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You'll learn your lesson, but first you'll fall..

High hopes..

'Explain.' Eleanor said firmly. 'The whole truth. Everything. Because I'm not bothered listening to half the truth, then discovering more shit has happened after.'

I sighed deeply. 'Okay. I had just landed in Germany and I was outside the airport when I ran into a bunch of fans. The first one tried me, but her friend told her to back off. Her friend was called Amelia. So, Amelia and I started talking, I signed her deathbat tattoo, and she told me she'd be at the concert the next day, to look out for her. So, after the concert - which she was at the barrier for - I was talking to her outside the hotel, just after I facetimed you, and I was singing a CD for her when I saw her arms.. El, they were covered in self harm scars, and really deep ones. So, it literally just slipped out of my mouth, offering to bring her to lunch.'

Eleanor stopped me. 'Slipped out.' she snorted. 'Like your dick just slipped out and into her when you fucked her?'

I winced slightly. 'I'm sorry, El. Please let me explain the rest.'

'Hurry up, it's painful, listening to you talk about her like she's some hero.' El rolled her eyes.

'So, I took her to lunch, and she explained how her mom died, and she turned to drink and drugs, then one night, she tried to commit suicide, but failed to, and when she was in hospital, discovered the band's music, and somehow, our music gave her the willpower to continue on. She swears Avenged is the reason she's still here.'

Eleanor looked fit to vomit. 'And you fell for that sob story? You're pathethic, Matt.'
My stomach flipped. Did she really call me pathethic? That hurt.

'Anyway, I took her back to her hotel, where she said something really flirty, which made me want her, but I resisted. Then, when I got back to the hotel I told Zacky what was going on, he told me to be very careful, and that he wouldn't tell you because he didn't want to hurt you, because he knew you had gone through that kind of thing before, with him. Oh, also, when I was having lunch with Amelia, she revealed that her and her friend were following us for the whole tour, which really didn't help with the whole me wanting her part. Anyway, we got to Spain, played the show etc, and got back to the hotel; that's when I discovered that she was staying in the same hotel as us, also we were only 2 rooms apart. So, we went up and were outside my room, when she kissed me, and I pushed her away, and told her I couldn't do it. She then took out her phone and showed me the photos you'd been putting up on Instagram with Luke.' I almost choked on his name. 'And I just got so angry, I couldn't think straight, so I kind of pushed her into my room, and yeah..' I stopped.

Eleanor shook her head, tears in her eyes again. 'So you thought the fact that I put up a few photos with the only friend I had at the time on Instagram justified fucking someone else? And all this time, I thought I could trust you, and you went and proved me so, so wrong, Matt. Have you done anything else with her?'

I hesitated. 'No..I've made out with her a few times, and she was here just before Dan called to tell me to come downstairs.'

Eleanor looked on her guard, looking around. 'Where the fuck is she?' she said, angrily.

'She's in her room, El, calm down.' I said, trying to put my hands on her.

El shrugged me off. 'Don't you dare touch me. Not when you were touching her about half an hour ago. What room is she in, Matt?'

'I don't know.' I lied.

'You do, but ya know what? I'll catch her when she's least expecting it, don't you worry.' El smiled.

'So..' I said warily. 'Where do we go from here?'

'What makes you think I'm gonna take you back? This isn't the first time I've been cheated on, Matt, same with you. Remember how angry you felt when you found Val cheating on you?'
I nodded.

'Exactly. Once upon a time, you promised you'd never ever hurt me intentionally. Did you think I wouldn't find out?' She smirked.

I nodded. 'I never wanted you to find out.'

Eleanor laughed loudly. 'Too fucking bad. Did you forget about this? Our baby?' Eleanor shook her head, pointing to her stomach.

'No, El, never. I've felt so guilty the past few days, it's been eating away at me..'

'Guilt?' Eleanor screeched. 'Guilt?! Did you even take a moment to consider the emotions I've been feeling? Betrayal, worry, hurt, heartbreak, stupid, fooled? The list goes on, Matt! It's not just you who's suffering, you know.' She shook her head, sitting down on the side of the bed, putting her head in her hands.

'How did you find out?' I whispered, getting down on my knees in front of her, tears welling again in my eyes, seeing El so upset. I was a stupid bastard.

'A way you'd never expect.' She muttered, head in her hands still.

'Which is?..' I asked quietly.

'I'm not telling you, Matt, I wouldn't give you the satisfaction of knowing.' Eleanor chuckled sadly.

'Was it Zacky?' I asked. Eleanor shook her head.

'Nope. Guess all you like, I'm not telling you.'

I sighed. 'Are you coming on the rest of the tour?'

Eleanor scoffed in annoyance. 'I love how you're so sure I'm actually going to stay with you.'

'I'm being hopeful.' I shrugged.

'Hopeful? You think being hopeful will save our marriage? Wake up and smell the fucking coffee, Matt, it's going to take a lot more than hope to save us.'

As I went to speak, I heard a knock on the door. Before El could get there, I shot up, and towards the door. What if it was Amelia? I would be so fucked, as would Amelia.
I opened the door, to that guy who was staring at me weirdly in the lobby.

'Who the fuck are you?' I asked, glaring at him.

'Where the fuck is Eleanor?' He said firmly. He was about my height, but smaller than me in build. I'd be able to take him down.

'Luke?' I heard Eleanor say, then it clicked with me. It was Eleanor's ex, the one who was in all the photos on Instagram.

'I recommend you step aside, and let me in.' Luke said to me, eyes blazing with anger.

'I recommend you get the fuck away from my room, before I have security remove you from the premises.' I said, not missing a beat.

Luke stood into the room, pushing me back slightly.

'You're forgetting something, Sanders. When you were too busy fucking off with another girl, on the opposite side of the world, I was there for your wife. But not in the sense you presume I was. I was her friend, supporting her and her little unborn, making sure she was okay. I don't even like calling her your wife after the things you've done, you don't deserve her at all.' he sneered. With that, I landed my fist on the side of his jaw, making him fall to the ground.

'Don't you fucking dare speak to me about my wife! I'm the one who married her, not you, and it was extremely convenient how you just 'ran' into her at the airport, eh?' I growled at him, still on the ground. El then appeared, on the ground beside Luke.

'Are you okay, Luke?' she asked, ignoring me totally.

Luke nodded in reply, standing up.
'El, I think it's time we leave. It's pretty late.' Luke said, still staring at me, while wiping the blood from his nose.

'No!' I said quickly. 'El, please, stay with me. You don't have to sleep beside me, you can have my bed, I'll sleep on the floor, please.' I begged.

'Damn right she doesn't have to sleep beside you.' Luke muttered.

I stared at Luke viciously, and as I went to go at him again, Eleanor put her hand on my chest, pushing me back slightly, using all her strength.
'No. No more violence. I'll stay, I'm fine, Luke, honestly. Go get some rest.' Eleanor nodded at Luke, who didn't look too happy.

Luke sighed. 'Fine, but if you need me at any stage, ring me. If you even attempt to hurt her -' Luke said, but I stopped him.

'You heard Eleanor, go get some rest, Luke.' I said his name mockingly. 'And what goes on between Eleanor and I is none of your concern.' I said, and he turned on his heel, storming out the door. I closed the door, and turned to El, who was in tears again.

Notes

So the person who told El still hasn't been revealed..
Guesses as to who it is? Let me know!:3
Thanks a million for reading guys, you're all wonderfulllll :')
Hope you enjoyed this update :)
-stallionduckseverywhere x

Comments

Hope you can update soon :) loving this story

So glad your back ♡♡

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7/15/14

@MoMo_92
I've been so so busy! Sorry, thank you :3

@SynysterSevenfold
Aww!:') I thought you had all forgotten about me :3

@Penelope Vengeance
Aw thank you sweetie! That's so kind, it's so lovely to be welcomed back so warmly

@MoMo_92
I've been so so busy! Sorry, thank you :3

@SynysterSevenfold
Aww!:') I thought you had all forgotten about me :3

@Penelope Vengeance
Aw thank you sweetie! That's so kind, it's so lovely to be welcomed back so warmly

I'm so fucking glad you're back sweetheart <3