(Love) Contract

Tara’s POV

Brian surprised me… He not only surprised me with his actions, he was overwhelming at the moment.
And with his kisses and his roaming hands, with the weight of his body pressed down on mine, I couldn’t think straight.
I couldn’t really process what was happening here.
He hasn’t said much since we were in this room, I had been talking most of the time.
I came clean with all my thoughts and feelings.
And he didn’t really react, well he did react in kissing the shit out of me and I couldn’t say I didn’t like it, but what I would like even more would be hearing him say something.
Anything…

I pulled away from him and he looked at me, his eyes glazed over with lust and maybe… just maybe something more.
“Brian… I… I just told you what I am feeling… I mean…” I didn’t even really know what to say to him now, still being afraid of his reaction towards me.
“Wasn’t that answer enough?” Brian smirked at me, pushing his erection even firmer against my clit, making small movement back and forth, and I had to suppress a moan.
“Actually, no.” I tried to sound serious.
He looked deeply into my eyes and then let his head sink down, his forehead against mine, I felt his hot breathe on my face.

“Tara, gods damn it. You make me relive everything I never wanted to feel again. Everything I tried to get away from… but the thing is… you make me live.. you make me feel. Feel and live like I haven’t done before. I was only causing trouble, being lost in my past and hoping not ever to get confronted with it again, you know? And then you and Matt… you make this plan to set me up. You stole your way into my heart, you managed that without me even realizing it. I tried to push the thought away, but I was treating you like my girl. I wasn’t acting the part, I was feeling it. It was just easy to say, that its all for the show…. It’s easy to back out again..me saying I didn’t care that you kissed Matt, that’s bullshit, okay? I hate the thought of you and him… but he said the truth, he told me that he liked you and I didn’t… didn’t reply. I didn’t tell him to back off, because… I didn’t know that you might feel the same…” He sighed loudly, still lying on top of me, not moving away, his head still resting against mine.

“Can we.. can we just get rid of this stupid contract? Damn, I want you. Officially as mine, without rules which are more guidelines in my point of view anyway. I want you as mine alone, without anyone interrupting. I want you… I think… even a while ago I fell in love with you.” He braced his arms and pushed away from me, to look in my eyes and then he frowned.
“Don’t cry Tara. Why are you crying? What did I say wrong?” He asked and I shook my head a small sob escaping my mouth.
“Nothing, you said nothing wrong. And I feel the same, Brian. I fell for you… you trusted me with more than just your past. You trust me with your heart and I will cherish it, I promise.”I told him and I meant it.
Sure, there was still the confusion with Matt between us, but knowing he had also developed feelings for me, made everything else be pushed into the background.
Nothing else matter just him and me and our feelings right now.

I looked up and pushed my weight onto my elbows, my lips were only inches apart from Brian’s he had a small smile on his lips, as if he was satisfied with my words.
“So that’s a new deal? You and me? Officially?” Brian asked finally, and I could already feel his lips moving on mine, when he said that.
“Yes, you and me.” I told him with a nod and then crashed my lips down on his.
And the next thing I knew was, Brian pushing my shirt over my head and getting rid of my bra.
He kissed my throat and moved down my shoulders, then began to suck on my nipples and I moaned quietly.
Damn, this man really had a talent…

Matt’s POV

Jimmy pushed the door open and I looked past his shoulder into the room. I didn’t really know what I was expecting to see there.
A yelling Brian? Or a yelling Tara?
Silence between the two?
Arguing?

But I wasn’t ready or in any way prepared to see a nearly naked Brian kissing his way down Tara’s very naked body.
Tara had her eyes closed, her lips slightly parted, not even realizing that they were being watched.
And Brian also seemed so lost in his task of spreading kisses all over Tara’s body to realize us standing in the doorway.
My heart squeezed painfully in my chest, but somehow I realized, that this must be right.
Maybe I had been chasing a dream… been falsely led by lust and attraction?

Jimmy cleared his throat and Brian head snapped up, seeing us finally standing in the doorway, he looked at us with wide opened eyes and then jumped to grab the blanket and cover Tara’s exposed body.
“What the fuck?” Brian yelled “GET OUT!” Tara covered not only her body but also her face with the blanket before I turned around and walked away, Jimmy stood a moment longer at the door saying something to Brian which I didn’t understand.

“They will come out in a few minutes.” Jimmy said sitting down next to me on the couch.
He laid his arm around my shoulder in a gesture of friendship. “Sorry, man. But I think that one was sign enough, for all of us to understand, there is no show…” He clapped my shoulder and I nodded.
“Yeah, I got that sign as well, was huge, and blinking in freaking neon letters.” I told him which made Jimmy chuckle.
“I just can’t believe he didn’t say anything… He could have told me.” I mused.
Still not getting this whole situation, but we would clear that now, I wouldn’t leave without knowing what had happened between Brian and me that I could have forgotten?!
“Oh and I don’t wanna… you know twist the knife.. but the sister is also taken.” Jimmy said suddenly and I looked at him from the side.
“What do you mean?” I frowned and Jimmy smirked.
I knew that face. “Taken? Huh? Does she know that as well?” I asked him and Jimmy grinned even more now.
“Not yet, but… after her first taste… she will want more, believe me. They can never resist… Every one of us has his own super power, you got the dimples… well Brian obviously got the face or maybe fingers, I am not done with my research on his part… will ask Tara about it later, when the situation cooled down a little bit. I got the crystal blues and even if they tell me they know the trick and try to get around it, my amazing attitude will make them want more.”
“And you don’t sound cocky at all…” I told him after his ridiculous speech.

“Can someone tell me why you are just walking into my rooms? And what the fuck are you doing here?” Brian sounded more than pissed and pointed at Jimmy.
“He knows.” I told him. Brian stood there alone, Tara not in sight.
“She needs a moment.” Brian snapped directed at me, seeing I had been looking for her.
“He knows what?” Brian asked when he seemed to process my first Information.
“I know everything. The contract, the whole stupid idea… I talked to Cara. And she was concerned for Tara’s well being, so was I with yours. You two are really bad… I haven’t seen you like that in a long freaking time. And I wanted to know what’s going on, since neither one of you cared to tell your friends what’s going on… no you rather make some stupid secret deals… are you freaking insane?” Jimmy asked and I cringed.
“The contract was Matt’s idea.” Brian said and shrugged.
“I know that, but how could you agree?” Jimmy asked looking from me to Brian and back.
“Well, he gave me an ultimatum and I wanted to get rid of him so I agreed… but that’s done anyway. Tara and I are a couple, the contract can be shredded.” Brian announced and looked at me pointedly, as if I didn’t get the memo from earlier…
I thought it would hurt more, seeing and hearing this, but it’s okay… not the best feeling in the world, but… imagined worse.

Notes

Soooo guys, what do you say now?!
Brian admitted... how did you like it?

What will happen now?

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