Daddy's Little Girl
I held the letter in my hands, turning it all different directions, not sure if I really wanted to open it or not. I decided to just get it over with, and ripped the envelope open.
Well, I'm just going to try to make this super short and try my best not to beat around the bush. I'm sorry for any pain this may cause, and I just want to say that I never meant for any of this to happen. You are the absolute best thing that ever happened to me, you are the center of my entire universe, my whole world. I would never do something to intentionally hurt you. Ever. I love you with all my heart, and I really am sorry.
So, as you know, Val is pregnant, and the father of the baby is still unknown. I'm not sure if it's mine or not.. Either way, I'm going to take care of the baby as if it were my own. I love Val, and I want you to love her too, but I don't see that happening any time soon. I want you to know that no matter how involved I get with her, you and Braydyn are my first priorities. If something ever happens between you and Val, I want to know. I don't care what it is, i want you to tell me.
Now, as far as our relationship goes, I've already told you that it will no longer continue. I want us to get back to the way we were.. Before any of this ever happened. It's not that I'm not attracted to you anymore, it's just that, I don't want to hurt you or take advantage of you anymore. It's not right, and I wish we had never started this.
After you read this please come and find me, and we'll discuss it. I love you, and Merry Christmas my Angel.
I sat the letter back in my lap and wiped away the pesky tear that had fallen without my knowledge. I really don't know what to think about this.. Should I still leave? Or should I stay? Everything is so confusing right now. I don't know what to do! I curled into a ball in the big recliner and felt my lower lip start to quiver.
What am I going to do? I could try to make living with them work, or I could give up and go move in with Mom.
I'm so lost right now..
This is really short because the main focus is the letter. :)