Your Tragic Fate is Looking So Clear
Chapter Two - New Ambitions
Iana
I let out a quiett sigh as I wiped the tears away from my eyes. I think it was time that I just give up on these men and find a house of my own where my kids and I could live in peace. Yes, they could still see their father's but I refused to live in this house anymore. Or atleast once I found a home of my own that I could live in. I wondered if the house that they took me from was still in my name. I imagine it was. I sighed quietly and got dressed.
"Shiloh?" I called out quietly as I knocked on her door. "
Yeah mom?" she said to me,
"Do you wanna go for a ride to go look at a new house?" I asked her.
"Sure thing!" she said cheerfully before slipping on a pair of flip flops.
I grabbed my car keys and walked down the steps with her behind me. I walked out the front door about to get in my car when Zack stopped me.
"Where are you going?" he asked curiously. I let out a quiet sigh. "To go see if my old house is intact. I'm going to move out. I-I can't live with you guys anymore. Not after the final straw that Brian pulled. I-I can't live in the same house as someone who is going to hit me around, and a man that is cheating on me after he proposed to me. Now I know why it took him sixteen years to propose to me. Because he was with some other whore." I said softly. I could feel the tears in my eyes, I looked at the ground, soon feeling his arms wrap tightly around me. "Let me come with you then" he said softly. "Let me spend some time with you and my daughter, as a fucked up dysfunctional family" he said with a light chuckle. "Okay" I said softly. "I'll drive" he said.
I hesitated a moment before handing him my car keys. I got in the passenger side, with Shiloh in the seat in the middle in the back. I wondered what I saw in Brian, or Matt even. What the hell did I ever see in that man. I'm beginning to see that the only good ones that are out of the group are Zack, Johnny and Jimmy. I would never have a thing for Johnny, Jimmy's on his way to proposing to my best friend and Zack...well, we tried that before and it didn't work. I let out a soft sigh and looked out the window, waiting to see my old home, see if my happy memories still rested there.
Notes
Sorry I was gone for so long guys, I had major writers block and I had some personal issues going on, here's a short little filler, I hope I'm going to be back for awhile!
I hope thing work out between her & Zacky.. Matt & Brian are just assholes..
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