Show Me Your Rock Star Life!

I couldn't believe what he just said. I couldn't know if he was serious or not. I almost hoped he wasn't, that this was a stupid joke, that we wouldn't have to discuss about it, to hear the word “pregnant” was just making me think about the baby we lost, We didn't really talk about it lately and now he wanted me... pregnant.



I looked at him, he was laying and leaning on his hands on the sand. It was dark but I could still see his facial expression. He was staring at me and so serious about it that it was making me uncomfortable.


“I want to have a family with you.” He said as he sat back straight. Still not leaving my eyes.


I definitely wanted a family with him too. But now? Was that too fast? What if he's serious about it now and that he realizes that he doesn't want it anymore and leaves me with our baby? Oh my god, stupid mind. I looked at him again and said.


“Come on, don't be silly..” I said as I looked at my side, to avoid his stare.


“Don't you want it too?” He said calmly.


I didn't answer to that question cause my throat became tight and I felt my hidden tears wanted to come out. I was still looking away when I felt him coming closer to me. He sat in front of me and laid his hand on my cheek and gently made me turn my head to look at him. His facial expression was again still so serious and so relaxed that it made me feel a bit less uncomfortable because I could finally feel that it was only me and him and it was more than serious.


“I know why you are so afraid.. I can't stop thinking about it too, but you know.. This happened, it was very sad but it really made me realize stuff that I wouldn't have if it would have never happen.” He said as he came closer again.


We were so close that he was whispering these words to me. Never ever a man had talked to me in that way, it was so gentle, I got almost hypnotized by his way of talking on the moment.


“It made me realize how good I am with you. How I was a jerk and I swear I totally give you the right to kill me if I act like I acted, you know.. that night..” He looked for a moment at the ground but then looked back into my eyes, the same serious look, but now with a bit of guiltiness. “This all made us closer. I'm not proud of what I've done. All of this is past now. We have to leave it behind and start all over for the best.”


He gently put his hand on my lower back and put me closer to him. He kissed my forehead as I wrapped my arms around him. He was maybe right in the end. I couldn't imagine myself with someone else. I wanted a family, and most of all with him. I looked at him and shared him my brightest smile, I couldn't help my tears from falling onto my cheeks, him neither, he was smiling, laughing and almost crying in the same time, his eyes were watery. I kissed him quickly on his lips and then said.


“Doing this baby now would be an extremely bad idea you know. Let's wait till we are back home.”


James nodded and hugged me as tight as he could. My emotions changed to the extreme. I was first worried but after all I wanted it more than anything.


“I can't breathe anymore!” I said as James was still crunching me into his arms.


“I don't care. I love you so!” He said still holding me so tight.


I giggled, he was like a little child who was hugging his mommy after having the brand new toy he wanted so much. He left me go out of his arms, I looked at him and handed my hand, waiting for something. He put his hand inside his pants' pocket and gave me back my pack of pill.


“Thank you.” I said as I took one of them.


We stayed there a little while watching at the water in each others arms. After James brought me to a cute hotel. His next show was only in 2 days so we had time to chill out. The other guys probably decided to go out in a bar or something. As we entered into our suite, yes suite cause of course he putted all his heart on this evening. For my part, I didn't mind if it was only a normal room or a suite. But I thought it was nice that he thought about everything.


“Bath?” James asked as I sat on the couch.


“Of course!” I answered as I turned my back to look at him.


He was in front of the bed removing his jacket, making himself more comfortable. He suddenly disappeared into the bathroom. I heard the water starting to flowing into the bath. I decided to stand up and join him into the bathroom. As I entered in, I saw him only with pants sitting on the edge of the bath, seeing if the water was too hot or too cold. I leaned on the door and stared at him.


“So I guess, I won't get my panties back tonight.” I said.


He suddenly look back at me. A smirk on his face.


“You know me enough.” He said as he crawled to me, still on his knees.


He was now in front of me. He gently took the end of my dress and slowly put it up, in the same time kissing my belly. This guy was nearly driving me crazy, all the time. He really knew how to drive me nuts. I felt my neck getting red as it became extremely hot. My skin was now exposed to James. He stood up still with the end of my dress. He was looking into my eyes in the same time putting my dress out. I knew who was the leader, he was so tall but looking in straight in my eyes was almost intimidating me. I liked it though. I was now only in bra in front of him. He stepped even closer to me, making me step backward and stopping on the wall behind me. He hardly grabbed my butt from behind not hard enough to hurt me but hard enough to show me that he was the dominating one. My knee started to shake as he rubbed his hands between of my legs. He probably noticed it cause he took my both legs and lift me up that I would be only holding myself by the wall. I instantly wrapped my legs around his waist. He didn't quit my eyes a second, his expression was still the same. So serious almost intimidating but hot as fuck. I could still feel that he was really turned on too, I could feel a big bump in his pants. He started teasing me as he pushed me harder on the wall that I feel his dick even more onto my lady part. He started rubbing himself onto me. Making the same moves he would do if he was inside of me. He knew that THIS was making me insane! I started breathing harder as he kissed my neck hardly. I closed my eyes and enjoyed it. He started then to breath as hard as I was breathing. It was his “can't handle it anymore” sign, I knew him enough. I opened my eyes and saw him clenching his jaw with his eyes closed. Yes, He couldn't handle it anymore. He suddenly open his eyes back, grabbed my face and kissed me so hard and passionately. This felt so good. He let a hand on my cheek but then with his other he took his hard dick out and stick it inside of me, without even removing his pants. The tension was too big for. This was the best feeling in the world. I could tell he was enjoying it too, a lot. His face and neck became redder. His jaw was still clenching. I couldn't help myself but let a moan out. He instantly groaned. He started then to move back and forth inside of me. It wasn't long that I felt myself getting tighter and he felt it too cause he was breathing harder and harder, starting to sweat. I couldn't keep it inside longer, I instantly started to scream as I came around his cock. He also did the same and released himself inside of me. Men I swear this guy was killing me.

Notes

Long one! Lot of Sex details in less than two days yess! hope you like it ! xxx