you saved me

As we walked into the hotel Johhny stopped dead in his tracks and looked at me. "You said you were an only child, right?" I nodded, confused. "Then later on you said you were going to stay with your brother....." his voice trailed off in confusion. I started to laugh, "I am an only child. I call my best friend Hunter my brother because we've been so close for so long. I don't even think about the fact that we're not actually related." Johnny nodded in understanding before continuing to walk.
Once we reached the room I sat down on the couch while the guys gathered there stuff. I looked at my phone, another message from will:
don't be mad
I slid up the screen to get to my keyboard,
It's a little late for that dick head!
I replied. I was beyond pissed off. My phone buzzed again, I picked it up and before I could even open the message all the way i saw the word 'baby'. I screamed and threw my phone across the room.
"I FUCKING HATE YOU!" I shouted before realizing that Zack and Matt had come running in response to my scream. I started crying. Zack sat beside me and wrapped me in a hug while Matt retreved my phone from the other side of the room.
Zack tried desperatly to get me to stop crying while Matt read the messages on my phone. He showed the messages to Zack and Zack held me tighter. "It's okay sweety," he whispered, "it'll all be okay. You don't need him, I'm here for you. We're all here for you." He rubbed my back rythmicly.
After what felt like an eternaty I stopped crying and Zack let go of me. I sat back up and he wiped away my tears.
"Don't cry anymore sweety, I hate having to see you cry. When you're sad, tell me why. I want to know and I can help. You're not alone." Next thing I knew his lips were on mine. I've never felt such a gentle kiss in my life. Will never kissed me when I was sad. Zack pulled away and I felt lost. "Z.....Zack...uh....I....." I stopped trying to speak, I couldn't. I just stared into his beautiful green eyes. "I'm sorry," he said as he started to get up. "Stop!" I pleaded as I grabbed his wrist. He sat back down beside me "you aren't mad?" He asked sounding relieved. "No, no not at all. I wanted it too. I mean I feel like I'm rushing things but at the same time this just feels so right." "We can move as slow as you need us to," Zack said, "I just want to make you happy."
I couldn't help but smile. This man made me feel better in one day of knowing him then Will had in the 9 years I'd known him. I think I'm in love with Zack, but I cant tell him this soon. Can I?

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