Addicted To Your Touch.

I stood in front of the bathroom mirror staring at myself. Staring at every one of my tattoos and piercings I've acquired in my short 22 years of existence. I'm a very beautiful woman from what people say. I've always been pretty. It was just hard telling myself that. I have very low self-esteem I've never though that I was pretty. I hated looking at myself; I hate who looks back to me. I sighed. I put some clothes on; making sure everything was in place. If you were to look up "perfectionist" in the dictionary, you would see my picture. I'm the biggest perfectionist know, bigger than Brain and he's pretty big. I took one last look at myself and tried to crack a smile. Satisfied I walk out of my bathroom. I slumped onto my couch. Bored. I had nothing to that day, no photo shots, no lingerie fittings, nothing. My job usually takes up most of my time but not today. Being a model for Victoria's Secret can keep you on your toes and its stressful none the less but I love it, I can't imagine what or where I'd be if I wasn't modeling, probably still sliding down a pole to "Man in the Box" by Alice in Chains. Modeling keeps me out of "trouble" according to Matt, my overly-protective brother. It always amazed me that I got that job anyways, I'm not exactly the kind of girl that you'd expect to be a model for Victoria's Secret. I clearly go against all of there demographics: I'm not a size zero, I'm riddled with tattoos and piercings, I curse like a sailor,I drink my weight in alcohol and I smoke. I don't fit in with their "angel" stereotype. Knocking started up on my front door making my dog Salem, bark like crazy. "Shut up Salem!" I scolded him. I got up and leaped over the random piles of clothes and shoes scatter across my apartment. "That's something I can do today, clean" I thought to myself. I opened the door and looked up at Jimmy. He must have known I had the day of or something. "Hey Jimmy" I greeted him, still looked up at him. Even in my tallest pair of pumps, I'm not as tall as him. He follows me inside.

"So where's your ball and chain Jim?" I crack a smile, Jimmy chuckles and rub the back of his neck, even the subject of his wife makes him nervous.

"You know Leana would never let me come over here by myself." I nod. "True, true." Hard to believe Leana and I use to be good friends, she hates me now with a burning passion. Leana and Jimmy's marriage had turn to total shit in the past few months. They've only been married for a year and a couple months. I couldn't even tell you what happened. Leana just woke up one day and became a controlling bitch. That's also when she started to despise me. I kinda wondered why he was over here and not with the guys. Probably snapped at them for something, he can get on edge if he's haven't had any for a while.

"So what brings you here to my humble abode Jimmy?" I asked.

"What? I can't come and visit my favorite lingerie model and best friend?" He smirks.

"Well yes you can but you never do!" I protested. "So what are you really here for?" I asked again.

He smiled and shakes his head. "You'll find out. Maybe" I was a little confused, but I didn't question him, he always said crazy shit like that.

"Well can I offer you a Guinness?"

"Fuck yeah you can offer me a Guinness!" I smile and walked to my fridge and grabbed two bottles and handed him one. He pops the cap off the bottle.

"You have no idea how much I love you right now Mads!" He said after taking a drink. I giggled slightly and walked over to my couch and sat down, he joined me still sipping on his beer bottle like a baby sipping on a bottle of formula. We talked, about anything pretty much. Jimmy never disappoints in a conversation. After a few more beers, we were on the floor wrestling. He was on top of me trying to pin me to the ground. I was kicking my feet and laughing, trying to get out of the hold.

"Jimmy let go!" I said in between laughs, he grabs my wrist and pins me to the ground "You're a jerk." I said still laughing; he looks down at me and smiles. My laughs start to fade as I look up into his blue eyes, something draws me in and I can't look away. He's eyes had a hold on me I couldn't break. He frees my wrist; still sitting on top of me still has his lustful eyes lock on mine. I stared to casually chew at my lip. Jimmy ran his hand up my side, his touch started to give me a chill. He leaned down and kissed me, it took me a second to realize what was happening before I start to kiss back. He moved his lips onto my jawline, kissing down my neck to my collarbone, my breathing hitches.

"Jimmy.... what are you about to start?" I asked quietly. He doesn't answer me and puts his lips back onto mine. I felt his tongue brush across my lower lip. I widen mouth, granting him access; he slips his tongue inside of my mouth. He wrestle around with me, fight for dominance which I gave him. He lifts me up off the ground and pins me on the nearest wall. I was so confused; I didn't know what was going on. I wanted to say no so bad but I couldn't, his hands on my body, his lips pressed against mine just felt so right. Jimmy latches on to my neck; I felt the coolness of the piercing below his lip against my skin I started to get goosebumps. He placed his hands on my hips and pulls me closer to him.

"Strip" he whispers into my ear. He pulls away from me and crosses his arms; he locks his eyes on me. I was a little token back, Jimmy was never demanding. Doing as he wishes, I found the hem of my shirt and lift over my head and it finds its way on the floor as Jimmy watched me. I look back at him and bite my lip.

"..All the way" He said his voice raspy. I breathed out through my nose. I grabbed the clasp on the back of my bra and unhooked it. I push the straps of my shoulders and it falls to the floor. I look back up at him. He cracks a half smile. I grab my shorts and start to unbutton them. Jimmy puts his hand on mine to stop me.

"That's enough for now" He said. He's eyes travel down my half naked body, he mainly focus on my upper half though.

"You're so fucking beautiful Mads." He runs his hands up my stomach and cups them over my breast.

"Your tits have gotten so much bigger since the last time I saw them. You filled out that body nicely" I blushed, Jimmy squeezes my breast and moved his thumb over top of my nipples, I feel them start to perk up under his touch. He presses his thumb down on them and moves his thumbs in circles. A moan passes through my lips.

"I want to fuck you so hard; I wanna shove myself so deep inside your tight wet core." Jimmy whispered in my ear, his lisp sends shivers down my spine. I let out a whimper. "Dear god" I said quietly "I'm getting so wet" I thought to myself. Jimmy moved his hands down to the top of my shorts, he unbuttons and unzips them, I slipped out of my high heels to give him the satisfaction of sliding my shorts off. He jerks them down to my ankles and I step out of them. Jimmy falls to his knees; he kisses down my navel and on my hips. I run my fingers through his hair. He grabs the edge of my black lace panties; he wraps them around his finger and pulls them down slowly. He gets them off and throws them on the floor with my other clothes. Now I am completely naked, I instinctively cover myself with my arms. Jimmy stands back back up. He moves my arms "Don't cover up." He pauses, "You're beautiful, trust me." He kisses my lips again; he moves his lips back on my neck, kissing me softly this time. He found my sweet spot and he started to suck. I can't believe he still remembers where it was. My breathing depends.

"I want.." I start to say. I started to feel one of Jimmy's big hands travel down my navel. His hand cupped me. I feel two long fingers slip up inside and curl; Jimmy rubs my clit with his thumb. I scream out in pleasure.

"Tell me what you want Mads. You're so wet baby" He said, in a slightly mocking tone. I throw my head back and moan again, he moved his finger faster.

"You but, what about Le-leannaa, and my brother? If they found out-" I said in between moans; dragging out the N and the A in Leana’s name. My question must have angered him because Jimmy jabbed his fingers further inside me. I winced.

"Fuck Leana." He hissed. "She hasn't touched me in months. She's such a fucking tease and so are you; walking around here with those short ass shorts that show off those long legs or tight ass shirts, showcasing that huge rack you tote around. Watching you slide down a pole or looking at your perfect half naked body in the Victoria Secret catalog. Leana bitches at me when I pay attention at you and not her." He pauses and fingers even faster he slips his ring finger inside me the one that reads "Leana" he got it right after they got married, it's kinda his version of a wedding ring. I grab his tattooed arm and cry out for mercy, he's right, I am a tease. This was his way of punishing me.

"But I can't help it" he continued "You're so fucking hot and I've been waiting to long to fuck you and I'm not waiting any longer. I'm gonna fucking wreck you. I'm gonna make you scream, and you’re a big girl aren’t you? Matt can’t control you."

"Jimmy! Ah!" I moaned and cupped my breast. "I'm so close, I'm. Gonna. Come. Ahh god Jimmy!" He smirked and quickly removes his fingers leaving me with an empty feeling. I frown. He's gonna tease me like I've been teasing him for all these years. He puts his index and middle fingers inside of his mouth, sucking off my juices. I bit my lip.

"You taste divine Mads" He said. He took his ring finger and stuck it in my mouth, making me lick of my salty essence. We lock lips again, he forces his tongue back in my mouth. I run my hands down his abdomen, trying to find the bottom of his shirt. I find it and start to lift it up. I pulled it over his head and threw it on the floor. I unhook from his lips and stare at his tattooed torso, "How could Leana keep her hands off him?" I wondered. I rubbed his chest and started to bite my lip again.

"I'm going to bite that lip if you don't stop, it's driving me crazy." He growls, I cover my mouth and stop. I kiss his neck, I run my hand his body and cupped his lower member which I could feel getting hard against my leg. I squeezed slightly making him gasp.

"Jesus Christ Mads." He groaned. I move my hand over top of his belt buckle, I unbuckled his belt. He watched me as I unbuttoned his jeans and unzipped them and pulled them down, followed by his black boxers. My eyes follow down his body. I found myself staring at his.. lower region, I didn't know he was so big. "Damn" I mummer starting to chew at my lip again. Jimmy snaps his fingers in front of my face.

"My face is up here sweetheart." I look back up at his grinning face and blush, still chewing at my lip. "What did I say about that lip?" He scolded me, I continue to bite my lip and smirk. "You asked for it" Jimmy kissed my lips roughly, sinking his teeth into my bottom lip as he pulled away. "Fuck me Mads." He growls in my ear.He shoved himself inside of me, not giving me time to adjust to his size. I cried out his name, he pulled out and thrust back in deeper. "You know, you talk about me being a tease," I chuckled. "What about you? How do you think I felt when I heard that bitch scream your name like you're some fucking god, or when I over hear her talking with Gena or Lacey? I've always wants you, I've always want you to fuck me as good as you do her, but, then again, she is probably exaggerating your powers." I said, antagonizing him. Jimmy gritted his teeth and thew me to the ground, hands grip my hips as he buried himself inside me, making me howl. I dug my nails into his back. "I'm still not convinced." He scoffed, now throwing himself into every thrust. "Fucking Christ!" I groaned, I heard Jimmy crackle at my cries of mercy. I felt all the mussels in my body contract, he pushed further inside as I climaxed; I felt him finish inside of me making me get off even more. He pulled out of me and laid beside me on the floor. "Are you convinced of my god-like-ness yet?"

After work I stopped by Jimmy's house. Lena's car wasn't parked in the driveway so I should be good. I haven't seen Jimmy since our random escapade a few days ago. I let myself in. I could hear Jimmy practicing his drumming, so if I knocked he wouldn't have heard me. I followed the beat down the hall and to the last room on the left. I stood in the doorway and watched him. Drumming comes so naturally to him, he's raw talent always amazes me. He looked up from his drums and notice me in the doorway. He smirked, continuing to drum. He finished the set he was playing, sweat dripping from his face. He got up from his drums and grabbed a towel to wipe his face.
"Now what brings YOU to MY humble abode today Mads?" He asked breathlessly, trying to mock me.
"What? I can't come visit my favorite drummer and best friend?" I retorted.
"I don't know, I just though maybe you've come back to let me fuck you senseless, again."
"No, that's not why I'm here, but since you brought that up.." I paused "Why did it happen?"
He cleared his throat, "You ask that like you're feeling, guilty?"
"And you don't feel guilty at all? You cheated on your wife, don't you feel any remorse?" Jimmy pulled out a bottle of Jack and poured a shot.
"I did." He paused to take the shot. "But then I remember that she's probably doing the exact same thing to me. I mean, she's done it before so what's stopping her from doing it again? She always fuck somebody else when I was away on tour." He reached into his pocket and pull out a pack of cigarettes. He pull a stick out and placed it between his lips. He lit the cigarette with a blue zippo lighter. "That little fucking slut hasn't fucked me in almost two months." He continued. "So I just took the initiative to find someone who would." I frowned
"Oh so you came to me because you knew if given the opportunity, I'd fuck you. Do you think I'm some kind of whore or something? Is that it? That I'm your fuck girl that'll come at you cape and call? Do you have any idea of what fresh hell you've put me through? I can't look at myself in the mirror because I can't stand that dirty little whore who stares back. The guilt is fucking consuming me."
"Then why didn't you fucking say no?" I pursed my lips and moved closer to him.
"I wanted it." I whispered.
"I only came to you because I wanted to rekindle what we had. I miss you Maddie, I miss us."
I bit my lip "I've miss you too." He lifted my chin and pressed my lips to his. He moved his hands on my body, exploring it. Our kissing deepened, he licked the bottom of my lip, I widen my mouth to let him in.His hands found the hem of my shirt, he stared to lift it up. He moved his lips on my neck.
"I don't think I can handle doing this again." I whimpered.
"That's alright, no pressure. When you change your mind, call me." He whispered into my ear. He kissed me one last time before I left.

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