Not a bad thing

Lizzy’s POV
“I was at Izzie’s past Thursday, she filmed me” Zack walked towards me from the corner of the room. I wiped my tears away. At first they were happy tears about all the nice things he said about me. But now I was confused and sad. I knew he had to like me, one way or another, why would he kiss me otherwise? Why did he say all these things about me, while at the same time, pushing me away because he couldn’t be with me. At least, that is what he said. This didn’t change anything.

Zack stood really close now, trying to put his arms around me. I pushed him away “No! You are not going to kiss me again, so you can walk away once more. You hurt me enough.” I turned away from him, but he grabbed me. “No, Liz, I want to be with you, I really like you” He pulled me towards him and forced me to look up to him, by putting his hand on my face. “Zack, don’t screw with me. I can’t stand it. Why are you doing this? Why do you get so much pleasure from seeing me fall apart every single time? I can’t move on because you leave the door open. And then slamming it shut every time I try to get in. I can’t do this anymore. If this is what it’s going to be, I can’t be friends with you.” I ranted on.

The look on his face had become sad and he murmured “Shit, this wasn’t how I planned this”. I looked at him “Well, how DID you plan this? You were going to show this to me and I would fall into your arms? This doesn’t change anything. I know you must like me, I mean, you kissed me. But you told me you couldn’t be with me, and as happy as I am to know I’m all those nice things to you. I never heard how you are going to be with me now.” I got away from him and left him behind in the room. Stunned.

Zacky’s POV
How could this not have worked? I loved her. I really did. Izzie ensured me this would help me make her understand and all she did was rant on about everything that had happened before. And now she was leaving.

SHE WAS LEAVING!!!

I ran after her. “Lizzy, Lizzy, wait! Lizzy!” She didn’t stop. I caught up to her, just before she reached the door. I stood in front of it. “Let me explain, please, could you please come with me to the living room? Give me a few minutes, please?” She sighed, but stopped trying to leave. She turned around and walked for the living room, letting herself fall down on the couch, laying her head back, eyes closed. She looked so sad, but amazing. I wanted to hold her so bad and tell her everything was going to be ok, but all I could do was sit down next to her “Will you look at me?” She hesitantly turned her body towards me, looking me in my eyes “Now, go on, explain. You have 5 minutes”.

How was I suppose to tell her everything under the pressure of her compelling stare? She raised her eyebrows “Well? Tick Tock, Tick Tock”. Damn, who was this woman? She was so angry. I began to doubt everything, not my feelings for her, but I really didn’t know if I could convince her. I looked at my hands, I needed to start talking. Even I wasn’t that naive that I would get another chance, not at being with her, not even at being friends. So I gathered all I had and started “From that first night after our tour I liked you. You were nice and we had so much fun. At that first night I thought you were just one of Brian’s girls, but I couldn’t stop thinking about you. I put it away, I wouldn’t stand a chance when it came to Brian.” She looked at me “That’s not true” she whispered. I quickly went on, I didn’t want to lose my nerve.

“So, when it became clear you two were only friends, I allowed myself to like you. But then, you got together with that ass of an ex of yours and I just went on with everything that I did before. All the girls, I mean.. It was easy, I never felt anything for them. Then I had an occasional girlfriend and you were still together with that guy.” “Brent, his name is Brent” Lizzy sighed. “Yeah, Brent. It seemed the time was never right. Then a few months ago, we were both single and I found myself wanting you more often. I liked you too much to do anything about it, you know... I was so afraid I would hurt you. The night I kissed you for the First time, I was trying so hard to get out of your apartment, because I knew that I would be lost if I let go. And then I did, I want to be with you Lizzy, I can’t hold back anymore”

She looked at me, I could feel her relax a little, but her eyes were distrustful. I needed to tell her the reason, but I was scared she wouldn’t want me after that. She spoke softly “Okay, I get it Zack, you like me. You now tell me you always liked me, but why did you walk away? We could have been together. I was ready then” What did that mean? That she was ready then? Was my moment really over? I cleared my throath. “Liz, all the girls I’ve been with…. All of them broke up with me.” Her head shot up “I cheated on them, on all of them. I feel bad about it, and I care too much about you to cheat on you too. That is why I walked away. I just thought that I would end up cheating on you too. I thought it was the legacy of my mother. That is why I talked to Izzie. She convinced me that I could do what I want. And then she asked me to tell about you. That is what you saw when you came in. After I was finished, Izzie showed me the video and it made me realise that I love you. I already did, as my friend, but I want more. I want all of you. I want you as my best friend, as my buddy, as my lover, I want all of that.”

I had looked at my hands all the time and now I finally found the courage to look up to her. She had tears in her eyes and she wasn’t moving. She didn’t say anything either. We sat there for what seemed hours. I sighed and turned to her, I put her hands in mine. She didn’t pull away, so far so good. I put my finger under her chin and forced her to look up to me “Lizzy, please say something”.

She looked up and slowly moved forward. Before I could blink my eyes, she kissed me. Very lightly. I barely felt her lips on mine, but that was enough for my whole body to react to her. I put my arms around her and increased the pressure on her lips and she let me. I felt her body form to mine, really getting into the kiss. Suddenly she moved away from me. “I’m scared that if I give in to you and give you my heart, you will break it into a 1000 pieces. I really want to believe you” I looked her in her eyes “Then believe me” I begged her. I could see she was folding, but she wasn’t quite there yet.

“You know that if you do cheat on me you will have to die sevenfold don’t you?” I smiled “Yes, I know, but that won’t happen. I meant what I said. I love you, Lizzy.” I kissed her again, slightly pulling her bottom lip, asking her for entrance. She let me, while she was moving backwards on the couch, dragging my body over hers. I let my hands slide over her body until I got a good hold of her. I just wanted her as close to me as physically possible. We were kissing as if time didn’t matter, I had time, I wanted forever with her. Slowly but surely our kisses grew more hungrily and her hands were searching for the hem of my shirt. I sat up straight, drawing her body to mine. I picked her up from the couch and held her to my torso. She put her legs around my waist “Are you staying?” I asked her. “Yes please” she kissed me again, full of lust and want. I’ve been waiting for this for such a long time. Now it was finally here.

I carried her to the bedroom and put her on my bed. I removed her shirt and gasped by the view of her body. I’ve seen this body so many times, in even less clothes than she had on now. But this time it was different. I knew I could touch as much as I wanted and I needed too. I pulled down her pants and kissed her inner thighs. She put her hands through my hair as I found my way, licking down her pussy, she was so turned on, she was all wet. I slid two fingers in, slowly thrusting. Lizzy moaned “Zack, I don’t need the foreplay, I want you. I’ve been waiting for this for way too long”. She pulled me up to her. I took off my pants. Lizzy moved her hand into my boxers, stroking my erection. She pulled my boxers down and I removed her bra. We were both naked now and I could feel the heat coming of her body. I grabbed a condom from my nightstand, put it on and positioned myself in front of her wet entrance, and thrust into her. I felt her nails scratch my back as she groaned my name. I let her adjust, before I started to move. Her body was moving below me, forcing me to go faster “Oh Liz, you fit so perfectly, as if you were made for me.” She kissed me with force “You better keep that in mind at all times Baker, I’m your perfect fit” I sunk into her time after time and I felt her walls close in on my cock and I shifted up another gear. Her panting sounded as music to my ears and I was about to unload. I put hungry kisses on her neck, probably leaving a mark or two. “Ahhhh Zack!!!” She screamed while I felt her convulse underneath me. Her pussy tightening on my cock made me come too and I unloaded in the condom.

We were both panting, trying to gain our breath. I quickly left the bed to throw away the used condom. Every second away from her was one too many. I got into bed again, embracing her body with mine “I know this isn’t the right time to say this, but I love you Lizzy. I always will” I kissed her and felt exhaustion coming over me. This had been a long day. I felt Lizzy relax in my arms, her head on my shoulder, her eyes closed “Zack?” I heard her say softly, almost asleep “Now we have the same problem as Izzie and Matt.... We have to tell Brian”.

Notes

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