“Dude, whatever happened to Pinkly Smooth?”

Jimmy rolled off the weed on the broken desk behind their school building and shrugged at the question. Brian sat next to him, watching as he skillfully licked the paper thus completed the joint.

“Ever since you went to that camp, and Buck got kicked out of the school…Justin and I haven’t been-”

“Wait, Buck got kicked out?”

“Yeah man. His family was raged. His girlfriend for 5 years left him.” Jimmy explained while handing one joint to Brian and he took it, lighting it up. “If anything, you do not want to be him right now.”

Brian took a long drag from his joint and exhaled it after. “What did he do?”

“Shoplifting.”

“Damn! El Diablo and his habit! You remember when he stole cigarette for us?”

“Clear as day. That was my first cigarette.”

“Yeah mine too. We gotta pay him a visit or something. You know where he is now?”

“I dunno, probably at his-”

Jimmy’s speech was cut off once again when he saw Matt was stomping towards them, his face sour and irate, like he was about to beat someone to a pulp.

“Is that Matt?” Brian huffed his smoke and frowned at his opposite direction. Jimmy on the other hand, got up too quickly and panicking. He was on the verge of running away from there when Matt hastily grabbed his front shirt and shoved him up the wall.

“What the fuck, Matt?!” Jimmy cursed and dropped his joint, his glasses was a bit dislocated from the force.

“FUCK YOU JIMMY! Why didn’t you tell me?!”

Jimmy ran his eyes away but at the same time confused because he wasn’t expecting that question from Matt.

“Tell you…what?”

“That she was a virgin!”

Jimmy’s eyebrows shot up promptly, his eyes as wide as a golf ball. He went silent for a little while, watching as Matt’s heavy breath calmed down for a bit.

“I…didn’t know that she’s – wait. WAS?”

Matt glared at him and let go of his shirt. He scoffed and ran his eyes away too.

“Oh man. Man, man, man. MY MAN MATTHEW SANDERS! Finally! You boned her huh? You did! This calls for a celebration! Here, take Brian’s joint.” Jimmy grabbed the joint that was tucked between Brian’s slender fingers and gave it to Matt, earning a half-scream ‘Hey!’ from Brian. “Oh my God Matt, you gotta tell me every detail! Not every…just..how was it??”

“I did what u told me, keep telling her she’s beautiful. Until I found out that she’s a fucking virgin!”

“Ah, come on Matt! Girls fall for that stuff. So, did you or did you not fuck her?”

Matt drew out a devious smirk and placed the joint between his plump lips. “Yeah , I did.”

“FUCK YEAH!! That’s my man right there. High five dude. Come on, don’t let me hanging.”

Matt chuckled for a bit and gave Jimmy what he wants. Then he proceeded to take a whiff off the joint before giving it back to Brian. They were smoking pots behind their school building and it was amazing that nobody ever catches them. It was their ‘sacred and sanctuary place’ as Jimmy would say.

“So, how was it?”

“I – it was amazing, Jim. I had the best night of my life.”

“Nice! So you came before her?”

Matt accidentally coughed and waved his hand away to clear the air from the smoke. “Excuse me?” he coughed again.

“Who finished first? Tell me it’s you.”

“We…finished together.”

Jimmy dropped his jaw open but definitely a wide smile appeared afterwards. “You lucky bastard!”

“What? Why?”

“Oohh, it’s not easy for virgins to cum together Matt. Believe me. My first time was lousy. The girl was drunk, almost non responsive. I didn’t cum in her. I had to jerk off while she passed out.”

Matt widened his honey eyes but then narrowed them again when he remembered something. “Oh yeah. YOU LIED TO ME. You said she’s a fucking goddess, literally. And you lost your virginity to her. What the hell,. Jimmy??”

“Oops.”

The air filled with stench of awkwardness and murderous intent for a moment but then Brian broke the silence with his lazy remarks.

“To be fair, my first time was lousy too.”

Both Jimmy and Matt turned to look at him.

“No way man. You too?” Matt asked.

“Yup. Lost mine to a friend of my dad. But she’s not that old, it’s just…I feel disgusted everytime I think about it.”

“But dude, didn’t you lost your virginity when you were 14? That’s child abuse dude! You should file a report to the police or something.”

“Nah…we both wanted it at the time. And she didn’t abuse me. She didn’t even touch me.”

Then the awkwardness mulled again, with Brian smoking the joint alone and being watched by Matt and Jimmy, both hung in speechless.

“Ehm. Where’s Zacky?” Matt broke the ice by changing the topic quickly.

“Dunno. Asked him to join before the break but he said he had something to do.”

“Nevermind. I’ll go look for him. Practice at my place today?”

“Yeah man. Totally.”

“Cool.” Matt bro-hugged them both and took a small running steps from there but then definitely halted when Jimmy yelled all of a sudden;

“YEAH WAY TO GO MATT! GO FUCK SOME OTHER GIRLS NOW MATT!! YOU’RE A STALLION MATT! DON’T EVER FORGET THAT!”

Matt could only stand stiff in the middle of everyone who turned to look at him and glared with suspicious eyes. He noticed a couple of girls biting their lips and looking over at his crotch when Jimmy made the horse sound using his unstoppable loud mouth.

“Jeez, shut the fuck up Jimmy.” He gritted his teeth and tried to act normal but right when he saw a glimpse of someone walking just a few feet away from him, he smirked. His confidence built within as he sped towards her.

“Valary.” He called and she stopped in her tracks. She was used to his voice that she didn’t want to turn at once. She rolled her eyes as her group of friends sneered at Matt who stood behind her and towering over.

“What do you want fre-”

Without warning, Matt swooped her by the waist and hoisted her body up, his plump lips crashed onto hers as he inhaled her sweet scent and let her eyes opened wide. Valary was caught off guard but she couldn’t do anything else because as quickly as he initiated that kiss, he broke off that quickly too, fixing his backwards cap and drew a cocky smirk before he went away from there, casually.

All of her friends gasped with hands over their mouth and eyes bulged in total surprise.

“What..what…who was that?!” Valary enraged.

One of her friends, Jackie laughed in disbelief. “That, Val, is your number one dorky fan.”

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She couldn’t hide her smile today. It was like every little thought she had in her mind was funny. Sometimes she would laughed all by herself like an idiot, then bit her lip ferociously afterwards. Part of it was because of the Princeton Academy admission. She couldn’t wait to finish her graduation exam soon so she could prepare for the college life.

But the huge reason for all her smile today was because of last night. She couldn’t believe that losing virginity can be this amazing. She didn’t know that sex felt so intimate and warm, unlike those vicious porn she watched all this while.

After their first time together, they continued for hours, trying on every position they remembered until they both fell asleep involuntarily. She was exhausted. Matt literally wore her out. It was crazy for two strangers to feel connected this way and they can feel comfortable in each other’s arms instantly.

Ryder picked up all the books from her classroom and went out, heading towards the library where she would cave in and be herself for a while. Then suddenly she saw Matt, stomping fast in front of her but didn’t realize her presence. As butterflies roamed inside her stomach, her smile grew wider than it already was. She wanted to call him but Matt had gone past her too quickly with his big steps.

“FUCK YOU JIMMY! Why didn’t you tell me?!”

Ryder stopped walking and hid behind the wall. She had followed Matt until here, a really secluded place and discreet from anybody’s view. She saw Jimmy being shoved up the wall by Matt’s strong arms. She bit her lip for the fiftieth time, watching how his muscles flexed and his work in progress tattoos visible in the sunlight. But..what are they arguing about? Oh, must be because of last night! Yeah Matt, kick his ass for fooling both of us!

“Tell you…what?”

“That she was a virgin!”

She stood up straight. They were talking about her, apparently. Then she leaned in a little, trying to catch what they were saying

“I…didn’t know that she’s – wait. WAS?”

Silence fell between them for a moment.

“Oh man. Man, man, man. MY MAN MATTHEW SANDERS! Finally! You boned her huh? You did! This calls for a celebration! Here, take Brian’s joint.”

“Hey!”

“Oh my God Matt, you gotta tell me every detail! Not every…just..how was it??”

“I did what u told me, keep telling her she’s beautiful. Until I found out that she’s a fucking virgin!”

Her face fell, horror struck within her like lightning on a tree. She felt like she was bitch-slapped by the real life. So Matt kept calling her beautiful last night for a reason? For him to get into her pants? Yeah it worked but…they both definitely had an agreement, so why bother?

“Ah, come on Matt! Girls fall for that stuff. So, did you or did you not fuck her?”

“Yeah , I did.”

“FUCK YEAH!! That’s my man right there. High five dude. Come on, don’t let me hanging.”

Ryder couldn’t listen anymore. She walked away from there quickly, not thinking of anything. Her mind was blank and confused, but in the pit of her stomach, she felt a tying knot was being pulled and it got to her head eventually. The feeling was so overwhelming that she can’t control her tears. This was an alien feeling for her. Her heart felt like it had been stabbed for over and over, that when she found her own sanctuary which is the library, she dropped down behind one of the shelves and just cried.

In her mind, she kept recalling last night’s memories. The way how Matt gently handled her, like he was the one with experience belt. How deeply he kissed her and appreciating every inch of her skin. She couldn’t forget how they laughed together about silliest things, such as Matt’s little pubic hair and then the laughter turned into moans as the heat between them built higher.

Ryder tilted her head up straight. A sudden realization appeared in her mind, and making her cursed softly under her breath.

“Fuck. I have feelings…for him?”

Notes

A/N: i think i have a fever...might not be able to be update in a few days..sorry :( *coughs*