You'll learn your lesson, but first you'll fall..

As I pulled out of Amelia, she winced slightly.
'Sorry.' I chuckled slightly, feeling relieved.
'It's okay.' She turned around, smiling at me. She then leaned up to kiss me, but this time I kissed her back.
She then pulled away slowly. 'I better go to bed. It's been a pretty eventful night..' She winked at me, before walking out of the room confidently.
I took the condom off myself, at threw it in the bin in the bathroom, before going back into the room, and sitting down on the edge of the bed. What just happened?
I lay down on the bed, and felt myself drifting off to sleep, thankfully..

I could hear continuous knocking, but I didn't want to open my eyes. I was enjoying sleeping too much. But the knocking still continued. I opened my eyes, and looked around, to see I was in the hotel room, and the knocking was coming from the door. Who the fuck was it?
I jumped out of the bed, and realised I fell asleep fully clothed. I walked towards the door quickly, and opened it. Before I could see who it was, I could feel a hand pushing me back into the room, and slamming me against the wall, the hand now on my neck.
'You are a fucking idiot!' Zacky growled at me, holding me against the wall by the neck.
'What the fuck? Zack, let go of me!' I spat, pushing him away. He stood back. 'What are you talking about, Vengeance?'
'Did you really think you could fuck her last night, and no one would find out? I saw her oh-so inconspicuously shimmying out of your room last night, pulling down her dress. Matt, you have fucked up big time. When you said you wanted her, I didn't think you'd actually go through with it, but you did. Well fucking done.' Zacky sounded livid.

'You don't get it, Zacky! I was saying goodnight to her, and she kissed me, so I pulled away and told her I couldn't do it, then she took out her phone, and showed me what Eleanor had been putting on Instagram..' I trailed off, feeling anger radiate off me.
'So, the reason you fucked a girl you don't even know, when you have a wife at home, is because of a social media site? You sad, sad person.' Zacky shook his head.
I took out my phone, and found Eleanor's Instagram as quick as I could. I shoved the phone at him. He took it, and looked through.
'So?' Zacky said, glaring at me. 'It's not as if she's being sneaky about it; she's hanging out with her ex, big deal..' Zacky looked down at the phone again. 'Holy shit. Matt, please tell me she's not pregnant.'
I closed my eyes and sighed deeply. I was in for it now.
'Sanders, tell me she's joking.' Zacky said, his voice trembling with anger.
I shook my head, eyes closed, head bowed.

'And you fucking knew that? Yet you continued to cheat on her because she is with her ex? Who are you? I don't even recognize you any more!' Zacky was almost shouting at me.
'I'm sorry, Zack.' I could feel myself getting so angry, that if I let loose at Zacky, I could hurt him badly.
'Don't even try to apologize to me. It's your wife, who is pregnant with your child, you should be apologizing to. I'm gonna leave now, and I won't tell anyone, especially El, because she doesn't need the stress, but I swear to God, if I see her go into your room again, I will strangle her with my bare hands, and that is no word of a lie, Matt. I'll kill her without hesitation, and not for you, but for El, because I know you make her happier than I ever did, and for her to be cheated on again is just so unfair. I'm dissapointed in you, man.' And with that, Zacky turned on his heel and walked out. The part that killed me was that he was so right. I hated myself for what I had done, but how could I make it right again? This guilt could fill a fucking sea.
Then, I heard my phone ring. I walked towards it and picked it up, to see it was El. Oh, fuck.

'Babe, are you okay?' I said down the phone, trying to hide the guilt in my voice.
'I'm fine, babe, how are you?' Eleanor said calmly, almost smugly.
'I'm fine..I was worried about you, how come you didn't return any of my calls?'
'I was pretty busy, sorry..'
'Oh.. how's the little monster?' Pretty busy with Luke, more like.
'Fine. Oh, shit, sorry babe, I have to go, Luke's taking me to lunch now.. bye babe, love you.' And with that, she hung up. And there I sat, alone, in the hotel room, no Eleanor, no Amelia, no one. What I had done was unforgivable, and Eleanor didn't even know, but she was still being so cold with me. What was going on?

Notes

just a filler..
thoughts?