Sweet Things
Glass heart
Erin’s P.O.V
I was mid-way to the kitchen when I heard a ruckus going on and when I looked out the opened front door Hannah was running away and I looked towards the bathroom and Samantha was wiping her face and I noticed the look on Jimmy’s face… that man must have fucked up. Before Zack could even make his way over to me completely I put my hand out.
“Just stop… what the hell was that all about?! I thought that Jimmy fucking liked Hannah?” I asked him harshly before going to grab my coat as everyone went about their business and Zack grabbed my arm and I just sighed.
“He does” Zack said and I rolled my eyes and walked outside… got a new dress for nothing obviously and Zack grabbed my shoulder again.
“What the hell does Jimmy have to do with you and I?” He asked and while I was so happy to get into that subject tonight… Jimmy was his bestfriend and I thought that he was right when he said that Jimmy was totally into Hannah.
“This is gonna be heartbreaking to her! I told her such good things about him! And now she is probably gonna fucking shun me because your bestfriend is a moron! I bought a new dress and actually got her to come here so I could see if you were interested in me… but now im probably gonna go back to my place and Hannah is gonna go home and cry her eyes out because of this!” I said freaking out and Zack just sat there with his hands in his pockets.
“So you are interested in me then?” He asked… being the selfish and badass Zack he normally is… he was a lot like me… if he wanted something that was the only thing that mattered.
“Oh go to hell I have bigger problems” I said to him but his grip tightened and I turned around.
“Answer me Erin.. just tell me yes or no and you can go” He said in a smooth voice and god dammit I knew that Hannah was gonna see this in her mind.
“Yes I am interested in you” I said and he turned me and kissed me and I pushed him off and flipped him off.
“I told you not now.. jeeze” I said and he just laughed and smiled winking at me as I pulled away from him… damn that man… he was gonna get me into more trouble than it was worth. I waited a couple blocks then ended up in my room where Hannah was wiping off the makeup that was still streaming down her face.
“Hannah I’m so-“ I said but she got up and literally just cried and started going on a little bit of a rant.
“YOU TOLD ME THAT HE WAS A GOOD GUY! THAT HE LIKED ME!! HE WAS IN THE
BATHROOM WITH SAMANTHA IN BETWEEN HIS LEGS!!” She yelled at me and I could understand that she was upset and just as I was about to say something she stopped me again.
“YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE FOR ME! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO HELP! I TRUSTED YOU ERIN AND YOU JUST GOT ME HUMILIATED! I KNEW THIS DRESS AND THIS PARTY AND DOING THIS WAS A FUCKING HORRIBLE IDEA!” She said getting louder and her voice was cracking and I could tell that if she didn’t calm down then something bad was going to happen because she had yet to gain control on some of her gifts.
“Calm down… either you are gonna have a fucking heart attack or you are gonna burn my house down! IM SORRY! I had no fucking idea that Jimmy was gonna be there with Samantha!” I said nearly shouting at the end and she just scoffed.
“BECAUSE YOU WERE TOO BUSY TRYING TO GET WITH ZACKY! ITS ALWAYS YOU! IT ONLY TOOK YOU KISSING HIM BEFORE RUNNING HERE TO ME!” She said and I just sat there frustrated…. Of course she would pull that on me.. I knew that stopping to talk to him period was a bad idea.
“We are two different people Hannah but you know that if you were thinking clearly and you had a better fucking hold on your powers that I told Zacky to go to hell after he kissed me because I really fucking wanted to come home to you! I can’t fucking help who I like or who I am and I certainly cannot help that Jimmy is a fucking douche! BUT YOU CAN LET ME HELP YOU WITH YOUR CRAFT!!” I said getting really angry and she just grabbed all of her things and she stormed out of the room and I heard her go through the house and I watched as she ran down the street back to her house and I punched my wall leaving a hole in it. I sat on the bed just staring at the blood on my hand and then I looked at the hole… my father walked up and noticed it.
“Jesus Christ Erin… come on really!?” He said and I knew that I was in trouble.
“Why the hell did you fucking punch a hole in the wall? Do we need to send you back to therapy or something?” He asked leaning against the frame of the door.
“No.. hell no… and if you wondered yes my fucking hand is okay” I said and he just laughed because I of course was being a drama queen and he knew that I was actually okay.
“You fucking know you will be fine… but Erin I am fucking serious keep pulling this shit and I will send you right back to therapy… you fucking know better.. now do your homework or something” He said and walked back downstairs probably to work again. I pulled out my phone and tried calling Hannah and it went to voicemail and when I tried again she had turned her phone off. I lied on my bed staring at the ceiling going over stuff in my brain and I closed my eyes and flashbacked to when my mom was alive.
*”Awe little one come show mommy what you can do” My mom said and I ran over and jumped onto her lap. I sat there moving the flowers that my mother picked into the vase and was laughing.
“That is so good Erin.. you are gonna be so amazing when you get older” My mom said
tearing up.
“Don’t be sad mommy” I said to her putting my hand on her shoulder and she just smiled at me and played with a small section of my hair.
“I’m not sad baby… I am happy” She said and just as I heard the line… I saw the headlights* I shot up crying out loudly and my dad ran upstairs noticing that I was crying.
“Shh honey what is going on?” He asked and I just cried.
“I miss her” I said to him and he just held me for a little while… even though I wasn’t afraid of what I was and I was this confident and collected person… I had my weakness. The weekend flew by and on Monday I skipped first period and sat next to the fountain that was on the east side of the school just soaking up the sun and Zack came over to me.
“I’m sorry… where is Hannah?” He asked and I hadn’t seen her today.. I wasn’t sure if she just hadn’t come or she was just avoiding me after what happened.
“Don’t know… she is rather mad at me still, look I really just wanna be alone right now” I said to him and he just scooted closer.
“I’m not gonna leave you here by yourself Erin… I really don’t want you to be sad” He said… really I wanted to be alone because I was messing with some of the water in the fountain… watching is dance and flow around. Zack ran his fingers through the purple
part of my hair.
“I’m sorry” He said and I just looked at him and then thought of Hannah… I kissed his cheek and grabbed my bag.
“Yeah me too…” I said quietly and walked to the parking lot.. I needed a day.
I was mid-way to the kitchen when I heard a ruckus going on and when I looked out the opened front door Hannah was running away and I looked towards the bathroom and Samantha was wiping her face and I noticed the look on Jimmy’s face… that man must have fucked up. Before Zack could even make his way over to me completely I put my hand out.
“Just stop… what the hell was that all about?! I thought that Jimmy fucking liked Hannah?” I asked him harshly before going to grab my coat as everyone went about their business and Zack grabbed my arm and I just sighed.
“He does” Zack said and I rolled my eyes and walked outside… got a new dress for nothing obviously and Zack grabbed my shoulder again.
“What the hell does Jimmy have to do with you and I?” He asked and while I was so happy to get into that subject tonight… Jimmy was his bestfriend and I thought that he was right when he said that Jimmy was totally into Hannah.
“This is gonna be heartbreaking to her! I told her such good things about him! And now she is probably gonna fucking shun me because your bestfriend is a moron! I bought a new dress and actually got her to come here so I could see if you were interested in me… but now im probably gonna go back to my place and Hannah is gonna go home and cry her eyes out because of this!” I said freaking out and Zack just sat there with his hands in his pockets.
“So you are interested in me then?” He asked… being the selfish and badass Zack he normally is… he was a lot like me… if he wanted something that was the only thing that mattered.
“Oh go to hell I have bigger problems” I said to him but his grip tightened and I turned around.
“Answer me Erin.. just tell me yes or no and you can go” He said in a smooth voice and god dammit I knew that Hannah was gonna see this in her mind.
“Yes I am interested in you” I said and he turned me and kissed me and I pushed him off and flipped him off.
“I told you not now.. jeeze” I said and he just laughed and smiled winking at me as I pulled away from him… damn that man… he was gonna get me into more trouble than it was worth. I waited a couple blocks then ended up in my room where Hannah was wiping off the makeup that was still streaming down her face.
“Hannah I’m so-“ I said but she got up and literally just cried and started going on a little bit of a rant.
“YOU TOLD ME THAT HE WAS A GOOD GUY! THAT HE LIKED ME!! HE WAS IN THE
BATHROOM WITH SAMANTHA IN BETWEEN HIS LEGS!!” She yelled at me and I could understand that she was upset and just as I was about to say something she stopped me again.
“YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE FOR ME! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO HELP! I TRUSTED YOU ERIN AND YOU JUST GOT ME HUMILIATED! I KNEW THIS DRESS AND THIS PARTY AND DOING THIS WAS A FUCKING HORRIBLE IDEA!” She said getting louder and her voice was cracking and I could tell that if she didn’t calm down then something bad was going to happen because she had yet to gain control on some of her gifts.
“Calm down… either you are gonna have a fucking heart attack or you are gonna burn my house down! IM SORRY! I had no fucking idea that Jimmy was gonna be there with Samantha!” I said nearly shouting at the end and she just scoffed.
“BECAUSE YOU WERE TOO BUSY TRYING TO GET WITH ZACKY! ITS ALWAYS YOU! IT ONLY TOOK YOU KISSING HIM BEFORE RUNNING HERE TO ME!” She said and I just sat there frustrated…. Of course she would pull that on me.. I knew that stopping to talk to him period was a bad idea.
“We are two different people Hannah but you know that if you were thinking clearly and you had a better fucking hold on your powers that I told Zacky to go to hell after he kissed me because I really fucking wanted to come home to you! I can’t fucking help who I like or who I am and I certainly cannot help that Jimmy is a fucking douche! BUT YOU CAN LET ME HELP YOU WITH YOUR CRAFT!!” I said getting really angry and she just grabbed all of her things and she stormed out of the room and I heard her go through the house and I watched as she ran down the street back to her house and I punched my wall leaving a hole in it. I sat on the bed just staring at the blood on my hand and then I looked at the hole… my father walked up and noticed it.
“Jesus Christ Erin… come on really!?” He said and I knew that I was in trouble.
“Why the hell did you fucking punch a hole in the wall? Do we need to send you back to therapy or something?” He asked leaning against the frame of the door.
“No.. hell no… and if you wondered yes my fucking hand is okay” I said and he just laughed because I of course was being a drama queen and he knew that I was actually okay.
“You fucking know you will be fine… but Erin I am fucking serious keep pulling this shit and I will send you right back to therapy… you fucking know better.. now do your homework or something” He said and walked back downstairs probably to work again. I pulled out my phone and tried calling Hannah and it went to voicemail and when I tried again she had turned her phone off. I lied on my bed staring at the ceiling going over stuff in my brain and I closed my eyes and flashbacked to when my mom was alive.
*”Awe little one come show mommy what you can do” My mom said and I ran over and jumped onto her lap. I sat there moving the flowers that my mother picked into the vase and was laughing.
“That is so good Erin.. you are gonna be so amazing when you get older” My mom said
tearing up.
“Don’t be sad mommy” I said to her putting my hand on her shoulder and she just smiled at me and played with a small section of my hair.
“I’m not sad baby… I am happy” She said and just as I heard the line… I saw the headlights* I shot up crying out loudly and my dad ran upstairs noticing that I was crying.
“Shh honey what is going on?” He asked and I just cried.
“I miss her” I said to him and he just held me for a little while… even though I wasn’t afraid of what I was and I was this confident and collected person… I had my weakness. The weekend flew by and on Monday I skipped first period and sat next to the fountain that was on the east side of the school just soaking up the sun and Zack came over to me.
“I’m sorry… where is Hannah?” He asked and I hadn’t seen her today.. I wasn’t sure if she just hadn’t come or she was just avoiding me after what happened.
“Don’t know… she is rather mad at me still, look I really just wanna be alone right now” I said to him and he just scooted closer.
“I’m not gonna leave you here by yourself Erin… I really don’t want you to be sad” He said… really I wanted to be alone because I was messing with some of the water in the fountain… watching is dance and flow around. Zack ran his fingers through the purple
part of my hair.
“I’m sorry” He said and I just looked at him and then thought of Hannah… I kissed his cheek and grabbed my bag.
“Yeah me too…” I said quietly and walked to the parking lot.. I needed a day.
Notes
Looks like Hannah is really upset...
But Erin seems pretty messed up too...
And she wont let anyone in because she misses Hannah..
Next update is the wonderful LMV :)
Love you all!!!
--elovebakervengeance<3
this kind of reminds me of AHS Coven
11/16/14