Carry On

"Renee, you have to hear me out-"

"I know why you killed Lisa ok?! I'm with Brian on this, all the way. He's was getting blamed for it, so I'm with him. He says you brought youself into this. Zack it's deadly serious we speak nothing else of it" she sighed angrily. "God. That is the one thing I wish I'd forgotten"

"Why I kill- what?!" I shouted. "Jimmy?! How the fuck does he know?! And Brian?!"

"You told them when you were drinking yourself to death last week"

"Fuck" I cursed. "How has Jimmy not beaten me up yet?!"

"Because he is the only one who understands for some fucked up reason. Look. I know you care for me, and that's why you did it - but I'm telling you now, I don't want to hear another word of it" she snapped. "Ever"

"I didn't kill her Renee, how many times?! She fucking fell"

"Enough!!" she yelled loudly causing her voice to break. "I'm fed up of arguing, loosing people and crying. I do not want to do it all again, now can we just watch some movies and not start thinking about her?!?"

I honestly thought she knew about my feelings. You could say I was relieved, the way she reacted to start off with was pretty bad. It's given me the hold on the whole subject. I didn't have to tell her yet.

"Yeah, I'm, sorry. I just, thought you should know," I lied guiltily. I'd had enough of talking about it myself, I'd almost forgotten about it too. When you love somebody that much, you'll do anything to make sure they were safe and happy - it's just like a bad horror movie.

Notes

Short I know, but it's meant to be. Jeez so sorry for teasing you guys ;) ;)