(Love) Contract

Brian’s POV

“What are you doing Brian?” Tara’s wide eyes looked at me, I had caught her off guard.
“You said you wanted to get comfortable, so do I.” I grinned and sat down in only my boxers and grabbed my guitar.
I looked at her again and she was still looking perplexed at me. “Are you ready?”
“For what?”
“To write down what I tell you?” I asked on a laugh and she shook her head in confusion.
“Yeah… I’m ready.” She stuttered and took the pencil and notepad lying beside her.
I began to play my guitar softly and tried to recollect the song I played this evening.
I closed my eyes and let my fingers work, lost in the music and moment, I opened them again and saw Tara had hers closed now.
She softly swayed to the music and I liked that, her hair was softly swaying from one side to the other, the strands brushing over her shoulders and down her back.

I played form the beginning again and told her everything I would need to remember the song, even some words for the lyrics were making its way to the surface.
When I had a whole song written down with parts of the text as well I stopped and grabbed my beer bottle and held it out to Tara.
“Cheers, one done.” She laughed softly and clicked her bottle to mine.
She looked at me and I put the guitar aside, “Tara?”
“Hmm?” She smiled her eyes still on me but she seemed lost in thoughts.
“Do you like what you see?” I asked her and downed the last bit of my beer.
Her eyes snapped up and met mine. “What?”
“Easy question. Answer honestly.” I told her and she bite her bottom lip looking at me again.
“Yes, of course I like what I see. Brian, you are a very handsome man. How could I not like what I see?” She stood up and walked to short distance towards me.
She sat on my lap and I brushed the hair from her face, to look at her closely.
“You already knew that, right?” She asked me and I nodded with a smirk.
“How about me? Do you like what you see?” She asked and got back up before I could grab her.
“Don’t know yet, you saw me in my underwear, it would only be fair if I see you in yours as well?” I said and hoped she would follow my little hint.

This was hot and I totally wanted her as naked as I could and then in my bed as soon as possible.
She looked at me one eyebrow raised and then lifted the hem of her shirt and pulled it over her head.
“Damn, Tara.” She stood before me only in her boxers and bra. I took in the sight of her licking my lips. I could already imagine, taking off the bra and boxers and loose myself in her.
“And?” She asked and turned around showing off her tattooed back and I nodded at her satisfied.
“Come closer.” I saw three stars looking out of her boxers and when she stood before me I tugged the boxers down an inch until she grabbed the hem and stopped me.
“Ah ah… nothing more. That’s it, Brian.” She shook her head and groaned.
“You are a tease…” I told her but before she could move away, I put my mouth to her hipbone and suckled on the skin, let my tongue glide over the tattooed stars and Tara buried her hands in my hair.
“Brian, stop it…” She tugged on my hair and reluctantly I pulled away.
“Why?” I asked and looked up to her, I got up and my boxers were tenting, she could see how aroused she made me.
“I think we shouldn’t do this… I mean.. we are friends, right? This is getting too far… I don’t wanna make this more complicated.” She said and stepped back.
I moved forward and she stepped back again, hitting the bed with her legs and she fell down, right where I wanted her.
“We are friends, and you are my girlfriend…” I smirked. “Let’s have fun, Tara. It’s just us… We can do whatever we want…” I leaned down on her, my erection meeting her clit.
She moaned when I began to rub my erection along her clit and I could only hardly suppress a groan myself.
I leaned further down, kissing her, she opened up immediately and I couldn’t help the groan this time, she tasted so sweet and her body was so responsive, I really wanted her…
Until she pulled away and I heard her phone.
“Brian…” She turned her head to the side and I pulled away, looking at her with a frown.
How could she say no now?
Her phone began to ring again and I growled in frustration what the fuck is wrong with these people trying to call her in the middle of the night.
I walked over to her phone and grabbed it, “Don’t pick up.” I told her, she looked at me wide eyed when I DID pick up.
“Hello?” I asked and nothing.
“Who the fuck is there?”Nothing.
“Don’t fucking call again!” I finished and hung up.
I moved back to Tara and she sighed, I sat down on the bed beside her.

“Tara” I said softly and began to stroke her arm, I leaned down and kissed her shoulder softly.
“Don’t look like that, please.” I told her, the mood was gone, I could see it, she looked uncomfortable and I wouldn’t make another move, if the stupid phone wouldn’t have interrupted us, I still thought I could have made her forget her second thought but that was before…
“Come on, let me show you something.” I told her and she sat up, I grabbed my guitar and gave it to her, she looked at me with a frown and I smiled.
“I cannot play…” She said but looked curious.
“I will show you something.” I sat down behind her, my arms slung around hers and my hands moving above hers.
I smiled at her small attempts to follow my moves, when it didn’t work out she chuckled and removed her hands, she laid my hands on the guitar and her hands on mine, her fingers on mine and I began to play, and she was playing with me.

I started with something familiar and soon it turned to something new, I laid my head onto her shoulder and felt Tara’s breathing, I looked into her face and she looked down on our hands, mesmerized.
I looked down as well and liked the view, my tattooed hands half covered from her smaller ones and without tattoos.
“Is that new?” She asked softly, and I nodded.
“It’s beautiful.” She looked at me and our lips were nearly touching, I didn’t move towards her and she didn’t move to me, just staring at each other, the tension rising and I stopped the playing.
“You need to write that down, Brian.” She whispered and I nodded.
“Brian…?”
“Yeah?”
“How will this work out when we are on your tour?” I set the guitar aside and grabbed the notepad and wrote done the new things that came to my head, while playing with her.
“What do you mean? It’s working out pretty good, isn’t it?” I asked her when I was finished writing.
“Yes, but when we are around your friends the entire time… I don’t know if they will accept me.” Tara looked shy now and I sighed and pulled her towards me.
“You don’t have to worry. Everything will work out fine, we will be sharing one room, in the bus we will have the room in the back and just be normal, Jason will be there, Matt will be there, we will help you.” I told her and hadn’t realized that this was really a big concern for her.
“Okay.” She nodded and stood up from my bed.
“It’s late… I will go to bed now.” She looked at me and I got up, bringing her to my door, kissed her a final time until she pulled away and walked out of the door.
I set the chair and the guitar aside, added some notes to the things I wrote down and laid it down on the nightstand, maybe I would wake up and have another idea.

An hour later after watching some TV I went to my bathroom brushed my teeth when I heard a soft knock on my door. I frowned and opened up still the toothbrush in hand.
“Tara? Something wrong?”I asked her and she shook her head.
“I… Is it okay if I stay with you this night?” I would have made a smart remark but she looked like she couldn’t take it right now so I kept it to myself.
“Sure, come on in.” I motioned her to the bed and went back to the bathroom.
When I came back she lay under the sheets of my bed her eyes closed. “Did you hear anything? Should I look around?” I asked and she shook her head.
Half asleep already, “What is it? Bad dream?”
“Bad memories.” She said and then she breathed evenly and was asleep. I frowned at her and got into the bed beside her, I pulled her body to mine and held her close, she didn’t protest so I relaxed and tried to sleep as well.

Notes

He tries everything... and still... nothing :P

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