Perfectly Reckless
Chapter 40
Heading to Warped Tour, 2013.
I stared at the magazine cover in disbelief. Wesley bought this for me; ever since Matt and I had announced to the world that we’re dating; magazines, radio stations and TV shows had been asking for us non-stop. They wanted to interrogate us about our relationship. But unfortunately we were separated by venues and festivals. Only when we’re headlining in the same show then we get to meet each other. We’ve been going out like this for 6 months and I can’t say that I hated it. I can’t say that I loved it either.
Sometimes he would come to my show and then we would have sex after it. Sometimes I would come to his and their groupies immediately backed off when they see me. I dunno. I have that effect towards groupies.
It had been 2 weeks since we saw each other. The last show we’re headlining together was Mayhem Fest and it was mind-blowingly awesome. He dedicated a song to me called Coming Home, and I knew what he meant. I can’t wait for this tour to end either. I want to come home and be his. Even if I don’t live in Huntington.
BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS MAGAZINE?
“Matt…what happened to your hair?!” I screamed into my phone as I glared on the cover of Revolver displaying Avenged Sevenfold with their new radical look. Matt’s hair was shaved at both sides, leaving a long mullet-like mohawk in the middle.
“Haha, yeah baby. The guys all did it. So I guess I’d go along with them. You like it?”
“I hate it.”
“Oh shit, really?”
“Yeah. I don’t want to see you anymore.”
I pushed the end button and sulked. Actually I don’t hate him. I just hate his haircut. He knows how I love his shiny locks…I always pulled them tight when he buried his face between my thunder thighs, when he was fucking me hard and senselessly and I’ve told him so many times that I love the smell of his shampoo.
And now he cut it because all the guys did it?
My phone rang. It was him on the caller ID and I refused to answer it.
“Come on Lzzy. It’s just a haircut.” Joe whined in front of me as we sat on the couch in our bus. Wesley was awkwardly straddling him and was reading a book behind his head as he was on his laptop, typing the lyrics to our new material. This couple is the weirdest couple I’ve ever met but I got used to them.
“A stupid haircut.”
“Exactly,” he said, still his eyes glued on the laptop. “Just a stupid haircut. Forgive him for his poor decision in life.”
I frowned at him. What the hell? Joe was definitely turning into Wesley now.
“He’s not a teenager anymore. He’s fucking 32 years old.”
“Really? But when he’s here with you, I thought he was 10.”
I rolled my eyes. Yeah whenever he was around me, we behaved like little children. Sometimes I think that I’m Joanna and he is River. There was this one time he brought me out on a date when we were headlining Monster Fest and guess where he took me? To a rollercoaster ride in a haunted house. He bought ice cream for our dinner and cotton candy for dessert. It was sweet…but he’s 32 years old.
The phone rang again after it died when I refused to pick up. RJ was starting to get annoyed so he came over from his bunk and picked it up for me.
“Hey, Matt? She doesn’t wanna talk to you until you grow your hair back…I know. It’s impossible right? So I suggest when we arrived at Warped, just kidnap her away and don’t be back until the sun comes up okay? I’m trying to have a decent sleep here.”
After a few yes and uh-huh, RJ hung up.
“What did he say?”
“He said he was sorry you don’t wanna talk to him but they’re not going to be in Warped this year. Too bad, sis.”
“What?? But he..he..he promised..”
“Maybe Larry changed their schedule again, who knows. That guy is forever on to you.”
Aw shit! Now I won’t get to see him anymore until the tour ends. This Warped is literally our last fest together, I thought Avenged Sevenfold is going to be one of the headliners but..now..
Damn you ego! Now you decided to show up?
~*.*~
Warped Tour, 2013.
A Love Like Tour
Don’t be surprised darling,
I’m here in front of you
We’ll meet when the chance is shining
I can’t get enough of you
“So we need a second verse before we get to the chorus?”
“Yeah I think so. Come on…there’s a lot of story about you and Matt. We’ve been writing about him since our first album, isn’t that right?”
Damn it. Why does he have to know me like the back of his hand?
“I’ll try and come up with it tonight. You better get back to Wesley. I don’t want things to get any weirder than it already is.”
Joe laughed and got up from the chair before letting himself out of here. We were in my hotel room, writing new material for our new album and right now we’ve arrived in Ventura, CA for Warped Tour this month. We’re headlining together with Evanescence, three cheers for that. I get to see my non biological sister, Amy again and I was stoked as ever when she said she will be helping me singing Break In later.
Though I was missing one guy...
Ironically we met at our first Warped with hatred burned inside me. I hated his guts. And now, being here once again in the same event, making me rewind to those silly memories all over. Who knew that I could fall for that cocky asshole and he can be the sweetest guy to me?
God I wish my phone would ring right now and his name would pop out on the screen.
Suddenly the doorbell to my room rang loudly. Who was it? RJ is out getting drunk with Josh, and Wesley’s with Joe…so who?
“Who is it?”
“Room service!” a voice shouted. Hm. I didn’t order any room service. I unlocked the chain to my door without even thinking to peek in the hole. As I opened the door, a tall guy stood in front of me, wearing a…white pilot uniform…complete with the hat…with three stripes on his shoulder ranking pad…his white shirt hugged his toned body so tight as his eyes was hidden behind a silver aviator.
“Hi.” He greeted, smiling. A set of dimples dented on both of his cheeks.
I forgave him all at once.
“I’m here to take you flying with me.” he said and I instantly jumped, wrapping my legs around his waist and claimed his mouth, toppling his hat over a bit.
“Oh baby, I missed you. I missed you so damn much.” He mumbled in my mouth as he walked further, carrying me on his waist and kicked the door shut.
“I missed you too, but I don’t remember ordering a stripper.”
He smirked and putting me down on the floor, with his hand placing the hat on top of my head. Revealing his hair that I hate so much but now I love it and I don’t fucking care.
“It’s a gift for you, sent by your amazingly hot boyfriend.”
“Oh is it? How sweet of him to send a ravishingly juicy stripper guy for me instead of coming here himself.” I said, tracing my finger gently on his hard abs covered by the white shirt.
“He said sorry he can’t come, he’s busy being a hot guy.”
“You said he’s hot twice already.”
“I can’t help it. He’s really hot. His tattoos..pfff..you should’ve seen.”
I chuckled and kissed his tattooed biceps, walking around him as he stood in the middle of the room, watching me intently.
“Are you gay for him?”
“What do you think?”
I laughed darkly and walked forward to search for my iPod in my bag. I scrolled over to my song, Dirty Work and hit play. The aggressive riff started and he smirked.
“I think I can make you straight again. Dance for me.”
I sat on the bed, crossing my legs.
“Get on your knees and let the games begin...bow to your queen and I will crown your head..”
As I started to sing the seductive verse, he slowly stripped for me, until he was shirtless with only the uniform’s black pants and his chain necklace of Jimmy’s drum parts as the locket hanging on his neck. I can’t help but bite my lip. I got up, tracing my palm over his delicious muscular chest with one hand and my index finger from the other hand slowly trailed on his forehead, nose and his lips until he bit my finger gently.
“Cause I can make you every inch a king, before I do it tell me, tell me what’s in it for me?”
As the chorus goes progressively loud, he leaned forward and kissed me hard, and I immediately let his tongue slipped right in.
Do my dirty work...do my dirty work..
The rest of the song in my iPod remained played as he pushed me onto the bed, still kissing me. His hand roamed under my tshirt and started to pull my shorts down.
“Let me be your labor of love..” I sang softly and he gave me a seductive smile.
“Yes you can, baby.”
“My royal garden needs a hired man, plant your seed darlin’. My roses are in your hands.”
He bit his lip and winked at me. “My pleasure.”
When we’re both naked and one, he pushed himself inside me and I moaned. God he feels so good.
“God you feel so good, Lzzy.”
Oh wow, would you look at that. He can read my fucking mind. He grabbed both of my breasts and started thrusting, his Horsey is now my best friend whenever we’re behind closed doors.
As much as I hate his hair but I still love the smell of his shampoo, so I sat up and buried my face in the crook of his neck, trying to inhale him as he moved so quickly inside me.
“Matt,”
“Yeah..? Shepherd of Fire?”
I chuckled and breathed hard. “No..lie down.”
He frowned at me but obeyed. As soon as he lied down, I rode him hard and fast I thought I was going to break his dick.
“God, God! Oh fuckk..Lzzy..”
Our mounting flesh made some squishing sounds and I pursed my lips, trying to hold back my screams and moans. He planted a firm grip on my ass as he moved me and his thumb pressing on my bud just did it. I explode on him and yelled out his name.
I pulled off him and greeted Horsey with my mouth. My hand jerked around him fast, as fast as his short pantings and grunts against my head.
“Agh..Lzzy..I’m..” he licked his lips as I watched him from the view down under.
“Oh fuck!!” he froze and spurted in my mouth, a few then loads of it after. I smiled blissfully and swallowed all of it. He took my lips and tasted himself.
“Fuck I taste amazing.”
I slapped his chest but my let my hand rested there for a while. Slowly but seductively I traced my fingers on his beautiful tattoos while he smiled down at me, watching my every move.
“You said you guys aren’t headlining this year?”
“Well, surprise. RJ is one hell of a brother in law.”
I chuckled but then stunned. “Wait, brother in law?”
He smirked and winked, before he claimed me again and made me forget all about it.
~*.*~
Huntington Beach, New year, 2014
“Welcome to my humble abode.”
I dropped my luggage down, and gaped at the whole interior of his house. Humble, my ass!
“You live in a castle?”
“Pshhh..course not! I built this ever since we got platinum for our White album.”
“Nice fucking house, baby.” I said, strolling around and admiring his choice of furniture. But I noticed that most of the furniture were antiques…the grandfather clock, the coffee table, the bookshelf…the couch…
“I’m glad I don’t have to live here alone anymore. I’m glad you’re moving in.”
He wrapped his huge arms around me and kissed the crook of my neck.
“Hey, don’t I know that couch from somewhere?”
He chuckled and pushed my body forward with his hips. We stood directly in front of the couch and I remembered vaguely of its wooden carves and small pillow that complimented it.
“You remember this couch? The first time we got together after we started dating..”
“That shop in Tennessee! Wow! How did it get here?”
He spun me around in his arms.
“You remember the witness?”
“Yee..aah that poor guy.”
“Well, I bought the whole shop to make him shut up.”
“What??”
“Yeah, then I realized we can’t cover this up anymore. We can’t disguise and why should we? I’m proud to call you my girlfriend and now – fiancée, and hell I’m proud that you’re successful in your career. That’s why I spilled it all in Uproar.”
“Oh Matt..I’m glad that I’ve fallen for this cocky asshole.”
“And I’m glad you’ve fallen for me too.”
We laughed at his cocky remark as he caught my lips and leaned forward, making me arched my back.
“So, you want to give it another round on this couch again?”
I bit my lip and thanked God that I met him in my life.
I stared at the magazine cover in disbelief. Wesley bought this for me; ever since Matt and I had announced to the world that we’re dating; magazines, radio stations and TV shows had been asking for us non-stop. They wanted to interrogate us about our relationship. But unfortunately we were separated by venues and festivals. Only when we’re headlining in the same show then we get to meet each other. We’ve been going out like this for 6 months and I can’t say that I hated it. I can’t say that I loved it either.
Sometimes he would come to my show and then we would have sex after it. Sometimes I would come to his and their groupies immediately backed off when they see me. I dunno. I have that effect towards groupies.
It had been 2 weeks since we saw each other. The last show we’re headlining together was Mayhem Fest and it was mind-blowingly awesome. He dedicated a song to me called Coming Home, and I knew what he meant. I can’t wait for this tour to end either. I want to come home and be his. Even if I don’t live in Huntington.
BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS MAGAZINE?
“Matt…what happened to your hair?!” I screamed into my phone as I glared on the cover of Revolver displaying Avenged Sevenfold with their new radical look. Matt’s hair was shaved at both sides, leaving a long mullet-like mohawk in the middle.
“Haha, yeah baby. The guys all did it. So I guess I’d go along with them. You like it?”
“I hate it.”
“Oh shit, really?”
“Yeah. I don’t want to see you anymore.”
I pushed the end button and sulked. Actually I don’t hate him. I just hate his haircut. He knows how I love his shiny locks…I always pulled them tight when he buried his face between my thunder thighs, when he was fucking me hard and senselessly and I’ve told him so many times that I love the smell of his shampoo.
And now he cut it because all the guys did it?
My phone rang. It was him on the caller ID and I refused to answer it.
“Come on Lzzy. It’s just a haircut.” Joe whined in front of me as we sat on the couch in our bus. Wesley was awkwardly straddling him and was reading a book behind his head as he was on his laptop, typing the lyrics to our new material. This couple is the weirdest couple I’ve ever met but I got used to them.
“A stupid haircut.”
“Exactly,” he said, still his eyes glued on the laptop. “Just a stupid haircut. Forgive him for his poor decision in life.”
I frowned at him. What the hell? Joe was definitely turning into Wesley now.
“He’s not a teenager anymore. He’s fucking 32 years old.”
“Really? But when he’s here with you, I thought he was 10.”
I rolled my eyes. Yeah whenever he was around me, we behaved like little children. Sometimes I think that I’m Joanna and he is River. There was this one time he brought me out on a date when we were headlining Monster Fest and guess where he took me? To a rollercoaster ride in a haunted house. He bought ice cream for our dinner and cotton candy for dessert. It was sweet…but he’s 32 years old.
The phone rang again after it died when I refused to pick up. RJ was starting to get annoyed so he came over from his bunk and picked it up for me.
“Hey, Matt? She doesn’t wanna talk to you until you grow your hair back…I know. It’s impossible right? So I suggest when we arrived at Warped, just kidnap her away and don’t be back until the sun comes up okay? I’m trying to have a decent sleep here.”
After a few yes and uh-huh, RJ hung up.
“What did he say?”
“He said he was sorry you don’t wanna talk to him but they’re not going to be in Warped this year. Too bad, sis.”
“What?? But he..he..he promised..”
“Maybe Larry changed their schedule again, who knows. That guy is forever on to you.”
Aw shit! Now I won’t get to see him anymore until the tour ends. This Warped is literally our last fest together, I thought Avenged Sevenfold is going to be one of the headliners but..now..
Damn you ego! Now you decided to show up?
~*.*~
Warped Tour, 2013.
A Love Like Tour
Don’t be surprised darling,
I’m here in front of you
We’ll meet when the chance is shining
I can’t get enough of you
Standing in the eyes of the world,
We tell stories of us, of our world
I love it when you’re here, I love it when you’re lower
This is just a love like tour
(these lyrics is my own courtesy. I just made it up. No melody to it. I suck at writing lyrics. So hah.)
“I dunno, Lzzy. I think this ‘standing in the eyes..’ part is supposed to be chorus, you know. Because it has the punch to it.”“So we need a second verse before we get to the chorus?”
“Yeah I think so. Come on…there’s a lot of story about you and Matt. We’ve been writing about him since our first album, isn’t that right?”
Damn it. Why does he have to know me like the back of his hand?
“I’ll try and come up with it tonight. You better get back to Wesley. I don’t want things to get any weirder than it already is.”
Joe laughed and got up from the chair before letting himself out of here. We were in my hotel room, writing new material for our new album and right now we’ve arrived in Ventura, CA for Warped Tour this month. We’re headlining together with Evanescence, three cheers for that. I get to see my non biological sister, Amy again and I was stoked as ever when she said she will be helping me singing Break In later.
Though I was missing one guy...
Ironically we met at our first Warped with hatred burned inside me. I hated his guts. And now, being here once again in the same event, making me rewind to those silly memories all over. Who knew that I could fall for that cocky asshole and he can be the sweetest guy to me?
God I wish my phone would ring right now and his name would pop out on the screen.
Suddenly the doorbell to my room rang loudly. Who was it? RJ is out getting drunk with Josh, and Wesley’s with Joe…so who?
“Who is it?”
“Room service!” a voice shouted. Hm. I didn’t order any room service. I unlocked the chain to my door without even thinking to peek in the hole. As I opened the door, a tall guy stood in front of me, wearing a…white pilot uniform…complete with the hat…with three stripes on his shoulder ranking pad…his white shirt hugged his toned body so tight as his eyes was hidden behind a silver aviator.
“Hi.” He greeted, smiling. A set of dimples dented on both of his cheeks.
I forgave him all at once.
“I’m here to take you flying with me.” he said and I instantly jumped, wrapping my legs around his waist and claimed his mouth, toppling his hat over a bit.
“Oh baby, I missed you. I missed you so damn much.” He mumbled in my mouth as he walked further, carrying me on his waist and kicked the door shut.
“I missed you too, but I don’t remember ordering a stripper.”
He smirked and putting me down on the floor, with his hand placing the hat on top of my head. Revealing his hair that I hate so much but now I love it and I don’t fucking care.
“It’s a gift for you, sent by your amazingly hot boyfriend.”
“Oh is it? How sweet of him to send a ravishingly juicy stripper guy for me instead of coming here himself.” I said, tracing my finger gently on his hard abs covered by the white shirt.
“He said sorry he can’t come, he’s busy being a hot guy.”
“You said he’s hot twice already.”
“I can’t help it. He’s really hot. His tattoos..pfff..you should’ve seen.”
I chuckled and kissed his tattooed biceps, walking around him as he stood in the middle of the room, watching me intently.
“Are you gay for him?”
“What do you think?”
I laughed darkly and walked forward to search for my iPod in my bag. I scrolled over to my song, Dirty Work and hit play. The aggressive riff started and he smirked.
“I think I can make you straight again. Dance for me.”
I sat on the bed, crossing my legs.
“Get on your knees and let the games begin...bow to your queen and I will crown your head..”
As I started to sing the seductive verse, he slowly stripped for me, until he was shirtless with only the uniform’s black pants and his chain necklace of Jimmy’s drum parts as the locket hanging on his neck. I can’t help but bite my lip. I got up, tracing my palm over his delicious muscular chest with one hand and my index finger from the other hand slowly trailed on his forehead, nose and his lips until he bit my finger gently.
“Cause I can make you every inch a king, before I do it tell me, tell me what’s in it for me?”
As the chorus goes progressively loud, he leaned forward and kissed me hard, and I immediately let his tongue slipped right in.
Do my dirty work...do my dirty work..
The rest of the song in my iPod remained played as he pushed me onto the bed, still kissing me. His hand roamed under my tshirt and started to pull my shorts down.
“Let me be your labor of love..” I sang softly and he gave me a seductive smile.
“Yes you can, baby.”
“My royal garden needs a hired man, plant your seed darlin’. My roses are in your hands.”
He bit his lip and winked at me. “My pleasure.”
When we’re both naked and one, he pushed himself inside me and I moaned. God he feels so good.
“God you feel so good, Lzzy.”
Oh wow, would you look at that. He can read my fucking mind. He grabbed both of my breasts and started thrusting, his Horsey is now my best friend whenever we’re behind closed doors.
As much as I hate his hair but I still love the smell of his shampoo, so I sat up and buried my face in the crook of his neck, trying to inhale him as he moved so quickly inside me.
“Matt,”
“Yeah..? Shepherd of Fire?”
I chuckled and breathed hard. “No..lie down.”
He frowned at me but obeyed. As soon as he lied down, I rode him hard and fast I thought I was going to break his dick.
“God, God! Oh fuckk..Lzzy..”
Our mounting flesh made some squishing sounds and I pursed my lips, trying to hold back my screams and moans. He planted a firm grip on my ass as he moved me and his thumb pressing on my bud just did it. I explode on him and yelled out his name.
I pulled off him and greeted Horsey with my mouth. My hand jerked around him fast, as fast as his short pantings and grunts against my head.
“Agh..Lzzy..I’m..” he licked his lips as I watched him from the view down under.
“Oh fuck!!” he froze and spurted in my mouth, a few then loads of it after. I smiled blissfully and swallowed all of it. He took my lips and tasted himself.
“Fuck I taste amazing.”
I slapped his chest but my let my hand rested there for a while. Slowly but seductively I traced my fingers on his beautiful tattoos while he smiled down at me, watching my every move.
“You said you guys aren’t headlining this year?”
“Well, surprise. RJ is one hell of a brother in law.”
I chuckled but then stunned. “Wait, brother in law?”
He smirked and winked, before he claimed me again and made me forget all about it.
~*.*~
Huntington Beach, New year, 2014
“Welcome to my humble abode.”
I dropped my luggage down, and gaped at the whole interior of his house. Humble, my ass!
“You live in a castle?”
“Pshhh..course not! I built this ever since we got platinum for our White album.”
“Nice fucking house, baby.” I said, strolling around and admiring his choice of furniture. But I noticed that most of the furniture were antiques…the grandfather clock, the coffee table, the bookshelf…the couch…
“I’m glad I don’t have to live here alone anymore. I’m glad you’re moving in.”
He wrapped his huge arms around me and kissed the crook of my neck.
“Hey, don’t I know that couch from somewhere?”
He chuckled and pushed my body forward with his hips. We stood directly in front of the couch and I remembered vaguely of its wooden carves and small pillow that complimented it.
“You remember this couch? The first time we got together after we started dating..”
“That shop in Tennessee! Wow! How did it get here?”
He spun me around in his arms.
“You remember the witness?”
“Yee..aah that poor guy.”
“Well, I bought the whole shop to make him shut up.”
“What??”
“Yeah, then I realized we can’t cover this up anymore. We can’t disguise and why should we? I’m proud to call you my girlfriend and now – fiancée, and hell I’m proud that you’re successful in your career. That’s why I spilled it all in Uproar.”
“Oh Matt..I’m glad that I’ve fallen for this cocky asshole.”
“And I’m glad you’ve fallen for me too.”
We laughed at his cocky remark as he caught my lips and leaned forward, making me arched my back.
“So, you want to give it another round on this couch again?”
I bit my lip and thanked God that I met him in my life.
Notes
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