I don't belong here.

Matt's P.O.V

I was so excited to see Nora, i felt so bad about last night, it was awful, i had let my jealousy get the best of me. Tonight was going to make up for that, i had put tea lights all round the house and rose petals by the front door and upstairs, i had ironed my black and white checked shirt, it was new and i thought it would complement Nora's dress,speaking of he dress i hoped she liked it, i hope she was still coming. It had been an hour since she would of arrived home, she should be here, panic started to set in, what if Adam had been round...i started to get worried, i grabbed my coat and my keys and headed for the door, but was stopped in my tracks when i opened the door and saw Nora, she looked stunning, and the dress...good choice if i do say so myself.

"Hi sorry im late.." She smiled and i couldn't resist, i grabbed her by the waist, pulling her inside, slamming the door behind us, i put one hand on the bottom of her back and the other by her neck, i pulled her in for a kiss, it was slow and delicate but then her mouth opened letting me enter, it got rough and hungry, by this rate dinner would be forgotten about and i'd be taken her upstairs, dessert would be first. She pulled away and giggled, it was cute, she then turned and saw the roses and the candlelit dinner and her jaw dropped "Oh Matt!!...its gorgeous...you did all this? i thought we were going out tonight?" I grabbed her waist from behind and pulled her in again, resting my head on her shoulder, lightly kissing her neck "I did all this to stay sorry, and i thought it be different you know, something romantic" i said between the kisses i was giving her, i needed to cool down, or id be taken her right here, right now, and that wouldn't be great as she's just walked in the door and there's food cooking. I guided her to the table, and we began to drink wine and eat, i had made seafood linguine, as i know she loves seafood, and if i do say so myself, i had done a good job. It was nice to sit here and just talk, and to be fair, so far of the evening here was no mention of Brian or Adam, fingers crossed they would be forgotten about tonight, i wanted all her attention, i wanted my Nora.

"How was work babe?" She looked up at me, he mouth was full so she was sending hand signals suggesting i'd hang on for her to finish and that she wasn't being rude, it was funny and cute, when she finished her mouthful, she took a sip of her wine and continued "It was great, Charlie, Luke and Dean, are brill...it was awesome can't wait for tomorrow" a smile beamed across her face "Who's Charlie, Luke and Dean?".........."Charlie is my boss and he's my neighbor apparently too, and Dean and Luke are colleagues of mine, they're funny, and before you say anything no.." i looked at her confused, what did she mean, she tilted her head and raised her eyebrows "Just before you say anything, Charlie is just a mate..." i smirked "I wasn't going to say anything, i was just eating this beautiful meal, a brilliant chef with talented hands made this" i winked and she just giggled whilst finishing her glass of wine, my hand was resting on the table, she leaned over and placed her hand on top of mine "Yes very crafty little hands, if this evening goes well, i'll let the little chef get to use them again" she bit her lip and leaned back in her chair, i could feel myself getting hot and bothered, this is what she did to me, damn woman, but i loved it.

We had finished the meal, i made Nora stay sat as i put away the dishes and cleaned up, i kept catching her eye, she was watching me and was biting her lip, that was always the signal that's she was horny, tonight was going to be fun. I carried on with the dishes until felt 2 little arms around my waist, she kissed my shoulder, as that was all she could reach due to the fact she was a midget "I wanna go upstairs, i brought your surprise with me" i felt her hands go up the back of my shirt, her touch sent me crazy as i tilted my head back, she whispered in my ear "Tonight, im in control" she wrapped her hand around mine as she guided up to my room.

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She tugged on my lip as she lowered herself on to me, i was so hard, i loved her, and as much as i wanted to make love to Nora after tonight's atmosphere, but i need her, i was hungry for her. As i slid in her, it was like we were made for each other, i watched her as she biting back a moan as she let me in her. I lay beneath her, my breathing became short and raspy, Nora had one hand reaching between her legs to keep me in position whilst her other hand was gripping on my chest, scratching at my skin.

“You okay?” i rasped, trying not to gasp as i was half in and half out of her body.I wanted to make love to her, to be romantic , to be the perfect ending to our night, but i needed this, my body want to move more, and by the way she breathing, so did she. I rolled my hips forward, just slightly and Nora gasped as of now i was in her, completely. "I love you...Matt..please..stay with me" she stuttered as she tarting to grind on me, i sat up with her still straddled on me , i caressed her breasts as i left traces of nips and bites along her neck, with every nick her moans got more frequent, as did my urge to flip her on her front and slamming into her, making her scream my name. Nora began to ride faster, so i matched her speed carefully, making sure not to push too hard or too fast.

Nora began to move faster, her body rubbing fully against mine as she moves back and forth, her cheek pressing against mine as soft gasps creeped from her lips, it was turning me on, it was becoming more and more difficult to let her be in control. I closed my eyes and pulled my arms tight around her, just the sensation of being inside her and her warm breath against my ear was perfection. Her skin was soft beneath my hands, smooth and beautiful and naked. I let out a loud sigh contentedly as i felt a gentle brush of lips, unexpected on neck, her arms were on my shoulders, she raked her nails along my arms and she started to pick up the pace, sending me insane. With the quickened pace, aggression and lust struck in her, i started to feel hard sharp angles of hip bones and frantic grinding. Nora arches her back suddenly , sending us both into a low moan of pleasure which quickly degenerates into a series of low, quick moans as she begins to rock her hips in earnest, getting faster and faster.

“So...good...” tumbles out of her mouth as my hips join hers in a slow crescendo. “So...so good...”

I satyed quiet, just enjoying the sight of the woman i love in pleasure, i just let her ride me, i started panting against her shoulder, i slid my hand through her hair tugging sharply "Fuck!!...oh god!!" she started getting faster, i knew i wouldn't last any longer. But after several moments of this, the tight muscles around my cock suddenly relax and she seems to have lost whatever sensation she was feeling previously because she pulls back, licking her lips and a determined glint to her eye.

“Put your arms over your head, grip on to your headboard,” Nora said between pants, slowing down into a rhythm . “Don't let go.”

I did as she asked, like she said earlier, she was in control, wondering what she’s going to do next. She jolted upwards for a moment looking down at me, sitting so deep that i was completely lost within her. Her hands gripped tightly on my waist and then she leans forward from the hips, her left hand keeping my hands on the headboard so that i wouldn't let go. The other one still held to my chest. I looked up at her, confused and surprised by the control she had over me looks up at her, her hips have stilled now and she smiles slightly and shuts her eyes before drawing back and then slamming her hips down on mine with absolutely no warning.

“JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!”

“MATT!” she cries in answer and then she arches her back again and moans, sending me completely crazy right there on the spot. I wanted to let go of the headboard to touch her, so that i could flip her over onto her back and make love to her, rough hard love, my hands began to move but she slapped my wrists, i stopped moving them and laid there as she asked before, her grip on my hands tightens and i can barely even move my fingers as she whimpers above me, so deep in her own pleasure that she’s lost her final ounces of self control.

I had never seen her like this before – she’s wild and abandoned above me, her long hair loose and falling down her back and beside her cheeks. The lack of control she had on her life , sent her crazy, but i guess in the bedroom, she could be in control, this made her more attractive. “Ohhh...” I moaned as my own pleasure washed over my senses, warm and sweet and utterly sublime. “Nora...”~~~“Love you,” she whispers between a steady crescendo of moans. “Oh God..i..i.love you...”I shut my eyes as Nora pushes faster and faster, practically vibrating on top of me, i choked and tried to hold myself back until she collapsed onto my chest in a exhausted heap.“That.... felt ....whoa” i breathed as i gasped for air, i was speechless, i think i enjoyed controlling Nora more than normal Nora. Her head was on my chest, i felt her nods against me. “I think you were going at warp speed for a few seconds there babe....” she chuckled breathlessly. I went to move but she wouldn't let go of me, she was wrapped around me tight with her thighs and refused to move. “More?” i guessed, to be fair i wasn't expecting her to say yes, but i was wrong, she looked up at me and nodded whilst biting on her lip, she nods again but doesn't move as she tries to catch her breath and finally i couldn't bear it anymore, it was my turn to take charge, it was only fair after all?. “You know I think it must be about my turn to be on top.” She looks again, her eyes alight with a seductive smirk and then she wraps one leg around me and flipped her until i was on top of her.
“You’re amazing,” i murmured as i stroked her cheek. “You know that right?” She was still a little breathless but she smiled at him and then wrapped her arms around my waist.

“No you are, im sorry, i love you...i don't ever want to lose you...forever and always Matt.” She leaned up and kissed me, it was delicate and sweet, i rested my forehead on hers, in that moment, it was like time had stopped, it was like i had known her all my life, we had been rocky but now it was gone, i was not going to lose her, she was my everything...we had only been together for a short time, but i wanted her to be mine, forever...i wanted her to carry my name, to be the mother of my children...i was ready for a future with her, i wanted it to start sooner rather than later, tonight put everything in perspective, i loved this girl and nothing would break us...."yes forever and always...i love you Nora..." I held her in my arms, kissing her once more before round 2.

Notes

comments....

how'd you feel about the night, a little smut i thought was needed hehe, what do you think matt meant in starting a future with nora sooner rather than later? any hopes or wishes for the next chapters, please comment them below :)