Dreamless
Dreamless
****this is not a story, just a very sad dream i had. So be prepared. You have been warned.****
Last night I had a dream about Avenged Sevenfold. I rarely ever dream but when i do, i either have really terrible dreams or even more rarely dream of really funny things about Avenged. Last night, my dream consisted of both.
So the dream is kind of unclear and short, but this is how it went:
(my view is from the outside. 3rd person. As if we were being filmed on a reality show lol sorry i dont know how to describe it.)
I was over Matt and Vals house helping her with the baby for the night, while the guys went out for some drinks. Their baby was colic and constantly waking up, and crying, keeping Val up and really tiring her out. So i told her i would look after the baby all night so she could get some rest.
The dream skipped to the morning. I was sleeping with Val, who was buried under the blankets, Johnny was sleeping beside me, and Zack was asleep on the other side of Val.
"Can you say Mary?", Matt sing songed bringing the whining baby into the room, nudging Val to wake up.
"c'mon Matt you already have her, why do i have to get up?", she threw the blanket off her head and crawled out of the huge bed, carefully taking her daughter from Matts arms. They bickered as they left the room, Johnny following behind them in his underwear. I heard Val begin to yell at Matt about random people sleeping around their house. Syn walked in to the room with two beers, handing one to Zacky. They were all still very drunk.
He spoke something of "Jimmy never getting to see the baby" fighting back tears sipping the beer. (It was unclear of entirely what he said. That was all i could make out)
i pulled myself closer to him, wrapping an arm around his waist and laying my head on his chest. Brian laid over both of us, squeezing his arms around us both. Zacky let out a soft sob, causing me to cry.
and that was it. I woke up crying.
i hate dreams like that. They ruin the whole start to my day.
well anyway, it was also a strange dream to me. I think i know where Matt and Vals first fight over him waking her up to take the baby came from. My boyfriend/fiancé/husband/babydaddy (whatever you want to call him.....i prefer asshole =p) he always does that to me. While im in the kitchen cleaning or cooking he'll call me in to the room just to change our sons diaper, im like "ugh you're not doing anything just change it!"
i dont know why there were random people sleeping in the house or whyyyy my mind decided to name their baby Mary lol
but the worst part was definitely the Jimmy thing =( It just brought back all the memories of the interviews and pictures of the boys after he passed away. How exhausted and tired and just sad they looked. Just miserable.
It turned out to be an awful dream. I would rather never dream at all then dream of that. Then ever dream of something terrible again. It seems i only have nightmares. I just hope it doesnt become reacurring.
Ever since i was a little girl i've had a reaccuring dream of a tidal wave wiping over my town. It changed a little each time, but always a wall of water racing towards as i stare unable to move. I live on a peninsula in New York and we were hit hard by hurricane Sandy back in october. The ocean met the bay, all the streets were atleast 10 feet under water, it was like watching a river flow right down my block. Now imagine how horrifying that was...ugh.
anyway, sorry for rambling, that was my dream, and now its 12:30 in the morning and i dont want to go to sleep ='(
and sorry if this upset anyone, i just really needed to share it with someone :(
Last night I had a dream about Avenged Sevenfold. I rarely ever dream but when i do, i either have really terrible dreams or even more rarely dream of really funny things about Avenged. Last night, my dream consisted of both.
So the dream is kind of unclear and short, but this is how it went:
(my view is from the outside. 3rd person. As if we were being filmed on a reality show lol sorry i dont know how to describe it.)
I was over Matt and Vals house helping her with the baby for the night, while the guys went out for some drinks. Their baby was colic and constantly waking up, and crying, keeping Val up and really tiring her out. So i told her i would look after the baby all night so she could get some rest.
The dream skipped to the morning. I was sleeping with Val, who was buried under the blankets, Johnny was sleeping beside me, and Zack was asleep on the other side of Val.
"Can you say Mary?", Matt sing songed bringing the whining baby into the room, nudging Val to wake up.
"c'mon Matt you already have her, why do i have to get up?", she threw the blanket off her head and crawled out of the huge bed, carefully taking her daughter from Matts arms. They bickered as they left the room, Johnny following behind them in his underwear. I heard Val begin to yell at Matt about random people sleeping around their house. Syn walked in to the room with two beers, handing one to Zacky. They were all still very drunk.
He spoke something of "Jimmy never getting to see the baby" fighting back tears sipping the beer. (It was unclear of entirely what he said. That was all i could make out)
i pulled myself closer to him, wrapping an arm around his waist and laying my head on his chest. Brian laid over both of us, squeezing his arms around us both. Zacky let out a soft sob, causing me to cry.
and that was it. I woke up crying.
i hate dreams like that. They ruin the whole start to my day.
well anyway, it was also a strange dream to me. I think i know where Matt and Vals first fight over him waking her up to take the baby came from. My boyfriend/fiancé/husband/babydaddy (whatever you want to call him.....i prefer asshole =p) he always does that to me. While im in the kitchen cleaning or cooking he'll call me in to the room just to change our sons diaper, im like "ugh you're not doing anything just change it!"
i dont know why there were random people sleeping in the house or whyyyy my mind decided to name their baby Mary lol
but the worst part was definitely the Jimmy thing =( It just brought back all the memories of the interviews and pictures of the boys after he passed away. How exhausted and tired and just sad they looked. Just miserable.
It turned out to be an awful dream. I would rather never dream at all then dream of that. Then ever dream of something terrible again. It seems i only have nightmares. I just hope it doesnt become reacurring.
Ever since i was a little girl i've had a reaccuring dream of a tidal wave wiping over my town. It changed a little each time, but always a wall of water racing towards as i stare unable to move. I live on a peninsula in New York and we were hit hard by hurricane Sandy back in october. The ocean met the bay, all the streets were atleast 10 feet under water, it was like watching a river flow right down my block. Now imagine how horrifying that was...ugh.
anyway, sorry for rambling, that was my dream, and now its 12:30 in the morning and i dont want to go to sleep ='(
and sorry if this upset anyone, i just really needed to share it with someone :(
Notes
On a happy note, i finished writing another chapter for my story Second Heartbeat.its been a few days since ive updated so i promise to post two chapters tomorrow.
http://www.avengedsevenfoldfanfiction.com/Story/4538/Second-Heartbeat/
goodnight. Sweet Dreams<3
4/13/13