Brian's P.O.V

I was waiting at the pier, it was a little restaurant that served seafood, situated on the boardwalk, though it was quaint, thought it be great place just to get away from everything, Nikki an the baby, mat, the band...just me and Nora...I need to tell her how I feel, I’ve said it in a letter, but now for the real thing...."Brian?"

I turned round to see Nora, even with heels on she was still tiny , she looked gorgeous all black but her jacket was awesome, really complemented her stunning eyes "Brian you there?" she giggled as I had to pull my gaze away from her and actually greet her [properly before she starts thinking im odd for just staring at her, to be fair she already thinks that but moving on..."Hey...you...u...look stunning" she blushed before taking my arm as we walked inside.

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"So I was like no little child please don’t touch the guitar, but kids you know they never listen...and with that the little shit put his sticky chocolate hands all over the beautiful Schechter...a Schechter Brian...of all the guitars...it was a Schechter...was a very sad day at the sore!" I laughed at every story she told, especially this one, her enthusiasm was brilliant, she lit up whenever she spoke about her family, her job, anything she held dear to her heart, but not once did we mention matt, a part of me liked that, but I knew something was up, every time I mentioned about the studio and sessions and talked about Matts killer vocals, her face would drop ever so slightly...

"So any more news on the baby?"

"Little red, nothing has changed since the last you u asked....which...I think this morning was, but she is fine “she smirked and he eyes widened..."She?! You found out the sex already?"....I smirked "No I just have this feeling it’s a little girl, which I kind of hope comes true" she smiled "OH Brian you'll be a great a father and to be honest I could imagine you with a little girl, she'll have your wrapped her little finger"...."Not the only then" I whispered to myself.

"Oh yeah now I think of it, I did ask earlier, to be fair a lots gone on since this morning..." she drifted of her, her eyes went cold..."You ok?" I leaned forward and grasped hold of her hand which was lying flat on the table, once her hand touched mine, I felt electric something like that pulsate through my veins, I know she felt it too as she looked up at me after...she smiled and leaned in closer, ours faces nearly touching, she wasn’t hat far from my reach, and her lips looked so good....I leaned in a bit to capture her lips with mine...

"Umm Brian, you want to get out of here, im stuffed and could do with a walk" she jolted back and knew she knew what was going on in my mind, what my out most desire was, what I nearly did..."Yeah, or we could go for a few drinks before going for out =walk?" she simply nodded before getting up from her h=seat and wrapping her arms around mine as we walked out of the pier...

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We walked further down the pier and found a few different bars, we went in all of them having two or three, practically bar hopping, I had to give it to her, sat in one now I counted how many she had knocked back, one to many for a normal girl, she should be on her ass, but no she was standing straight and talking normally, god could she drink....just my type...

"C’mon Haner, stop being a pussy and take the shot!!" she forced the shot in to my hand then motioned me to take the shot, this seems a bit like Deja vu...I remember doing this too her when we first met...ha-ha how things have changed, how things have become so difficult, fuck it!! I knocked the shot back and searched for the lemon wedge but was nowhere to be seen "Missing something?" I looked and saw Nora had the lemon wedge in her mouth; I was intrigued, she winked at me and tapped her lips with her finger, was that her signal?I took it as one and leaned in , her lips instantly crashed against mine, it was a sweet, sour and sensual, I bit down on the lemon, and pulled It away spitting it out, it was definitely getting in the way, I looked back and she wrapped her arms around my neck and crashed her lips against mine, I tugged at her bottom lip and she moaned making me smile into the kiss...she pulled away and just blushed but then her face changed, guilt had taken over..."Brian I think we should go for that walk..." I nodded and knew the perfect place, underneath the boardwalk, I usually went there after drinking if I need to clear my head, and it was beautiful too..so Nora would defiantly fit in....

"You know i love Matt right?" we were now sat under the boardwalk, she was leaning on me, and i had my arm wrapped round her, pulling her lose too me as we stared at the view "Yeah ...it hurts you know.." i never pulled my view form the sea but in the corner of my eye i saw Nora look up at me and wipe away tears, she then nestled her head into my neck and kissed it hen back up and kissed my cheek, this time i turned to see her dainty face "I'm sorry, i know you love Matt, just wished you love me" she smiled and i kissed her lips, soft and delicate "I do Brian, but..i cant.." and i saw a single tear fall from her beautiful eyes "Its just wrong, we cant do this...." , and it broke my heart to hear her say his...she then cuddled back into my side as we carried on watching the view...as long as she was mine now, i couldn't care less...

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Matt's P>O>V

i decided to take a walk, Nora had left ages ago, and even though i knew she was telling the truth i just didn't trust her...i didn't trust either of them, ive seen the chemistry, the connection they have and it pains me every-time hey are together and im just left here by myself wondering if this will be the time when shell come back, take all her stuff then leave me for syn, i hate this feeling and its becoming more active recently.


I started walking and decided to bring my trusty sidekick JD with me for the little journey, i walked down to the boardwalk, it was calm and peaceful , a place needed right now, it was beautiful though, would love to bring Nora down here, she'd love it...

As i began walking down so i was under i saw a couple in the distant cuddled onto the sand, as i focused closer i saw it was Brian and Nora, and suddenly i felt sick...my fears were coming true, then i saw her removing so i hid behind the pillar and watched a little more, she seemed to sit up and then i suddenly felt a sharp pain as they kissed!!

WHY?! why would she do this too me, i couldn't breathe, my heart was breaking, i felt so sick and i couldn't move, i was frozen, i just watched them, just everything screamed betrayal, i wanted to scream at Nora,and kick the shit out of Brian... I decided it was best to get home before it seemed as if i had followed them, i practically ran home, stumbled a couple of times due to the alcohol, i pushed my way through my door once i unlocked it, and its when everything hit me....

........ my heart belonged to her, but her heart belonged to someone else, i broke down instantly at the thought and slammed the door shut.

i couldn't stand the pain i felt...it hurt so much, i fell with my back against the door and slid down the to the floor with my head in my hands propped up on my knees, how could i do this when i had all this anger...i needed to hit something or someone......

AHHH.... and with that i through my sidekick across the room, hearing a smash in the distance, but at this time i didn't give a fuck and now the plan tonight had changed from apologizing to Nora to getting absolutely wankered...
























Matt's P.O.V

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