Roadtrip

Mia’s POV
I lay awake half the night … thoughts running around in my head. But I had put my back to Jimmy, not giving in to him.
I nearly had… after the two amazing orgasms he gave me with his rough behaviour when I came back to the hotel room.
I wasn’t afraid of him, I had enjoyed it way too much. I didn’t know that Jimmy could be like that and I liked the idea that he had so many more sides to discover.
He never hurt me, even when he was boiling over with his aggression and him being mad at me, his hands had been careful even if firm.

When we both lay in bed not talking to each other for a while, I had told him I could find another room to sleep in and if I had to throw Brian out of his room with Izzie.
But Jimmy just replied I shouldn’t be ridiculous.
When the time moved on and we both were tossing and turning in bed, both not wanting to give in, Jimmy asked if he should sleep on the couch.
And I just threw him and angry glance and told him he shouldn’t be ridiculous… after that we fell asleep.

When I woke up in the morning I felt myself being pulled into Jimmy’s body.
He began to stroke my skin and I couldn’t resist anymore, I lay my head on his shoulder and sighed.
“Did I hurt you yesterday? I am sorry, I never meant to hurt you.” Jimmy whispered near my ear.
I closed my eyes, how could he think that he hurt me, I shook my head.
“Did I scare you?” Jimmy asked again and I felt hurt and concern in his voice.
I lifted myself up on my elbow to look into his beautiful blue eyes.
“No, James. You didn’t scare me and you didn’t hurt me.”
“Are you sure?” He sat up and pulled me down on the bed, pulling the blanket away and looking at my body.
Damn, this man. Only him looking at me, his hands touching my sides looking for an injury aroused me again, but I kept my mouth shut and held my body still.
“See.. here.” Jimmy pointed at my side. I tried to see what he meant and there was a small bruise on my hip.
I smiled “That is nothing. Jimmy, honestly. I am fine. And I enjoyed it… but I think you know that already and heard it yesterday”
Jimmy’s eyes shot up to mine. “We need to talk. Come on, let’s get dressed and go for a walk.”
I looked at my phone, it was only 8 in the morning but he was right, some fresh air and a coffee would clear my head and we really had to talk.
“Alright, let’s go.” I nodded at him and all the hard feelings from yesterday were nearly vanished.
Why did we fight at the first place?
We took a quick shower and got ready. We walked outside and agreed on finding a small bakery on our way to have a breakfast only for us and talk it out.

Izzie’s POV
New York had every right to be called the city that never sleeps, I had been walking around for hours and I never had any chance to be alone, there were people everywhere. Brian’s words were going through my mind, on and on,“I need the room”. I put on some loud music, but his voice was louder.

After I watched him leave with the girl, I turned around and found the quickest way to the exit. No one even noticed me leaving, and to be honest, I was glad they didn’t. I was so embarrassed of myself, how could I have thought he was changing, how could I have thought he had feelings for me. He just put me aside for the first bimbo he came across. Just when I thought he wouldn’t hurt me anymore he did the worst thing imaginable and could I blame him? Not really... he told me “no feelings, no relationship, just sex”... Then why the hell did my heart feel so empty?

I stared ahead, I had been in this coffeeshop since 5 am and the clock showed it was 9.30 already. I should get back to the hotel, talk to Mia, I was too ashamed to see anybody else, but I needed someone to talk to, someone to comfort me and tell me everything was going to be okay. I needed my best friend.

When I entered the hotel, I went straight for the stairs, over to the floor where our rooms were. I walked past mine and Brian’s room, and looked at the door..was he still in there with her? In our room? I shook my head and walked on... Well I guess it wasn’t our room anymore...
Mia’s room was a little further ahead and I knocked, hugging myself with my other arm.
“Mia? Please open up? I need you?” I knocked again and listened at the door “Mia? Could you please open up?” I heard myself beg in-between sobs. Another knock, another nothing, I let my forehead fall to the door. I didn’t even notice the door behind me opening, until I heard Matt’s voice “Izzie? What are you doing in the hallway?” I turned around and saw his eyes widen when he saw my face. He walked out and put his arm around me “You are so cold, you need a hot shower and I can take care of something in the meantime”
He took me into his room and directed me into the bathroom immediately, I glanced over to his bed and saw a naked girl in it, I groaned.... Not Matt too...
“It’s okay... I’ll just... “ I was trying to turn around, but he interrupted me by putting a kiss on my forehead “No, Izzie, take a shower and then I want to hear what’s going on”
I could hear him hush the girl out while I turned on the shower and let the hot water run over my sore body.

When I came out, Matt was on the edge of the bed, he had pulled the bedspread over it, covering the sexsheets. I sat next to him, looking at my hands. “He said he needed the room Matt, our room” I felt tears stream down my face as Matt pulled me to his body, stroking my back with his big hands. “Oh Izzie, I’m so sorry”

Jimmy’s POV
We had walked a couple of feet and I grabbed Mia’s hand in mine, couldn’t stand the distance.
I still couldn’t believe what had come over me yesterday.
I treated her like… I don’t even want to think about it.
I was just so mad, when I had realized that she wasn’t waiting for me after the signing and when I had stormed over to the hotel, finding the room empty, her not picking up her phone.
“Jimmy, you are breaking my hand.” Mia’s voice roused me from my thoughts.
“Oh shit, sorry.” I let go of her hand but she grabbed it again.
“Should we sit down here?” Mia asked and I nodded, couldn’t seem to find my voice.
We sat outside and ordered a coffee and a small breakfast for us. We could look over the park and the sun was starting to shine.
“Will you tell me what made you so mad yesterday?” I asked her after a couple of minutes of silence.
Mia looked at me and then back at her coffee.
“Are you ashamed?” I asked with a frown.
“Ashamed of what?” She looked confused.
“Ashamed of me being your official boyfriend?” I asked her and my heart was starting to beat faster, it was one think to just be with me here, where no one knows her but I had announced it officially she would be noticed on the streets from fans, was that her problem?
My heart was about to break…
“JAMES! How could you even think that?” Mia nearly yelled.
“How could I not?” I defended.
Mia sighed loudly and got up from her chair and sat down on my lap. I sighed finally having so close contact again.
Mia kissed me and I opened up immediately. “Don’t ever think that. You just… damn it you just surprised me. I wasn’t prepared being pulled into the limelight like that. And Jimmy, I am afraid… what if Josh now knows where we are? That was my only thought behind that.”
“I..I didn’t think about that. I was just so proud of announcing you as mine.”
“You silly man!” Mia laid her head on my shoulder snuggling closer.
“I love you.” I told her again but Mia didn’t reply just kissed my neck and I slumped down my shoulders a little, had hoped she would reply.

“And I still might have been a little jealous…” Mia said and got up from my chair to sit down on hers again.
“A little jealous?” I lifted my eyebrow with a grin. “Yes, a little.”
“There is no reason for that, hottie. You are mine, I announced this to everyone. I want you, no-one else.”
“Thank you, Jimmy. I am sorry for yesterday.” She grabbed my hand and squeezed lightly.
“I am sorry too, I really didn’t mean to hurt you or scare you.” I still felt bad.
“You didn’t, and James… I really REALLY enjoyed it. You were so.. demanding.” My eyes widened and I saw Mia lick her lips seductively.
Oh damn… maybe we should just get back to the hotel and have some make-up sex.
“Maybe we should go back?” I grinned.
“Good idea!”

“MIA? MIA IS THAT YOU?” A male voice sounded behind my back and I frowned.
Mia looked over my shoulder and a smile broke over her face, wait what?!
“Mia, it really is you!” Mia stood up from her chair and a tall blonde guy was walking towards her and Mia ran into his open arms.
“OLLY!” Mia yelled and he twirled with her around in his arms.
I got up from my chair and walked towards them, “Yeahh.. hey it’s her” I pushed my way between them and looked at the guy. “And who are you?” I asked angrily.
Mia grinned and kept holding the hand of the guy, alright… this was absolutely not how I liked it.
“This is Olly, an old friend of mine. We haven’t seen each other in a few years…” Mia explained and I narrowed my eyes at him.
He was nearly as tall as me, brought shoulders, nice smile, long blonde hair, I would describe him as a male shampoo model and I didn’t like the thought that Mia knows guys like him.
“I am not 16 anymore, Mia. Hey, I am Oliver, wait I know you. Jimmy, right?” He held his hand out.
“Yeah, Jimmy, her boyfriend.” I nodded and made this clear from the beginning, at least he seemed to have good music taste.
“Oh really? So you got rid of that Josh guy, told you he was an ass.” Olly replied and I liked this guy more and more the second.
“You wanna have a coffee with us?” Mia asked and motioned to our table.
NO! We wanted to leave… MIA!
“Yes, but I don’t have that much time.”
“Wait, sit down, I will get you a coffee.” Mia walked away before I could protest.

Olly leaned towards me with a threatening face “I just want to let you know that if I hear that you hurt her in anyway, I will make you pay.”
At first I wanted to react in the same way but then I thought about it and just replied.
“I never would” That seemed to be enough for him for now, and I liked that he was trying to protect Mia, but where was he when Josh had hurt her… I couldn’t ask him that because Mia came towards us again.
“What are you doing in New York?” Mia asked and seemed really happy to see the guy.
“I am here on a few seminar and workshops. I am finally done with my traineeship.”
“Is that true? You are a cop now?” Mia asked and her eyes widened and I sank back in my chair.
Oh shit! I thought I knew the blue dress shirt and fitting tie somewhere.. it’s exactly what the police is wearing… damn… not a Shampoo model…

Notes

OHHOOO ITS FRIDAY!!
The weekend is near :)

An old friend comes to the picture and he is a cop ;)
Jimmy and Mia talked it out :)
What's up with Izzie and Matt?!