Alpha and Omega

Brian was able to manage to deal with the aftershocks of Ricki’s attack. What helped him the most was pretty much being wrapped up in Matt’s arms. Matt, however, decided to get therapy from the psychologist that he was given the business card of. Everything was fine until after a month, they decided to finally to get crazy under the sheets. Anytime Matt tried to get Brian in the mood, Brian would tell Matt that he’s not ready yet. Matt thought Brian might never wanted to be touched again. Matt decided to discuss the problem with the psychologist.
“From what you told me,” said the psychologist, “Brian is very vulnerable. If you open up more and show him how vulnerable you can be, he might be close to you as you guys were before.” Matt knew how he could do it… it wasn’t his favorite choice, but he knew it would come up eventually.

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Brian came into his house after grocery shopping. “Mattie,” Brian called out, “I’m home!” “In the living room!” Matt called back. Brian put away the groceries before walking towards the living room. Brian was caught by surprise when he saw Matt sitting on the couch and was surrounded by candles. “Hey babe,” Matt said as he pour a bottle of white wine into two wine glasses. “Matt,” Brian said as he slowly walked towards the couch, “What’s all this?” “Just something I decided to do,” answered Matt. Brian cocked an eyebrow. Brian sat down next to Matt as Matt handed Brian a wine glass.
“I thought about it,” said Matt before he bit his bottom lip, “and I think I need to tell you some things… things… like with Val.” Brian said nothing, just took a sip of his wine. “Is… is that okay?” Matt asked. Brian placed his free hand on Matt’s thigh, “That’s perfectly fine sweetie.” Matt took a deep breath. “Things started out great,” said Matt, “She was happy… I was happy… I thought I was in love. Then, after a couple years, I told her about me… liking guys as well… and that’s when things went bad.” Matt’s eyes began to water as well as his voice was beginning to crack.
Brian set his glass down onto the coffee table, then wrapped his arms around Matt and pulled him close. “Nothing I did could make her happy,” said Matt, “I tried and I tried, but no matter what it didn’t work. I would have to buy her jewelry or dinner for just her or whatever it took for her to not let me sleep on the floor anymore… and anytime we had sex… it was to please her and I couldn’t get any satisfaction.” Brian kissed Matt’s temple and gently rubbed Matt’s back. “I always kept thinking about leaving her,” said Matt, “and I would tell her that I… I had enough… but I didn’t want to be alone… and she knew that… and would use it against me… and tell me how no one else would be with a freak like me… I eventually was able to get her to leave, but it fucken sucked to be alone… there were times, during the relationship and after, that I actually thought about… cutting myself…” Brian swallowed hard, “But now she’s gone… and you don’t have to suffer anymore… because now you’re with me… and I’ll do everything to make you happy Mattie… because you make me happy… and I’ll always want you by my side.”
Brian pulled Matt tighter to his own body. “I love you Mattie,” said Brian. Matt set down his glass and wrapped arms his arms around Brian’s waist. “I love you too Bri,” Matt replied. Brian wiped away the tears from Matt’s cheeks, ignoring the ones of his own cheeks. Brian leaned in for a nice, long kiss. Then the kiss turned into a make out session. Things were heating up as Brian, on top of his lover, began kissing and nibbling Matt’s neck. “Mattie,” Brian moaned, his lips brushing against Matt’s neck, “Mattie… I’m ready.” “Bri please,” Matt murmured, “Please… be the top.” Brian pulled his head up to look Matt in the eyes.
“Are you sure Mattie?” Brian asked, “It’s been a long time since I topped.” “I know,” said Matt, “But when you do… it’s amazing.” Brian smiled and blushed, “Okay, I’ll top.” “Okay you get the lube,” said Matt, “and I’ll grab a towel.” “Towel?” Brian asked, “What for?” “So we don’t make too much of a mess on the living room carpet.” “Oh,” Brian said before chuckling, “Okay. I’ll be back.” Brian went upstairs to their bedroom and fumbled through the nightstand drawer for the bottle of lubricant. Once he found it, Brian made his way back to the living room. He bit his bottom lip at the sight the greeted him.
Matt laying down on a large maroon body towel, completely naked, and slowly stroking his cock. Brian sat the bottle on the floor, next to the towel, and begins undressing himself. Matt licked his bottom lip as he watched Brian. “You’re so fucken beautiful Bri,” said Matt. Brian blushed, who was only in his boxers (that had a very noticeable tent). Matt removed his hand from his cock and made a “come hither” look as he made a hooking motion with his finger. Brian removed his boxers and climbed on top of Matt, kissing his way up to Matt’s lips. After a few soft kisses, Brian pulled away just slightly. “I missed this,” Brian whispered. “Me too,” Matt whispered back. “I’m sorry for making you wait so long,” said Brian. “It’s okay,” said Matt. “I just… got scared,” said Brian. “I know,” said Matt, “I was scared too… scared that I couldn’t touch you like this anymore… but after talking to you about my darkest time. It made me realize how selfish I was being… then I thought that it wouldn’t matter if it took you a day, or a week, or even 10 years for you to be for to be ready… as long as you wanted to be with me… I would wait for you.”
Brian entangled one of his hands with Matt’s clean hand that was resting beside Matt’s head. Brian leaned in to give Matt a deep kiss. The kiss made Brian feel even more happy, especially when Matt kissed him back. Matt immediately let Brian dominate the kiss. Brian roamed around Matt’s mouth with his tongue. Their hardened groins rubbing against each other. Brian pulled away and latched his mouth onto Matt’s neck. Grazing the skin with his teeth before taking a nibble… sometimes playful, sometimes serious. “Oh… Brian…” Matt moaned. Brian licked the outline of Matt’s ear before giving the earlobe a nice little bite. “Mattie,” Brian moaned right into Matt’s ear, which sent shivers down Matt’s spine. Brian grinded his crotch down on Matt’s. “Dammit Bri,” Matt groaned, “Don’t tease.” “Would I be me if I didn’t tease?” Brian asked in a seductive tone. Matt smiled, “No, I guess not.” Brian gave Matt a kiss before coating two of his own fingers with lube. Matt spread with legs and lifted his hips slightly. Brian slid between Matt’s legs and gently pushed one finger inside Matt. Matt tensed up. “Relax babe,” Brian said quietly. “Sorry,” Matt grunted. “Guess it has been a long while,” said Brian. “Maybe I should have you top more,” said Matt. Brian smiled as he felt Matt began to relax.
Brian proceeded with sliding his second finger into Matt’s entrance. A moan escaped from Matt’s throat. As he continued to prep Matt up, Brian also dug his fingers deeper until he made Matt arch his back slightly and Matt’s hips pushing onto his fingers, indicating that Brian found Matt’s sweet spot. “Oh fuck Bri,” Matt mumbled under his breath. Brian flashed his trademark smirk. After a few more pokes at Matt’s prostate, Brian pulled his fingers and lubed up his harden member. Matt could feel the tip pressed against his entrance. His body ached with need and his hips pushed down against the head of Brian’s cock.
Brian couldn’t help but smirk at the actions. Brian slowly pushed his cock into the tight ring of muscle. Matt sharply inhaled as he was filled with Brian. “Mmm,” Brian hummed slightly as he caressed Matt’s sides, “How are you feeling?” “There’s a little pain,” said Matt, “but I’m fine. I expected to feel pain since you’re so big.” Brian flashed a smile as he rested his forehead on Matt’s forehead. “I’m not the only one big in that department,” said Brian. Matt chuckled. After a moment, Matt started to feel discomfort. “Babe,” Matt begged, “Please… move… fuck please.” Brian rolled his hips in a circle, “There. I moved.” Matt rolled his eyes, “You big fucken tease.” Brian giggled. “Come on Bri,” said Matt, “Fuck my brains out… pretty please?” “You got it Mattie,” said Brian.
Brian pulled out of Matt and pushed back in just before the head of his cock come out of Matt. Brian went slow as he scouted for Matt’s prostate. Once Brian did, Matt pushed his hips. “You’re a needy boy there Mattie,” Brian said flirtatiously. “I need you,” Matt said. Brian slammed his hips into Matt and hit Matt’s spot. Matt let out a loud moan as his back arched up and down rapidly. “I need you too Mattie,” said Brian. Brian snapped his hips back and forth almost to the point that his hips were a blur, continuing to hit Matt’s prostate. Matt’s back arched back up and stayed like that. “Oh shit!” Matt moaned vociferously, “Oh fuck! Oh fucken god!” Matt’s fingernails began to dig their way into the flesh on Brian’s shoulder blades. Matt could feel himself get close to his climax. It wouldn’t normally be this quick for Matt to reach his orgasm, but it didn’t help when Matt’s cock was rubbing against Brian’s tanned toned abs.
“Oh sweet motherfucker!” Brian moaned as he felt Matt’s walls tighten around his cock. “Oh god Brian!” Matt moaned, “Fuck! Feels so good!” “Sure does Mattie,” Brian muttered, “Fuck, I’m so close.” “Me too Bri,” said Matt, “Let go… come for me.” After a few more thrusts, Brian filled Matt with the warm white liquid of his orgasm. Matt came simultaneously with Brian, coating their stomachs. Brian pulled out as his dick started to return to its soft size. Brian laid on top of Matt, not giving a damn about the stickiness. Matt wrapped an arm around Brian’s waist, resting his hand of the small of Brian’s back. “I needed that more than I realized,” Brian said softly. Matt chuckled before placing a kiss on Brian’s temple. “Can I ask you something?” asked Matt. “Anything baby,” Brian answered. “From time to time we do different things,” said Matt, “In the shower, the cuffs and leather, the time we sixty-nined. Is this something you just wanted to try out or you thought about it for a while?” “I’ve been thinking about for a while,” said Brian, “Back when I was with Michelle, but I never asked her because I was scared to think she would judge me or something. I just thought with you, I can be more open.” “You can as open with me as you want,” said Matt. Brian hugged Matt tightly, “And you too.” Matt placed another kiss on Brian’s temple.

“I love you Bri.”

“I love you too Mattie.”

Notes

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