, just trying to make her feel better, but the other he just doesn't know how to deal with or control it. But like I said in a previous comment...someone is about to gum up the works.

As for Tammy turning on the bitch switch with Kimmie, she knows she fucked up. First day back was an uncomfortable shock to her and she took it out on the wrong person. But I think the little pep talk she got from her favorite teacher will help.

And finally Matt. What can I say about this poor broken man? It's going to take some time for him to get over this. The love of his life is gone now and he just doesn't know how to deal. It's not something someone just gets over. Eventually he's going to see though that there's someone else out there that can love him just as much if not more :)

always love you long comments Hot Stuff <3

xSilverPearlx xSilverPearlx
6/11/20

OK first, I'm sorry I'm "sooooo late" with my comment ;-) :P
Here goes! Get ready!

Brian, my friend, you are getting onto thin ice. Getting in between a funny back and forth between friends? Asking for a HotStuff (don't be jealous of the girl friends man, not cool), checking to hear if you are still hot? Putting your hand on her thigh? HOLDING HER FUCKING HAND?!!?! Brian, you are soooo deep in right now. And you fucking know it. If you really aren't ready to admit yet, you shouldn't even get in everything I mentioned before and try to pretend to be a grown up man who doesn't have a quickly developing crush on his fosterchild. Don't get me wrong, I can't wait for him to fall of the wagon, but for the storysake and the "it's all wrong"-sake... you should at least pretend :P

Okay, I can skip the school stuff right? I mean, she doesn't want to move away from Brian anyway and everything else was just.. well.. maybe she'll make it anyway, but who cares... I have more important stuff to get to.

For the first time this story I kinda didn't like Tammy. She was selfish instead of supporting her friend. I don't really like Aaron, but for now he is nice to Kimmie and so are his friends. I get all the issues Tammy always had, but she had no right to go off on Kimmie like that. That's just mean. I know I know, she had her reasons. I know she's been through a lot, but I still didn't like it. Kimmie didn't deserve it.

Oh, one thing more about the school day... I do love all the sarcastic remarks. But you know... that's your writing. You make it seem so effortless and I know it's not, but just take the compliment, okay? You make it seem so so damn lifely, and I really feel like being there. Like standing there watching the scene. It's amazing.

Allright, let's get to my man Matt. My heart breaks everytime you write about him. I know it's too soon to get better, but I really want it to. I hate seeing him hurt like this. Trying his best over all his grief. I really can't stand seeing him like this. But I love how Kimmie knows this baby stuff. How she so easily gets the baby to be quiet and calm. And what I like most about it is that she isn't solving it for Matt, but teaching him how. But damn, just fix the man soon, I can't take it.
And here's a small peek of the fangirl.. I can't wait for Kimmie to spend more time with Matt and Aiden, taking care of the small guy.

I hope this comment makes up for me being not here on the first day. I'll just end with what I always do.. Please, Please, Please write! I'm begging you, this story makes my day, my week, my life. I want to read more now things are looking up!

Love you lekker ding! <3

Kimmie Kimmie
6/11/20

@xSilverPearlx
Tomorrow, I promise

Kimmie Kimmie
6/9/20

@Kimmie
:'( :'( :'(

xSilverPearlx xSilverPearlx
6/9/20

@Uhavetobekiddingme
Thank you!! Are you my new subscriber? I've been trying hard to get back into this so updates can be slow going. I have some finished stories to occupy your time if you want to check them out. Just click on my user name :)

xSilverPearlx xSilverPearlx
6/8/20