You'll learn your lesson, but first you'll fall..

As I text Matt, I sighed. God, I really did miss him. 'Hey babe. Just sent Luke directions, he'll be over in 10 minutes. All will be fine, I love you x' I text to him, before sending it.
It was a weird feeling, having my childhood sweetheart over to the house while my husband was away on tour. It was like going back in time, to when Luke was in my life, and Matt wasn't.
I hoped Matt honestly trusted me with Luke, that I wouldn't let anything happen, because I wouldn't. I was pregnant with Matt's child; I wasn't going to sleep with some other guy, was I?
It did worry me, Matt being on tour. Matt was totally loyal, but all men have needs, for Christ's sake, and he said he wouldn't be disloyal, but that was easily said. What if he met a fan who was old enough, and gorgeous? I'd been to enough Avenged Sevenfold concerts, backstage and at the barrier, to know that the majority of Avenged Sevenfold fans who were girls were pretty hot. What if they waited for the tour bus at the gates of the arena, then followed it back to their hotel, and seduced him, or vice versa? I tried to shake the images and thoughts that were popping into my head quickly. I trusted Matt, but I didn't trust his manly instincts, or a fan girl's desperation.

Before I knew it, I could hear a car pull into the drive. Luke.
I walked to the front door and opened it, wearing my oversized sweater and pastel green leggings.
Luke stood there, smiling widely. He was wearing black skinny jeans, which suited him thanks to his skinny frame, and a dark blue blazer with a white shirt. His style was quirky as ever.
'El, how many banks did you rob to get this house?' Luke said in awe, before hugging me tightly. I gestured for him to come in. 'If only it were that simple.' I scoffed.
I brought him into the kitchen, where I turned to him. 'What drink would you like?'
'What do you have?' Luke asked, with his side smile.
'Um, beer, white wine, red wine, vodka, gin, rosè, tequila...' I trailed off, trying to remember the other ones Matt insisted on buying.
'Wow..um, a beer will do fine.' Luke's simplicity intact. I handed him a beer.
'Eleanor,' Luke said firmly. I turned around and he gestured me towards him. I walked to the kitchen island, before sitting down opposite him. 'Are you going to tell me why you live in this huge mansion, and why you're famous?'
I took a long sigh. 'If you have all night, sure..'
Luke nodded.

'Well, 2 years ago, I was going out with Nash Sullivan, remember him? Yeah, well, we went to see Avenged Sevenfold together, and he got drunk and rowdy, and basically psychically assaulted me at the barrier during the concert, so I got dragged out, and it turned out that Zacky Vengeance had seen the attack happen, and had told one of the security guards to drag me out and bring me backstage,' I stopped to laugh and nod at Luke's now white face. 'Yes, you heard me right. So, I went backstage, and met all the guys, then went to dinner with them.. And that's where Zacky and I got intimate in a hallway in the restaurant..'
Luke burst out laughing. 'It would take Eleanor Williams to be that classy.'
I rolled my eyes, laughing, before continuing. 'Anyway, I then went back to the hotel with him, yada yada yada... then the next day, Nash appeared at the hotel and Zacky pulverized him.. so then Zacky and I got into a relationship for about 6 months, totally in love.We got a bit of trouble from his ex, Isabelle, but I thought nothing of it.. I went on tour with Avenged Sevenfold then, and when we got back to Orange County, Matt was throwing a huge homecoming party, which we were all at, when I stumbled upon Zacky making out with Isabelle in the basement. So, I fucking flipped, and dumped Zacky. By chance, Matt caught his wife, at the time, Valary, fucking the guitar technician in their shed. So Matt and I ran into eachother outside, and realised that both our significant others had cheated. So, Matt ended the party, and I stayed in his, and drunkenly kissed him.. Yeah..' Luke looked like he was going to pass out with all the information.

'So then, the next day, the kissing and stuff happened again, and we agreed to have a secret thing, because it would fuck up so many friendships if everyone knew.. So we did, but shortly after, I stopped it, because I couldn't take all the lies and the secrets, which broke my heart.
Months passed after that, and I was totally miserable, until Sean - remember Sean, from the music store where I used to work? Well, he asked me to go review a concert - an Avenged Sevenfold concert. So I put my glad rags on, and I went to the concert, ending up in Matt's bed.. We got back together then, of course, and a few months later, he proposed.. I said yes. In the meantime, I discovered I was pregnant..' I trailed off, before taking a deep breath.

'I was 3 months gone, when I opened the front door one day, to Isabelle and a crow bar. She beat me unconscious, and the baby didn't make it.' I could feel my eyes tearing up. Luke reached across the island, grabbing one of my hands and holding it supportively.
'But the good news is.. I'm pregnant now.' I looked up at him, and smiled.
His mouth fell. 'I'm so happy for you, El. I really didn't expect that though.. You have always been so lucky.'

Luke and I then started reminiscing on the old times, all the funny times we had together, all the crazy things we did, that we probably shouldn't have been doing most of the time.
Hours passed, and before I knew it, it was 11 pm.
'I better go.' Luke said, looking at the time. He stood up and I walked him to the door.
He hugged me tightly, just like he used to hug me all those years ago.
'I'm so glad you're back in my life, El, genuinely. I've missed your presence.' Luke whispered.
'I've missed you too, Luke. And I'm glad, too.'
I waved him off, before stepping back into the house, and flopping down on the couch.
I took out my phone, and text Matt to let him know Luke had left, and I was fine, before going on to Instagram, to have a sneaky creep through the deathbat fandom, to see if there was any photos of Matt. One of the first photos was one of him with a beautiful girl with blonde hair and bright blue eyes, both smiling widely.
Fan or no fan, I was still jealous.

Notes

okay that was an anti climax.. but ive been feeling really shit lately so it took alot to write this.. sorry.. :c
wonder who the blonde girl is ;)
thoughts?<3333