I can't believe it's been eleven years since I've been watching my sweet little Brian. Okay, so he's not little and he's not all that sweet anymore but he's still beautiful nonetheless. I'm surprised he still has his virginity, after all he is beautiful.

By now I knew everything about him; his birthday, his favorite color, his parents' names, where he lives, I even know who his first kiss was. His first kiss didn't know any better so I let her off with a warning but the rest of them got something for touching my man. That was the only way I could keep him pure and untouched.

If he lost his virginity he wouldn't be as beautiful as he is now. I would still love him just not as much.

Is it wrong? Yes but that's just how it is.

Now back to watching Brian.

He was sitting in the park with his friends smoking cigarettes. They thought they were bad asses for doing that but that was nothing in my book. His friends finished their cigs and left him by himself.

This would be a good opportunity to talk to him since he's by himself.

I walked closer to the table they were sitting on, hoping he wouldn't walk away as I was coming. He didn't but he didn't notice me behind him. I tapped his shoulder accidentally, making him flinch. He turned and looked up at me.

"Yeah?" he said, wonder in his eyes.

"I was wondering if you had another cig?"

He nodded then pulled on out of his pocket and handed it to me.

"Lighter?" I asked, while he just looked at me with question marks in his eyes. He handed me his lighter then got up.

"Do I know you from somewhere? You look really familiar." I shook my head no. There was no way he could remember when I first met him.

"No but you do look familiar, do you go down to the beach a lot?" I asked knowing the answer already.

"Yeah, maybe that's where I've seen you. I don't know yet, but uh, I gotta go dude," he said, turning to walk away.

"Yeah and thanks for the cig!" I yelled back at him. Looks like I didn't blow anything so I may have my chance next time he comes here. Or maybe I should just take him while he's asleep.

Ugh! My mind is jumbled up with all the possibilities I have but I have to remain calm. For him I have to be calm, but it's really hard.

Notes

Finally got this started
-Daiton