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I took care of Brian, I cleaned all of the blood away, and to finish off, we did something we hadn't done in a while. He sat in between my legs, and rested on me. Brian played with my hands as we both prepared for the final talk.

"I miss Gray, where's she?"

"No, no" I said shaking my head. "I don't think she wants to see you. Gracie is with Zack today because we need to sort this out"

"W-what? Why doesn't she wanna see me?" Brian turned his head, and rested it on my shoulder. He frowned looking up at my face in some sort of shock.

"You upset her yesterday, she was devastated you didn't tell her you loved her"

"What?! I didn't see her yesterday"

"You were hammered, Brian"

"Fuck" he sighed. "When you see her, please, call me and let me talk to her"

"Alright" I nodded reasonably.

"Come home"

"I don't know" I moaned. "I just, don't. Brian you're a mess, look at you"

"This was Johnnys fault, I accept why he has done it, I'd be furious too. But I did not do anything to you're mother, and I swear on yours and Gracies life"

"I believe you" I whispered stroking back his black hair.

"Thank god, Ren" he lifted his head and kissed my jaw. He immediately smelt Zacky on my neck, and pulled away in sadness. "Why..?"

"Why what?" I stuttered understanding full well what he meant.

"I can smell him, Renee. Why? You fucking promised me"

"Chill out, he was being a friend, he was there for me" I lied. "It doesn't hurt to hug somebody alright?"

"Sorry," he moaned. "Ren, listen to me. I've never felt so, alone since we've been like this. I fucking hate it. You're my life, Gray is my life. I'm willing to blame everything on me here, I'm giving you my sincere apology. I love you with all of my heart, I'm not gonna loose you"

"I've missed you Bri" I admitted.

"I know baby, I know" he caressed my cheek as a single tear fell down. Of course I missed my husband, I loved him more than anything in the world. But I just felt, different with Zack. It wasn't as if I had any major feelings for him, I of course thought he was attractive, who doesn't? But he tret me how a girl should be, he'd love me no matter what, and he'd never do anything to hurt me like Brian has in the past. "I've missed you too"

"Can I come home?" I cried falling into his shoulder.

"Don't ask" Jesus christ," he chuckled kissing my head. "I'm so happy you want to come home"

"It's not me you have to worry about anymore, you have to talk to Gracie"

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After a small catch up, it seemed I'd fallen in love with him all over again. Just being in his sober company made my mood finally lift back to it's original cheerful self. I only had one more person to explain too.

"How'd it go?" he asked.

"I'm, going home" I nodded cringing.

"You're.. going home.. wow," he sniggered."I'll tell you something Ren, you're a two faced bitch, that's what you are. I don't want you here anymore. You can't lead me on the way you have, when I love you this much. Do you have any idea what you're doing to me?!"

"No, listen to me-" I sighed holding him still. "I love the way you are with me. You make me feel, worth something, and, you've managed to make me happy considering my marriage was slowly falling apart. I love you for that. Brian doesn't treat me like you do. He knows that. And, if it wasn't for him promising he'd change, I don't think I'd be going home tonight. I'd be here, loving being around you!!"

"It isn't enough, Ren"

"It has to be. I wanted do that last night, I really did. I don't regret it one little bit"

"I love you" he frowned pulling me in for a hug. "This isn't fair"

"Nothings fair" I sighed kissing his cheek. "Call Gena, she really likes you Zack"

"I don't like her,"

"Yeah you do," I laughed poking his weak spot. "Do it!! I'm gonna go get my stuff. Once again, thank you"

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