Not a bad thing

Zacky’s POV
“Scream” was on. It had always been Brian’s trick at parties, putting “Scream” on, to get the girls all sexy on the dance floor. He did it all the time, the girls always changed, the song didn’t. I think in this case however, it came back to bite him in his ass, as we saw the three girls we cared so much about do this really hot routine on the dance floor.

I felt Matt being restless next to me. What was that about? I followed his gaze, staring at Izzie. Ah, it seems he has gone off the deep end, just as Brian and I have. The song was finished and the girls went back to their little corner. I looked at Lizzy, I knew I shouldn’t, but I can’t get her of my mind. As long as I stay here, nothing will happen, I just have to stay away from her. That was hard, as these guys were approaching them. I saw Lynn excuse herself to the others and walk away. “I have to take a piss, see you guys later” Brian said, quickly walking away from us. I looked at Lizzy, talking to that Loki guy. She said she was moving on if I left her. Would this be the guy?

Matt suddenly walked away from me, I saw him dragging Izzie from the Thor dude. So much for us guys sticking together. I grabbed another beer and stood there, torturing myself, watching Lizzy. She laughed at something he said, touching his arm. He put his hand behind her back and guided her outside. Who was outside I could talk to? Arin was outside, I could talk to Arin, he hasn’t properly introduced me to the girl he was with. I wasn’t going outside because Lizzy was there, I was going outside to talk to Arin. Oh god, who was I trying to fool? “Hi Arin, who is this lovely lady you are with?” I tried to keep my attention to our conversation, but my eyes wandered of every time. Lizzy was sitting next to the Loki guy, he had her hand in his hand. He put up his hand to stroke her hair out of her face. She smiled at the guy, she seemed to enjoy his touch. Why was I watching this again? This was pure torture, it physically hurt me to watch this, I got sick to my stomach. “Z? Earth to Zacky?” Elise was smiling at me. “Yeah sure, so you like drummers. You found a great one in Arin then.” I smiled at her “How did you two meet?” Arin put his arm around Elise and started to tell the story. How Elise worked at the realtors office and how he was looking for a house and not only found a house, but found Elise too.

I looked over at Lizzy again. WHAT?! I saw the guy cupping her face and kiss her. I think I’m going to throw up. The guy was still kissing her and I saw her hands moving through his hair. Nobody seemed to notice them, but for me it was like they were in a spotlight. They broke their kiss, Lizzy looked amazing with her swollen lips from the kiss. The kiss from some other guy. He gave her another small kiss and walked away then. “You guys are cute together, I will talk to you later, I have to talk to Lizzy for a minute” I excused myself from Arin and Elise and walked over to Lizzy.

“You shouldn’t kiss a stranger like that, people will start to think things” I said when I arrived at the spot where she was sitting. “What will they think Zack? That I’m having a nice time? That I’m worth to be kissed?” She looked at me angry. “Please leave, he will be back in a minute, he’s only going in for drinks”. “But I like you....” I didn’t think it was possible, but her look got even more angry “You had your chance, I told you if you walked away, it would be the last of it and I would move on. This is me moving on” She stood up from her chair, hands on her hips. I put my arms around her waist and pulled her close. I didn’t care if I shouldn’t do it or not. I kissed her. I felt her stiffen in my arms, she pushed me away “Go away Zack. I wanted to be yours so badly, you didn’t want me, I’m done. Now you can’t have me.” I watched her walk away from me, my heart breaking in a thousand pieces. If she only knew. If I could just tell her. Fuck my life, I’m getting drunk! Or more drunk I’d better say.

Izzie’s POV
Sitting on the couch in the corner of the room I thought about what just happened. Matt kissed me. Not just kiss me, he gave me this mind blowing, knee buckling kiss. I just couldn’t believe he liked me like that. After I asked him who of us was going to tell Brian, we decided that we should try first. Go on a few dates, see what happens and then tell Brian. If this didn’t work out, we didn’t want to get Brian all mad for nothing. So I was sitting on this side of the room, while Matt was on the other side, glaring at me every few minutes while talking to some guy. I couldn’t get the smile of my face. I really liked him and okay,.... maybe I was a little drunk. I looked up to look at Matt again, my view filled with Lizzy walking towards me, fuming “I’m going to kill him! Will you bail me out when I get arrested?” I stood up, and pulled her into a hug. She seemed to need one “What did that Loki guy do?” She looked surprised “No, not him! He is great! Zack! He acted all jealous all of a sudden, telling me he liked me, kissing me again! I could just strangle him!” “Lizzy, calm down, take a deep breath, what did you do about it?” Lizzy looked at me and finally seemed to calm down a little, she sighed “I told him he had his chance, that I was done” She didn’t look done, but this may not be the time to point that out to her. Zack was being an enormous ass, I can’t believe what has gotten into him. Why did he keep coming back to Lizzy, just to push her out again? “Ugh, I have to find that Loki guy again, maybe I can pick up where we left off. I need beer! And I need to have fun.” She took one more deep breath and walked towards the drinks, looking for her guy of the evening. Johnny and Vanessa sat down on the couch next to me. “It’s a shame there are no ninjas, but besides that.... this is a fucking good party” Vanessa stated. I laughed, yes it was, there was plenty fun and drama to qualify this as a good party. I was wondering if Lynn had drama or fun, I hadn’t seen her for a while now. The last time we were here and I didn’t see her for a while... Fuck, where the hell was Brian?!

Lynn’s POV
I went straight for the upstairs bathroom when I left the girls with their Thor and Loki. There was a line downstairs, but I know my way around by now. The second floor was nice and quiet. I liked the silence around me. I enjoyed it a little by staying in the bathroom. After a few minutes I decided to go downstairs again and see if my other two angels hit it off with these guys. I was still pulling my clothes straight when I walked out the door, bumping into someone. I felt two strong hands grab me, I immediately knew it was Brian. “We have to stop meeting like this” I looked up at him, he bent down to kiss me. Before his lips could touch mine, I moved away. “Did you really think you could just kiss me? That I was just at your disposal when you want me to? Think again Brian, I’m not that girl. I shouldn’t have had sex with you in the first place” I started to walk away from him, but he grabbed my hand, pulling me back. “Do you mean that? Do you regret us having sex?” He looked hurt. Probably just because he didn’t get what he wanted. He’s not used to that.

“Yes, I do. I don’t do sex on the first date and we didn’t even have one.”
“Then go on a date with me”
“Why Brian? So you can do another girl while you’re out with me?”
“I shouldn’t have done that, I’ve been a jackass. I like you Lynn”
“You should have thought about that sooner Brian, I won’t let you use me.”

I didn’t believe him. He didn’t like me. I was just something he couldn’t have. However, he was still holding my hand, softly stroking it with his thumb. I wanted him to let me go so badly, I couldn’t resist if he tried something again. He did have that power on me, but I didn’t want him to know that. I looked up at him, that mouth, those lips... He could drive me crazy with that mouth, just standing there. I looked at his eyes, they were filled with... I didn’t know what it was. He was probably horny as hell and thought he could just do me and be gone with it.

“You don’t believe me do you?” He said softly. “I don’t believe what?” I tried to get out of his grip. “That I like you. I do, I really do, I can’t stop thinking about you” I looked at him. “As I said, you should have thought about that sooner, preferably before you decided to fuck a girl while you were out for drinks with me” He blushed. “I can’t even tell you how sorry I am. It was just... “ I looked at him, my head cocked to the side. “I wanted to have drinks with you because I wanted to change your mind about the onetime thing. I was thinking about you so much, I just wanted us to have a chance and try. So I took you out for drinks. You looked so hot, and with every word you said, I wanted you more” He looked a little ashamed “But you were so clear. Just friends, nothing else. But you had turned me on. So when Elsa proposed what she proposed, I was so stupid to let my dick do all the thinking. I didn’t even enjoy it, I wanted it to be you all the time” Was he serious?! He sounded serious, but why did he tell me that story for? I didn’t need to know that. He was fucking another girl, thinking about me? Should I be honoured by that? “Brian, I don’t want to know this. I’m not some groupie who will do whatever you want, falling back in your arms after “but I was thinking about you the whole time, baby”. Did you really think that would change my mind?”. He looked down at our hands, avoiding my eyes. “Lynn, what can I do to make this better? I really want us to have a chance. I have been with my fair share of women. You know that. But with you, everything is different. I wanted to be with you the day after, and the day after that. There have only been a few women that were on my mind as much as you are and I really want to do this right. Go on dates with you, make you mine.” He finally looked at me, his eyes begging me to say yes to him.

I couldn’t do this now. He confused me. I wanted to believe him, but I know his reputation. Hell, I’ve seen what he can do. I don’t think I can believe him. “Brian, this is the booze talking. Let me go, find someone else to do tonight, there a probably girls enough that want you to” I pulled hand out of his hand and walked away, leaving Brian there, not looking back for one second. I needed Izzie, she’ll know what to do.

Brian’s POV
I watched Lynn walk away. She was so angry with me. There were only a few women who spoke to me like that. Most of them were so in awe about who I was, that they didn’t mind what I did, as long as I did them. I couldn’t even believe anymore that I had fun with them. Now it had come to it, I lost the one girl worth the effort, before we could even start. You screwed up, Haner. I was beating myself up for this, but a pity party won’t help me to convince Lynn. I was too drunk to think of something, she had been right on that part, but I will come up with a plan tomorrow. I knew exactly who I should talk to, but not now, they wouldn’t believe me either. I needed my full brain to convince them. I will sit this party out and tomorrow, tomorrow I will make a plan to work this out. It had to.

Notes

Do you guys even know how much I love you? It's 5 fucking am over here!

There will be no update tomorrow morning, maybe tomorrow night! Sorry!

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