~Jess's POV~

"So how-" Austin stopped dead in his tracks as he saw Brian seated on he couch, with me standing and his hands on my waist. "What the fuck are you guys doing?!"

"I was asking him where I should get my next tattoo. Either on my hip, or my ribcage." I lied. "And this ass started to tickle me."

I nervously walked towards Austin and placed a kiss on his cheek. He glared at Brian and proceeded to taking his bags up to my room. I let out a breath that I didn't even realize I was holding in.

"Shit that was so close." Brian exhaled and ran his hands down his face in relief. "I think I should go. And plus I need to take care of this somehow."

"Yeah, I think that's best. I'll see you around." I said, leading him towards the door.

"I'll take you to lunch tomorrow." Brian said before pulling me in for a hug and placing a kiss on my cheek. Instead of a quick kiss, he lingered there for while, placing a kiss on my shoulder before we heard a cough from behind us.

"Bye Jess. I'm glad we got to hang out today." He gave me one last hug, "See you tomorrow."

Truthfully, I missed Brian. I didn't want him to go because Austin didn't want him here. I watched as Brian made his way to his car and sped off to God knows where. Not seeing his ride anymore I closed the door with a sigh.

"What were you guys REALLY doing?" Austin questioned me.

"I told you already. He was helping me figure out where I should get my new tattoo." I walked towards the kitchen and took a water out from the fridge.

"Don't bullshit me Jess. Tell me what the fuck he was doing with his hands on you!" He yelled, slamming his fist on the counter. I flinched, but refused to show him I was afraid.

"I already fucking told you! It was fucking harmless!"

"It didn't look harmless to me! It looked like he was in love with you, Jess! I could fucking see it in his eyes because I've seen that look." His voice quieted down. "That's how you used to look at me."

I felt very guilty for what I did with Brian, and I felt even worse knowing that I lied to Austin about it. He's been nothing but good to me and here I am, screwing around with my old fuck buddy. But it's not like I intentionally did it. When I'm with Brian, the world stops and it's just us. With Austin, he makes me smile and feel like I'm the luckiest girl ever. But there's no way I could ever tell Austin about the child and what happened between Brian and I just moments ago.

"I told you Austin. Please don't accuse me of something you think I did, but I actually didn't do." I lowered my head in shame.

"I'm not accusing you because I can tell something happened, but you refuse to tell me. What happened to us and telling each other everything? It hurts when you lie to me, sweetheart." Austin's voice no longer held anger, it help only care. I looked at him through my lashes and instantly regretted it because the pained expression on his face was enough to break my heart.

"I'm telling you the truth. Why won't you believe me?" This was my last shot at trying to prove to Austin that nothing happened, when in fact, I'm doubting my feelings for him now.

"Well if you won't tell me, I think I'll just go hang out with Alan." He grabbed his leather jacket and opened the door. "Don't wait up for me. I'll probably stay with him too."

"Austin don't, I'm sorry. Don't leave over some stupid fight." I said, walking towards him.

"This isn't some fucking fight! I know you guys are screwing around!"

"You don't know shit Austin!" I yelled back at him.

"If you won't tell me truthfully, I'm leaving and I don't know when I'll be back." I never thought that this would happen, but it was bound to. Austin even warned me when we first started to date that if I still was screwing around with Brian, what's the point of even being in a relationship? I also figured out through Alan that Austin felt threatened by Brian, because Brian and I have this connection that Austin and I don't have.

"I'm not fucking kidding, Jessica. There's no point in me being in a relationship were my own girlfriend is lying to my face."

I bit my lip, tears stinging my eyes. If I tell him about what happened I'm almost 100% sure that he will end our relationship, and if he doesn't, he will break-up with me once I start showing. So what is there to lose at this point?

"Okay yeah, Brian and I fooled around." He scoffed and threw his hands up in the air.

"I knew it. I fucking knew it." Austin seethed at me.

"It's not what you think. We didn't have sex, we only kissed and when you came in, I was getting off his lap." I tried explaining to him.

"You know, I don't want to fucking know. We're done Jess. We're done." He ran into my room and grabbed his bags. Austin stormed out my door, leaving me on the floor, silently crying. I knew I shouldn't be crying because I did this to myself.

Notes

A/N:
I know some people are gonna hate me, but this is the way I planned out the story. I know Austin's appearance was so short, but he comes back later. So don't worry!