He walked fast; his steps were gigantic as he smiled thinking about what he could say next. He couldn’t wait to break this news to her. She knows this was his dream, well at least small dream - of being on a stage and to be watched by thousands of kids out there. They were talking about it on their first night together and as she always listened to them writing and practicing in Jimmy’s garage.

He’d almost forgot that she was in a cold war with him when he entered the library entrance. The ambient was dark and dusty as always but no sign of human inhabitants at all.

“Ryder?” he called but only silence responded to him.

“Ryder, are you here?” he wailed again, stepping forward this time. But still, nothing. He drew out a sigh and retreated, heading towards the gym hall where his basketball practices were being held.

Matt skipped his practice for the past few weeks due to busy writing music with his new line up of band and he had been urged by the coach to rejoin because their tournament was getting near. Reluctantly, he agreed and thus here he is.

He scanned around the gym hall; there were a few of his team mates already started playing, with Emmet as the captain arrogantly showing off his skill to the crowd of cheerleading girls by the bench. Matt growled silently at the sight of Valary in her mini skirt and cheerleading uniform that made her look even sexier than she already is.

Valary noticed him coming and quickly glared, stopping everything she was doing. Her friends turned to look and together they stared as Matt walked past them, ignoring at his best. He really didn’t give a fuck about Valary after seeing her going on a date with Brian the other day. He realized that maybe it’s time to let go, or maybe it’s time to focus on something else.

“Sanders! Finally you show up! Thought you died or something.”

“Shut up. I’m here for the coach.”

Emmet laughed shortly and walked towards Matt, holding the basketball in his arm. “Think you can beat me this time, Sanders?”

Matt ignored him and casually putting on his running shoes. Emmet didn’t give up. He poked Matt on the shoulder with his finger roughly and that brought out the rage in him.

“Don’t touch me.” Matt slapped Emmet’s hand away and glared intensely at him. The guy never backed away nor moved further. He stood there provocatively as they both engulfed in a sharp manly stare.

“Come on, Sanders. Valary’s watching. Don’t you wanna…prove something to her? That you’re not really a faggot? That the rumors are true, you’ve actually banged a chick?”

Matt switched his gaze to Valary who was watching them bickering near the goal post. For some reason he felt even more raged, remembering how wide she smiled when meeting Brian outside Johnny’s. He wondered, how many times they both had done it already, and he didn’t have the strive to prove himself to her right now. If she wants to be with Brian, no matter how cool he looked or behaved, she will never look at him that way.



But then suddenly he noticed a presence on the bench located quite far from the gym court. The familiar frizzy red hair, drowning in spreaded pages of a book, wearing an oversized tee and minding her own business without having a care.

Matt didn’t realize that his smile grew ever so widely when he saw her and he immediately felt pumped.

“Bring it on, fucker.” He turned to Emmet and taunted. Emmet raised his set of eyebrows. To be honest, Matt had never taunted him this way. He’d always come to practice in a dreamy state, where he would only watch Valary from afar and settled with his loss in playing the opposing team.

Matt cracked his knuckles and neck, snatched the ball from Emmet’s grip and started bouncing it on the court. Few of his team mates cheered for him and the others hung their mouth opened, seeing as Matt effortlessly slithered his way through their defense and shot straight for the hoop.

“Damn! Nice shot, Matt!” some of the team mates that never talked to him suddenly came for some high fives. He took them hesitantly.

“Now I know why coach wanted you in the team so bad!”

Matt frowned at them, wondering why the sudden friendliness? “Thanks.”

Then he proceeded to bounce the ball and shot again, earning a slam dunk this time. They all clapped except for Emmet who glared angrily at him. Matt reached down to the floor from the hoop and smirked, before laying his eyes to Valary and her friends. They looked impressed and in awe of his sudden awesomeness but Matt controlled himself from wanting to smile at Valary.

He looked up to Ryder; their eyes locked and he instantly drew the dimpled smile. Ryder shot an awkward look at him and covered her face behind the book again.

“Playing hard to get huh.” He muttered under his breath, biting his lips as he watched Ryder didn’t respond well to his amazing skills.

He continued to beat Emmet’s ass in practice as Valary stood there, watching helplessly and can’t help but falling for the dashing tattooed and muscular guy.

“Val? Are you okay?” her best friend, Jackie tapped her shoulder, but she just stared ahead at Matt and the other guys.

“Jackie..I think..”

“What, babe?”

Valary turned around and faced her best friend properly. “I think I’m in love.”

---

Ryder didn’t feel like going to the library today. After Matt had found out her secret sanctuary, she’d become embarrassed. She wasn’t the ‘Ryder’ that he met on the night they lost their virginity together – a sex goddess as he thought, the badass girl with a biker-like name and everything sexy. No. She is the ‘real Ryder’ who didn’t give a fuck about what people say, just locked herself inside a room and read.

She stared into the mirror after Matt bailed from his detention the other day. No wonder he looked shocked. She was sloppy as hell; her red hair was frizzier than ever, that she felt like banging her head on the wall because Matt had seen her that way.

Despite she was quite angry at Matt for lying, but the main reason why she avoided Matt was because she didn’t look as beautiful as he claimed she would be. Maybe if she cleaned up a little, and wore her mom’s lingerie once more, then maybe Matt would totally sleep with her again.

But now? The spell has broken.

She sighed and looked around her potentially new sanctuary – the gym hall. It was rarely being used, except for basketball and cheerleading practices, but to hell with them. They didn’t even notice her. So this place was perfect for her to read without having to worry about accidentally bumped into Matt.

Fifteen pages into reading, suddenly she heard loud cheering and applause from the practice team. She looked down and her heart skipped a beat.

Matt was there, in his sleeveless tee and basketball shorts, showing his tattooed arm and biceps that she loved so much. She swallowed in her throat watching him scored one after another. He looked so gallant with his impressive athletic skill and she couldn’t help but dropping her jaw in awe.

Matt placed both of his hands on his hips and looked up. To her. Their eyes locked for a moment and he smiled.

Oh how easily she would melt upon that mesmerizing smile. It was always the key to her heart. But realizing that maybe he didn’t really smile at her, maybe at one of those cheerleaders, she buried herself in the book again. After a while when she noticed that they had continued their game, she drew her book down, watching him again.

“Why the fuck am I attracted to a younger guy?” she sighed, and shook her head quickly after that before collecting all her stuff and sneaked away from the hall. Leaving Matt who’s probably not for her, and leaving the possibility that she might grab and do him in the locker room after seeing him sweating so sexily in the court.

“Damn him and his smile.”

---

Matt closed his locker door after done showering and changing, a bit too hastily because he wanted to see Ryder so much. He bet she hadn’t gone home yet, and right now she must be hiding in the library again because when he looked back at the seat where Ryder was reading earlier, she was gone. He hoisted up his backpack and tied his Vans perfectly before leaving the locker room. He ignored Emmet’s rude stare altogether with his group of friends and just stormed out of there, almost bumping into someone.

“Oh sorry.” He apologized without looking at who he was bumping into and ran off.

It was Valary. She stared with her mouth dropped open as Matt softly touched her shoulders and went away from her. Her cheerleading friends also gaped, wondering why would her biggest fan ignored her like she was invisible.

“Ugh, how dare he ignored me?!”

“Well Val, if you want him, you better hurry.”

Valary narrowed her eyes at her friend and grunted, crossing her arms over her chest. She let her ego win again this time.



Meanwhile, Matt had arrived in front of the usually empty library but now there were a couple of people walking out of there with books in their hands. Mostly nerds. Matt slowed down his pace and looked over all the shelves for signs of Ryder.

When he found her in between the last shelves, located far back in the corner of the room, he stopped and smiled. She was tiptoeing, trying to reach for a book in the top section of the shelf with difficulty. He bit his lower lip and can’t help but drew closer. She didn’t wear provocative clothing, but to Matt even if the skin of her spine is showing a little bit, it’s enough to rouse him. Or maybe that’s just the virgin talking.

As he approached her, he can smell the mild fruity scent of her shampoo through her frizzy hay wired hair, and he couldn’t control himself from wrapping one arm around her waist, making her jumped and screamed.

“Ahh!”

Matt pulled her closer to his body and buried his mouth beside her ear. “Hi.”

“Matt?!” she spun around and whispered loudly. Then she ran her eyes wildly around the room, checking if there are still people around.

“Don’t worry, they’re gone.” He continued to speak softly in her ear. His warm drizzle of breath tickled her and almost made her giggle. But she held back, remembering that Matt had lied.

“What are you doing here?” she squirmed to get away but Matt tightened the wrap, not letting go of her anymore. He didn’t reply, instead he casually reached for the particular book that she was trying to reach earlier with ease.

“The Blue Movie?” he frowned, reading the title.

She snatched the erotic read away from his grip and felt her cheeks burnt. Matt wrapped both of his arms around her and pulled her even closer, tighter.

“You’re dirtier than I thought. How did that book end up in the middle of a high school library anyway?” He rubbed his thumbs on her fabric of oversized t-shirt, sending shivers down her spine.

“None of your business. Now let me go.”

“No.”

She widened her eyes, having a hard time to believe that a guy younger than her has a power over her like this.

“No?”

“Not until you tell me why are you mad at me.” Matt spun her body around so that she was stuck in between him and the shelves. He pinned her body by placing his arms on both sides of her hips, but resting on the shelves. His smile never fades away as he knew that was her biggest turn on.



She didn’t answer, but her blue eyes stared at him menacingly, sending a signal that she was indeed angry. But Matt took it as a seduction. He ran his fanged teeth over his lower lip and gazed intensely at her luscious lips.

“I saw you at the gym hall. Did you see me?”

She refused to answer. He drew his face closer, that when she backed off, her head pressed gently on the books behind her.

“Did you see me being awesome there? Hm?”

Their lips almost touched but Ryder held back the temptation to roll her eyes at him. Matt tilted his head to the side, his heart beating heavily as he was ready to take over her lips.

“I miss you, Ryder.” He breathed and moved forward.

“Really? Or is this one of your lies?” she calmly spoke in the midst of an intense moment.
He barely just brushed his lips on hers but then he drew back a little bit.

“What?”

She squirmed with all her might and pushed him away. “Drop the act, Matt. I heard everything.”

“Wait, Ry. Heard what?” He pulled her arm back so she couldn’t run. “Tell me. We promised to not keep secrets from each other didn’t we?”

“When did we ever promise that?” she rolled her eyes.

“Well, when I asked you, do you know any other position besides me on top of-”

“Okay, fine! We did. But you’re the one who broke that promise.”

Matt let out a heavy sigh but couldn’t stop his heart from pounding hard. He traveled his eyes all over her face and landed both of his palms on top of her head, running through her hair afterwards.

“Enlighten me, Ryder. I’m confused, and horny right now.”

Ryder didn’t know why she couldn’t move away from his gentle grip anymore. His hooded stare and dimpled smile had always, always made her knees buckled like crazy. She closed her eyes and fought, pushing him away again then turned her back on him.

“I know you lied when you told me I’m beautiful. But you don’t have to keep that a secret from me! I agreed to sleep with you, so why did you even bother lying? Not that it matters, but it breaks my fucking heart, Matt.”

Her eyes pooled a little, but she held them back from falling down. When she felt Matt walked closer to her until his body heat was starting to affect her, her eyes closed and one drop of tear fell down her cheek.

“Ry…I never lied when I said that. When Jimmy told me that you agreed to sleep with me because I said you’re beautiful, I thought I should keep saying that. Even Jimmy told me to. But believe me, Ryder. I never lied when I said it. Especially after we decided to really do it. It felt like my mouth couldn’t stop saying those words.”

She fell silent for a while before turning around to meet him again. “Do you really mean that?”

“Yes.” Matt lured out his hand to touch her cheek and caressed his thumbs on her skin gently. She smiled into the touch and wrapped her fingers around his wrist.

“Sorry. For being a bitch.”

He chuckled and pulled her even closer until their lips hung in front of each other, hungry for a kiss. “So, are we good?” he whispered.

“Yeah.” She breathed back.

“Good.”

He crashed his lips onto hers longingly after weeks of figuring himself out and trying not to bang on her door everytime they had practice at Jimmy’s garage. But then she pulled back and stared into his hazel eyes.

“Matt, why did you want to sleep with me?”

“Hm?” he was distracted from her pair of blue eyes.

“What’s your reason?”

Matt stuttered about, but never took his hands off her cheek. “I..uh..the guys..they kept mocking me for being a virgin. They always talk about sex and I don’t know a thing. So…that’s why I decided to lose it once and for all.”

She giggled and Matt dived for another kiss. After a few twisting and turning, he pulled away this time.

“What’s yours?” he asked.

Ryder raised her arms and wrapped them around his neck, waiting for him to smile when she brought her body closer, closing the gap between them. She can feel his crotch bulging against her belly. Matt smiled and his dimples dented so deeply on his cheeks.



“This smile.”

She reached for his lips and he opened his access immediately. As their tongue battled and consoled each other for dominance, Matt slid his hands under the hem of her tshirt, feeling her skin underneath his rough fingertips. He pulled her tshirt upwards until it reached the top of her breasts and he parted from the kiss.

His mouth instantly greeted the pair at the same time his hands squeezed and kneaded softly, earning a restrained whimper from her.

“Matt…what if..what if someone sees us?”

He climbed back up and caught her mouth again. “There’s nobody here. Besides, school’s already over. Only the weird ones stayed back and hid themselves behind these bookshelves.”

“What? You’re calling me weird?”

He chuckled and nuzzled her neck, nipping and grazing his teeth before he traced his tongue on it.

“You’re a good kind of weird.” He trailed kisses down to her collarbone, skipping the covered part and went straight for her breasts again.

“Maybe we shouldn’t…shouldn’t do this here.”

Matt parted and smiled again for the hundredth time, pulling off his backpack and slouched it on the floor.

“But I got these from Sex Ed class today. Do you think I should waste them?” He dug into his pocket and brought out a handful of condoms, making Ryder widened her eyes in surprise.

“Are you serious?”

Matt shrugged and bit his lip seductively – on purpose to make Ryder go insane. She grunted and the fire lit up brightly, just like their first night together. She quickly pulled him into a kiss while the condoms in his hand scattered on the floor as he lifted her body up so she could wrap her legs around him.

He realized how easily he got turned on when she pulled his hair tightly and moaned in his mouth. He turned over, bumping his body against the shelf, making the books shambled and a few even fell to the floor.

“Oh, careful. These books are heavy.” She pulled away from the hungry kiss and looked up.

Matt took this chance to swiftly put her down on the floor again, but her back against the other shelves.

“Imagine if a teacher caught us like this.” He rested his palms on her waist and kissed both of her cheeks softly. She giggled but quickly suppressed it after when Matt went down her body with his mouth trailing kisses on her skin.

His fingers found the button of her jeans and zipper. She bit her lip, watching him pulled down the fabric until it reached her ankles and she had to kick it away. Matt roamed his rough fingertips on her thighs, before climbing back up, unzipping his own pants and pulled them down together with his boxers.

His dick sprang forward but he pumped it a few times to make it even more ready. Ryder on the other hand, got rid of her panties as she watched him stroked himself and his eyes hooded with lust. She got down on her knees and picked up one of the condoms on the floor and wrapped her fingers around his member.

“Agh..” Matt grunted as soon as her warm touch reached him and smiled when she helped him put on the condom. When she stood back up again, he kissed her hungrily and raised her leg up, to get a better access in.

“Oh God!” Still, she felt the difficulty to adjust to his size even more so after weeks of not being together.

Matt pushed all the way in and kissed her again. “Are you okay?”

“Yes. Move, Matt. Please.”

Matt drew out a smirk and started moving, his hand steadying her weight under her ass and the other gripped tight on the shelf. He pushed and pulled hard, taking no time to quicken his pace as she buried her teeth on his shoulder.

“Matt! The books..the books…” she panted, when they both shook hard against the shelf, making a few books flew down to the floor. They were dodging books and fucking at the same time, while both of her legs were up and apart.

“Shit shit shit....” Matt grunted and she wrapped her arms around him tighter, as her walls clenched on him and her hips bucking so fiercely meeting his thrust.

“Oh God!”

She found her release first then a few seconds later Matt slammed twice and went stiff, his breathing heavy and his body sweaty again.

“This is…so much better than basketball.”

She chuckled and took his face in her hands. She wanted to ask so many things but decided not to ruin the moment. Matt finally pulled out from her after they shared a deep kiss, and removed the condom off him.

They both stumbled to find their clothes back and dressed decently. Matt was buttoning up his jeans when he suddenly remembered something.

“Oh yeah, Ryder.” He dug out from his bag and brought out a laminated tag. “I wanted to give you this. We’re going to Warped.”

Ryder took the tag after she was done dressing up herself and studied it. “Wow! Seriously?”

“Yeah.”

“Wow, Matt! This is something!” She jumped and hugged him, her eyes were still on the tag. It said; ALL ACCESS. “Congratulations.”

Matt smiled and kissed her lightly. “Thank you. Will you come and see us?”

“Of course! I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”

Notes

A/N: here smut, there smut, everywhere are smut smut!! so i just wanna join the party! XD