I opened my eyes too find myself in the dungeon of Zacks room. I was squeezed between both of my boyfriends. I crawled out of the bed, and quietly opened the door. The beam of sun light that hit my eyes woke my hang over in a rage.

I groaned as my head spun, turning my stomach. Stumbling as quickly as I could to the bathroom, flipped up the toilet seat and puked.

"Are you pregnant?", Jimmy asked from the doorway. Dipping a spoon full of peanut butter in to his bowl of icecream.

"no! And nice breakfast.", I wiped my mouth and flushed the toilet.

"thanks mom! It's lunch time!"

"stop joking. Im just extremely hung over, even still, a little drunk"

"well in that case. I have the cure! When your stomach settles, meet me in the loseyourHeadQuarters.", he dipped his spoon in to the peanut butter, and once again into his icecream.

'He is insane...'

"oh and try not to think of how many man shits we drop in to that toilet.", he added leaving the door way.

My stomach turned again and I hurled once more. I could here him chuckling down the hall.

'..but I love him'

I stood and brushed my teeth honestly feeling that would be the last time I puked.

I turned on the shower and jumped in. Actually being able to feel the cool water was very refreshing.

I wrapped myself in a towel and headed upstairs to get some clothes.

I put on my home altered children of bodom shirt, my red boy shorts, and slipped back on my slippers.

I dragged my feet down the hall and just realized I've never been in Jimmys room. I havent been in any of their rooms. Well except Johnnys and that was only to drop off one of his shirts that got mixed up in the guys laundry.

I placed a soft knock on Jimmys door, not really wanting to disturb him and Leah but I was already bored and my boys still weren't awake to bother.

I noticed there was a peephole on his door and laughed.

"welcome, I hope you brought your head, because now its time to lose it..high in the clouds.", he greeted me in his kimono with a dreamy vibe.

Leah was wrapped in the blanket on the bed.

"waddup biotch?", she patted the space next to her and I crawled in and laid beside her, giving her a squeeze.

"we live in the same house and you wouldn't even know it, this place is so fucking huge.", I sat up leaning against the headboard.

"i know right. We have to have a family day, maybe a BBQ."

"bbq sounds delicious babe.", Jimmy said joining us, sitting Indian style on the foot of the bed. "this will motivate us to get some good food.", he continued, reaching to his end table and revealing a mini bong.

"yesss. This IS the cure.", I smiled.

"told you!", he said handing it to me, insisting I take the first rip.

I lit the hemp wick, and started to burn the weed. The thick smoke filled my lungs and i tried my hardest not to choke, but couldn't last too long. They laughed at me when I started coughing.

"sorry pot heads.", I rolled my eyes handing the bong to Leah.

"and ur a dope head", she joked, doing her hit.

"hey not dope, just some pills...", untried to defend myself but that sounds no better than dope.

"vicodin is an opiate, same thing that's in heroin. Dope.", She went on.

"oh shush.", I laughed, the weed already working its magic.

"im not judging you boo, Jimmy and I took E last night.", she laughed, now handing him the bong.

"Really? We took E last night too!""

"You and Matt? On your date?" She looked shocked. Jimmy got up to mess with his radio, handing me the bong once again.

"No we got it while we were out and took it when we got home, Me, Matt, Zacky, ..and Brian.", I shrugged, hitting the bong, vivid memories of the night before flooded my head.

When I finally exhaled the smoke, I turned to see Leah with a confused look on her face.

"We took it at the club and fucked for like an hour in the bathroom, then fucked for like two hours when we got home. That shit makes you horny as hell!" She was so vulgar with her story.

I was laughing so hard and she joined in but when we settled down, I knew she still wanted to hear about my night.

"well you're right about that, it sure did make us horny. We ..fucked, as you would like to say.", I laughed again but she didn't join this time.

"Lexus Marie, who exactly is WE?" Damn she knew me too well.

"We. Me, Zack, Matt, an-", the bedroom door flew open and our attention shot up to a shirtless Synyster Gates.

"-nd Brian.", I gasped quietly.

"dude you gotta shut your door all the way, your baking out the hallway.", he yawned, finally noticing me seated on the bed. A small smirk formed on his lips.

Leah looked back and forth between us and cleared her throat, and laughed, taking the bong and clearing the smoke that was left in it.

"Sorry bro! Now wake and bake.", Jimmy pulled him in the room and shut the door all the way behind him.

He took the glass from Leah and handed it to Brian, and they both squeezed on the bed.

Leah looked at me with a shit eating grin, which either meant she was extremely high or she was thinking bad thoughts of me. Most likely both. I covered my eyes and laughed, resting back into the mountain of pillows.

Jimmy squeezed in between Leah and I cuddling her, whispering things we couldn't hear, making her giggling like crazy.

"so.....", he said ripping the bong. He wouldnt.meet my eyes, and I stared at him until he did.

"so...", I shrugged shyly. "probably good thing you left last night. We kept drinking, I can't even remember getting to bed.", I laughed. It was true, the night blurred once he left.

"well I went up to eat something. And it sound as if you guys were going at it..again. So its probably best that I left.", he laughed, his eyes now puffy, I'm sure mine looked the same.

"That probably won't happen again. You should have stood around", I sent him a playful wink and then sighed, glad that we can actually talk after what happened. I was starting to worry things would be weird.

"Yeah, but yanno, it shouldn't have happened at all.", he shook his head, hanging it low, playing with a ring he always wore on his middle finger.

"why not Brian?", 'he regretted it. It must have been terrible. I didn't think so though'

His eyes met mine in a flash as I spoke his name.

"that's why..", he sighed.

"i don't understand, why do you regret it, was I bad.", I whined softly, thankful the other two were now lost in a heated make out session. I don't know why I was so affected and worried about how he felt about it.

"no, no. It's not that. It was great. And you-"he looked at me, glassy eyes holding something different today from last, he placed a comforting hand on my leg. His touched burned, the same way it had when I was high. He traced the bite mark he left on my thigh with his thumb. I laughed at the memory, just now noticing it actually broke the skin, it didnt feel that hard at the time. "you were perfect.", he kissed my cheek.

I felt my cheeks heat up.

"its just that we were all really out of it. I mean, your boyfriends, my bestfriends, they watched. It was weird.", he paused to think, I didn't interrupt, I knew he had more to say. "When it was us, I totally forgot where we were, but when we finished, I just felt guilt.", he shook his head.

"You shouldn't feel that way, they encouraged it.", I smiled.

"Didn't you feel it was too...intimate?", what was he talking about about.

"of course it was intimate, Brian. We had se-", I stopped when he started shaking his head no.

I was so confused.

"it was great. Really it was. Thank you for an awesome night. But..can we just forget it?", he asked grabbing my hand in his.

'ouch'

"uhh, of course..", I nodded harshly, swallowing to try and create some moisture in my mouth that was now cotton dry.

I looked down at our hands, still connected. 'forget about it? But what if I didn't want to? I would never ask for something like that again, but it was definitely something I didn't want to forget.'

He snatched his hand from mine, shaking me from my thoughts. He hopped off the bed and nervously ran his fingers through his here.

"im going to get some lunch.", and he disappeared from the room with out another glance.

I laid back next to Jimmy.

"munchies? He's gonna tear up the kitchen...Sounds like a good idea!", he hopped out the bed and followed after him.

Leah and I just laughed.

"So what the hell was that about? You know I couldn't help but listen.", Leah asked, propping herself up on her elbows.

"i have no idea. He's acting weird. I was totally in 'man mode' last night. Thinking with my penis. Didn't think how this could change our friendship." I rubbed my face, trying to get my thoughts straightened out.

"Things will go back to normal. Just give it some time...and space.", she smiled, I could only hope she was right.

Why did he feel so guilty about what happened? We were all really drunk and just having a good time. It was just sex nothing more. No strings attached. Maybe he thought I would now try and tie him down, rope him in to our relationship. Everyone knows he was not a one woman man, and last night was exactly the type of sex Syn Gates would want. But last night he wasn't Synyster Gates, last night he was Brian Haner'

Notes

ok so heres something short to hold you guys over until the next one. what do you guys think? im not even sure whatvto think lol anyway...sorry for any errors ... And hey! also, any suggestions for a good story with atleast 10 chaptets up....i want to read something, but a story thats already started and flowing, not just one chapter...ok enjoy :)